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Eve

@medicatedeve.bsky.social
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I used to write a lot. Crippling caffeine addiction. Nonbinary degradation log.

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Eve @medicatedeve.bsky.social · 25/04/2024
But really, who knows what’s going to happen in the next few months? If some shit pans out like I hope it does, maybe I can go on? But I’m not getting my hopes up. Daydreams are delusions of the devil, after all.
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Eve @medicatedeve.bsky.social · 25/04/2024
I guess I don’t have to give anything away, really. But I don’t want some stuff to go to waste, you know? Pretty much anything I have worth giving is either books or electronics. I guess I don’t have much of worth to other people, so I’m trying to get rid of what I can before death.
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Eve @medicatedeve.bsky.social · 25/04/2024
And it’s not like I’m giving away garbage, either. It’s stuff I’ve invested some money into and, by any informed account, am selling this stuff at a price that you wouldn’t get anywhere else.
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Eve @medicatedeve.bsky.social · 25/04/2024
I know that sometimes people just start giving shit away before they die, so I’m trying to avoid that I guess. The thing is, though, that no one seems to want to buy the stuff I’m trying to give away lol. Like, goddamn, not making this easy on me, are you?
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Eve @medicatedeve.bsky.social · 25/04/2024
This is the closest I’ve felt to death. I’ve tried selling some of my things under the guise of just wanting some extra cash, but I want to get rid of the things important to me before I die.
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Eve @medicatedeve.bsky.social · 02/03/2024
Like, I usually wear my hair up in a bun because it’s easiest, but I need to go to a salon and get it done so I can wear it down at work. I also don’t wear makeup— so maybe I should get on that too.
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Eve @medicatedeve.bsky.social · 02/03/2024
Still kinda coming to terms with the idea that I could pass even better than I do if I put more effort into certain things. I’m already able to pass at work, to the general cis people (I assume,) but I want it to be iron tight, you know?
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Eve @medicatedeve.bsky.social · 12/02/2024
This feeling of impending death has been hounding me for years. Maybe it’s finally catching up to me.
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Eve @medicatedeve.bsky.social · 12/02/2024
Fantasies are the only thing keeping me going. Quite frequently I think of overdosing on my medication and going to sleep, hopeful that I don’t wake up.
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Eve @medicatedeve.bsky.social · 10/02/2024
Retail therapy is all nice and good until you ruin your credit score thinking that you're going to kill yourself soon so it doesn't matter lmao
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Eve @medicatedeve.bsky.social · 09/02/2024
But honest in a way pertaining to myself
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Eve @medicatedeve.bsky.social · 09/02/2024
I like this because I’m gonna, like, present the more unabashed version of myself so, like, maybe be even more honest about shit
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Eve @medicatedeve.bsky.social · 08/02/2024
I painted my nails last night and one of them broke at work this morning. I’m thinking of killing myself again because like what’s the point lmao
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