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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Does backflips I haven't drawn in a bit Ermmm here's L.......... Yea.........

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Guess who locked in........... Guess who's still feels embarrassed even though nothing will change between us.........

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Laying my head on my Spamton plush and hear the speaker I put it back in his head but forgot to turn it off I knew that would happen bro

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I should I want to I'll tell, soon Maybe. (Positive post)

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

He likes my laugh He wanted to hear it while we called Asked outright if he could, even though I was laughing 70% of the call. But Something is still eating at me, so I'm not sure what to do.

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Guhhhh There's knots in my stomach, maybe I am too much. And if I mask too long will I be too boring? Sighs and plops over Maybe I feel more than I thinks.......

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Guh......... Yells out to the void about my weird feelings I think it's mutual and I'm really scared Jumps around with joy and fear

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Tired bnuy

Alt: Black and grey bunny laying flat on the floor

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Crash @crashfan03.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

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No Straight Roads 🎸 @nsr-official.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Selamat Hari Merdeka! 🇲🇾 69 years on, we celebrate our heritage, freedom and the spirit that makes Malaysia home. Happy Independence Day from all of us at Metronomik! 🇲🇾 #merdeka #malaysia #indepenceday #nsr2 #nsr

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

I'm just gonna cuddle my plushies and cry until I get a headache

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

My grandma called just to tell me she opened my mail and said "Who cares if those people were your friends at work, you get over it and suck it up and keep working" As if the last 2 weeks of my shifts I wasn't in the car crying my eyes out because I was being excluded from talking with them +

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Stares at you like this Man I'm gonna start tweaking

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

No thanks, i want everyone to see my yumeslop and yoai art of Sasha nein

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Thinking too hard... I feel like I'm slowly retracting into a person I thought was long gone and if I act on this one thing that I want, then I haven't changed or grown That was a thing we talked about. He said I was better off, I'm around people who care about me. I don't want to be bad again

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

Ok so I didn't sleep in and got absolutely frightened by the thunder and it rained for a solid 3 hours.

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

Ghnnhhshndsh My everything hurts after working 5 days in a row I'm sleeping in, goodnight

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

Can you believe it guys My last day of work, I'm so freaking scared bro

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

People talk Abt yume/self shipping with characters and be like "shipping with _____ is so annoying/people who like _____ are insufferable!" Girl you're lucky you didn't know me when I had it BAD BAD for certain characters back a yr before COVID bro.

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

I love working on ref sheets but oh my gosh why did it take me an hour to do a simple pose I'm gonna cry

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

Looks at you like this So. I'm still employed for 9 days, who's ready for me to become a jobless chud (jokes, I'm already applying to other spots)

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

Update, I put in my notice and they cut my hours Ha

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

Two days away from work only to be put back in for 4 days I can't.........

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

Swallows loudly Can't sleep I think I might be more obvious than I think Gulps God what is wrong with my brain And now I try (force myself) to sleep

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

Joining a fandom after only seeing their FOURTH game is killing me I'm so scared 💔 I'm not a larp I just like the games 💔💔💔💔

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

So, not only have I started being excluded from conversation with most of the morning crew at work But they're also just blatantly ignoring me and making it REALLY obvious I'm the only one being excluded from the "friend" group Known these people the whole 3 yrs I've been working btw.

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

Big feelings today I think, mostly positive but it kinda gets to a point Back to the grind twin, gotta keep it going

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

Highkey thinking about quitting so I don't have to do anything anymore 💔

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

The art I decide to make instead of working on my ref sheet. #meatsnackieart

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

Presses my head on the wall I don't wanna go to work

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

God I can't tell anyone or I'm gonna get fucking chewed out legit. Where does anyone go when they have the same thoughts as me but can't tell their friends because they're gonna think it's stupid and dumb. Awful awful awful brain. It's late, that's it. That has to be the problem, yeah.

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

It's better I'm at work and not at home right now

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

Highkey thinking something kinda fucked so I'm staying off calls for the next 2 days I can't even tell anyone what I'm thinking because it sounds stupid as hell and is genuinely fucked up. (No it's not SH it's something else)

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Bats my little eyes Haven't posted art in a bit uhmmmmm Have my new phone wallpaper of Sasha, thankds 😛 #psychonauts #meatsnackieart

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

If I am on the drive thru window again for my last day at work, I am gonna tweak.

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

There is absolutely no way that no one comes into work until 3, when I leave. What is this schedule holy freak.

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 04/07/2026

So like. I work today with the most incompetent people I could've ever gotten on shift If one bad thing happens the whole place is gonna blow up

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Axel ࣪ ִֶָ🌶️. (Taking a break) @meatzfur.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

Why am I being asked if I touch myself I'm gonna cry my eyes out 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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