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i overate last night after days of restricting & i feel disgusting i hate myself bad i feel so trapped in this nightmare body & its all my fault i cant stay like this yet my lw feels so far off its grating me

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 10/08/2025

i hate these fckn ppl idc idc i want to be alone

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 03/08/2025

no reason to fck up other than to mqke myself feel worse can i just not??

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 03/08/2025

i feel HORRIBLE that i look horrible & disgusting

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 03/08/2025

this whole yr feels dedicated to annoy the shit outta me

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 02/08/2025

my cousin is visiting n styaing over she is lit so skinny i want to be ded bc ik the bugs in my brain r not gonna let me breathe or be normal yeah

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 02/08/2025

got new cIothes. im not even this size anymore i hav to st_rve so bad

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 24/07/2025

my period ruins my life so bad i hate it sm

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 10/07/2025

UGGHHHHHHH I dont know how to snap back into it idk idk i need to more than ever

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⭒ soup ⭒ 🐛sky ⭒ @souperspy.bsky.social · 25/06/2025

IM SO JEALOUS OF PPL WHO FORGET TO EAT

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 25/06/2025

these past few days ive restricted during the day just to binge at night im on the verge of

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 20/06/2025

bfast was a disaster, i just gave into random cravings ofc i regretted immediately & felt miserable lol lunch is this mango

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 19/06/2025

dont fail me… the oats & i say to each other

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 19/06/2025

if i were just taller this weight wouldnt be so bad but i cant control height only my intake n mouth get ur shit together omfg

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 19/06/2025

if i were just skinny rn i could forgive myself for sm but also in a cycle rn where im eating my feelings bc i hate myself so

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 18/06/2025

omg i cant stand it when someone is talking at me while im trying to eat

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 18/06/2025

ugh why do i have to be the bigger person (character wise)

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 17/06/2025

y is 1ove is1and how im coping rn ;-;

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 17/06/2025

i want to ch0ke bc its getting hot & why do i look like this

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 17/06/2025

ik im a goner bc anything happens & the bug in my brain is like *relapse hard hopefuIIy*

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 16/06/2025

holding back the stress eating demon in me

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 16/06/2025

Im never forgiving my btchass sister for this

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 16/06/2025

back to weighing myself everyday bc i need to be aware & also why do i own the scale if not to use it

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 16/06/2025

im so sick of this no one is going to listen to me bc in this situation im the bitch i just want my routine i want to be alone like fuck

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Tana @justmostlymemes.bsky.social · 15/06/2025

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 14/06/2025

ugh im actually so mental end me now

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 11/06/2025

idk why i did this to myseIf and why i cant undo it and why does it hurt sm just lose the fucking weight again

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 10/06/2025

i was supposed to w0rkout this morning i will do it tonite hopefuIIy

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 10/06/2025

dr. pepper zer0… i want to try the new bIackberry fIavor

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 10/06/2025

had omad at 1 now d!nner is tequiIa

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✶ minx ᢉ𐭩 ✶ @meadowlands.bsky.social · 10/06/2025

l want to throw up i hate this shit i hate this timeIine i hate ppI who cant fcking understand & only see shit from their pIace of priviIege ch0ke ch0ke ch0ke

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