iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

David Rachmaninoff @mby91.bsky.social · 06/07/2025

When to Church today. I understand now. It’s all the same.

020

Everything breaks eventually. I am aware that it is pointless to complain. Yet I think this is the only thing binding us together. Sharing what little we have in anything, trying to do good every now and then. Appreciated greatly. I truly mean it 🤍

I have no issue with that anyway. But please do like me back.

000

The harmony and the lightness and the greatness of the tunes and all this beautiful noise will be presently brought to your doorstep by yours truly - me. Please like me back. I’ll help you picking souls and greeting good citizens of the earth to their new existence. Maybe you already have a lover.

Or maybe death. Which itself is the most beautiful mistress I think. What would be more merciful than a woman that welcomes us to heavens of utmost peace and mercy. I am fantasizing about you yes. I hope you will like me back once we meet. I have many songs memorized just for you.

100

I really do need some words but no help. I guess that’s hypocrisy I vibe these days. Anyways there is still some meaning left in life. Please pursue it and do so in my stead for I am worn and torn to countless pieces already. Chase that butterfly it knows where beauty is.

100

I am alone in this fight guys I know. I don’t need (maybe) any help. Just that maybe every now and then someone comments “your dad was drunk that night don’t worrry about it” Or that “it is not your fault the world is this shit” or that “once the great reset happens you will survive”

100

I have words of no use or meaning. Yet I feel the need to write them. I’d wish or ask for help but I don’t think I am the one in need. Please just kill me already. I have lived and seen enough. So many words meaning so little

Yet I do so anyway. What does a rock has in say to gravity rolling it down the side of the road. What rule does an engine has against the burning fuel but to keep turning the wheels. What word a politician has in say to a crowd of illiterate, incompetent, resentful, ignorant, uncooperative fools

It isn’t all about me either. It always was about others. To escape me or something else, it was always about somebody else. I helped people for selfish reasons. I helped animals for pitiful thoughts. I am writing these words for foolish reasons

Maybe I’ll wage war. Maybe I’ll conquer the world. Maybe I’ll create a great civilization. Maybe it’s my job to just code and die. Or maybe fate has others in mind. I have little control and little control is all I have. My insignificance is my strength to held yet it is also my kryptonite

Every second an idea passes in my head. Catching them is not useful. Letting them go is hard. My own sanity is crumbling under its weight, intending to leave no other prospect and no other possibility for prosperity in its wake.

I will throw these words into the void. They are without meaning if not read. Yet in spite I write them anyway. It isn’t helping anyone. It isn’t helping me either. I just do it because it’s my nature I guess. I have no word of any importance

Leave the nature alone and it will raise us once more if it deems so. What value are we if without servitude to the truly meaningful that is according its nature. I shall see us perish, and let us meet again in heaven. I bet Jesus is barbecuing up there. I’m hungry now good bye.

000

At least we could’ve made the world better for our children but greed has taken over many of you and many of us. The distinction once existing to protect the meaning in life is functionally irrelevant now. I wish you all a death of utmost pain, for I see no other redemption to my own sins.

100

What has life done to us to lose what was good and real and true. All in pursuit of doing good we lost what bad was of use. Prevalent in nature shall we see our doom like many others. I have no empathy for my generation or any other. You all are insignificant just like me.

100

I wonder how many children were born to be told lies, uncovering every minutiae of the world then to just spill out their guts for it. We treat 80 as a number of greatness. An existence of immeasurable length. Yet despite the longevity we are so adamant on savouring every second.

100

It is not where are the men it’s where is the meaning. We are so unprepared when doubt and uncertainty coated in nihilism is presented to us as the sole option. It is as if the only tool the devil needed was to lie and to lie with no end.

100

Unprocessed emotions and a broken childhood, while unrest and doubt is covering the future. I do not judge my peers for holding dear unto what’s left of us - the present. It fleets away, it has no purpose other than to be. To be there with all its femininity and GSR bullshit.

100

David Rachmaninoff @mby91.bsky.social · 22/05/2025

At the point where even music, the only thing of any significance, is of no meaning anymore

000

Ironically that works. NieR games are the best example for it. The whole story is told in parts (time travel stuff happens) and then it’s up to the player to stitch the pieces together coherently. And nobody is equipped with a brain that can do it with all the minutiae of details accounted for so…

I’m good at my job gurl I don’t care who thinks what

By those standards I am “girly” lmao

“It’s concerning to have all these tiny concerns not being concerned by each other as much as I think they should be concerned” is what I read This is like software 101

000

On the off chance your product *clicks* to someone tho they will be very much verbal about it online and offline. IMO the hardest is the first 100 customers/users. Things get easier after that

000

You can try reaching out to popular people and ask them to promote this but without much of control on what incentives you can leverage it’s really hard to convince most of those guys

100

It’s too hard to pull of by yourself. Just put something out there and if it catches momentum that’s as good as you get. No point in doing marketing without the influence for it.

100

The art of deception knows no bounds lmao. I don’t think they rehearse the demo parts but just stage them to be infallible

000

Money well spent Worth it 10/10 would do it again

Seriously tho are you gonna be fine? That’s a lot of money…

Rachmaninoff: Vespers, Op. 37

Been listening to these. I ain’t even Christian but it heals for sure. open.spotify.com/album/1Swe6G...

open.spotify.com

Sergei Rachmaninoff · Album · 2009 · 15 songs

000

Idk this week’s been behaving so far

000

Omg a person with a brain, inconceivable!

020

Not punished per se… but I am the only one left who care. Can’t ask anyone really

030

I had an aneurysm reading this

000

“The ability to speak does not make you intelligent” - Some Chinese dude

I ask stupid questions that I am 90% sure I know the answer of (or I can figure it out myself) Why? Because I will have to confirm most of them anyway so might as well ask when we are still interacting with the other person. cOmMuNiCaTiOn Am I rIgHt

Why force a cause you aren’t convicted to pursue? Nothing wrong with that

000

Your obligation as the young of your country is to protect it from both external and internal enemies. The strength you need is present in the blood that runs through your veins. Go conquer the world

000

At some point it needs to come from your heart. The fire in you wants to be bright and it wants to illuminate those that you care about. Doing right in pursuit of doing good will always heal more than it will hurt. Do it because it is right and because it brings love to this world. No other reason

100

You have to find your way to it. Fulfill your soul for what it desires and do the right thing. Money or sex or reputation - none of those will satiate your soul’s desire to love and be loved.

100

On the off chance this finds someone - feed your soul Your family won’t do it The Church won’t do it Your job won’t do it Even art won’t do it You need to heal it. Somehow, someway. Be it running away or embracing the challenge or just plain doing dumb shit to feel something

Otherwise I am perfectly fine with it. Any other code editor gets it wrong. Hell even sublime gets some shit wrong. Why can’t we have nice things?!???

000

I think I may have to start my own sublime alternative at this point because my only problem with it is that it isn’t open source… So if the guys at sublime hq pull the plug I will be jobless. And that thought terrifies me…

100