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need you to know if you ever watch mbav with me and im quoting the whole thing that im NOT doing it to "impress" you or show off or whatever i do that when watching it on my own T-T

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

OCTOBER IS OFFICIALLY MBAV TIME!!! (its always mbav time but now its socially acceptable)

letterboxd recent activity
my babysitters a vampire 5 stars rewatch
suspiria 3 stars
the exorcist 2 stars
they will kill you 1 star

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

tomorrow my nail stuff gets here, i know exactly what im doing after work

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

ordered green and orange nail polish so i can do halloween nails EHEHEE

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

plushie of my husband (sebastian stardew) is on the way AUGHHH

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

omg i get to resubscribe to the phatreon OH IVE MISSED IT SO BAD T-T

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

today my manager told me that im quiet and my response was 'i genuinely dont know how to be loud' cuz i DONT. if someone asks me to speak louder or repeat smth i speak like .1 % louder i like *cant* do it T-T i feel like that scene of fluttershy trying to yell fr

static.klipy.com

Fluttershy's Changing Emotions

Alt: Fluttershy's trying to be loud

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

my roots are starting to grow which means i look like im balding 😔🖐️

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

me and my manager bonding over hating chase from paw patrol

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

im ab to be unwell for a whole week 😔 maybe more cuz who knows if my therapist can even fix this🫩

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

"me and phil have no opinion on federal laws" icons.

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

"we haven't talked about your ocd in a minute" as i was about to bring it up, is my therapist a psychic T-T /j

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

just got a post sayin someone has a crush on me and i dont know ab it. 🔪CONFESS🔪

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

been playing this save file so long i went from alpha cc to maxis match T-T

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

still thinking ab when my old friend accused me of lying ab not having killed any of MY sims on purpose. she was like "so youve never trapped them in a pool or anything?" and i said no and she was like i dont believe you. what an odd thing thatd be to lie ab T-T

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

im simply gonna pretend dnp and sam and colby collab isn't happening until it drops and then me n my friends will hate watch it like we do with a lot of sam and colby videos <3

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

i need to be nice cuz idk how many of yall fw sam and colby and i dont wanna disturb the peace T-T

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

dan and phil on sam and colby child me is beyond excited and current me is irritated

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

just put all the mane 6 on a lot together and they are all attracted to eachother good lord T-T

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

oh what am i gonna wear to hard launch, this is just hitting me-

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

no cuz why am i upset that twilight sparkle is turning out really good T-T

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

im ab to make the mane 6 as sims and im just so grateful to be a pc player and have access to mods cuz the rainbow hair options in the actual game,,,,ouuuu very much not rainbow dash T-T

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

today my manager told me i was 'full of light' idk who we talkin ab but its not me-

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

im home with my lady! the news isnt great but shes here for now, and we are trying treatment and hoping for the best

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC VS THE SIMS 3 SOUNDTRACK

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

chat today is not the day! customer made me violently dysphoric and now we goin to the emergency vet 😔

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

fyp just taunting me at this point

screen shot from tiktok of two guys in jackets sharing earbuds with white text over it that says 'nerdy bf & nerdy bf'
the video has 9,969 likes

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

i just got home and im still giggling ab this- bro was so mad

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

YALL T-T my district manager is here doin a cash audit or smth and without realizing it me, my assistant manager and my manager all put money in the safe and fucked up what he was doing within like 5 minutes-

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Name: lilac Age: 23 Hobbies: video games, writing, reading Number of lifelong traffic citations: 0, i dont drive Fantasy species you'd want to be: vampire ! Last book you read: i believe last book i finished was a reread of radio silence by alice oseman, ive been slow with reading recently.

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

if you ever catch me unironically listening to glee covers...mind ur business.

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

ITS 50° (10° C) OUTSIDE IM THRIVING. MY TIME HAS COME 🫪👹

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

me and her are literally transfem x transmasc soulmates /srs

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lilac 🪱 IS SEEING DNP?! @mbav.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

5 years without my transfem soulmate. the sole reason rabbits are my favorite animal <3

grey dutch rabbit laying on my lap with my hand on her

grey dutch rabbit sitting on a pillow in-between a squishmallow and another pillow.
whole photo is purple

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