iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Like it truly doesn’t matter how much time/effort/desire/money/authenticity I put into this. It’s still gonna amount to the same result. So just move along

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Woke up just incredibly disillusioned with myself and this account. Not really sure what is even the reason to keep it all going. Like I think I am actually making things worse in my own head

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Apparently it is “unhinged” to ask people to sit on your face unprompted. Here I thought it was the offer of a lifetime, but hey their loss 🤷🏼‍♂️😂

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Officially down 40 lbs today. Once I get hot you are all in trouble 😂

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

MAJOR TW AHEAD ‼️‼️ So it is domestic violence awareness month, and with the Cornell news I feel compelled to speak up. As a survivor of interpersonal violence, it is critical that we continue our work to ensure everyone is heard, helped, and hopefully someday protected from all forms of violence.

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I miss when social media was just people looking to make friends. I’m not entirely sure what this is anymore. Just dudes looking for free sw that they should be paying for, and everyone else hustling. Should just name this bluemarketplace

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I have come to the conclusion that I may in fact be the most unlucky person in the entire universe 🤦🏼‍♂️

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

It is the first day domestic violence awareness month. This month is particularly important for me, and i want everyone who may be struggling to know that you are not alone, and that you always have someone here in me, even to just silently acknowledge your existence and journey. 🫂

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Spooky season is upon us! Happy October all 👻🍁🎃

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

It’s my day off, I am bored as all heck, and I definitely think someone should come over, watch feel good tv, and then sit on my face. As friends of course 😅

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Reposted by Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱

𝑗𝑎𝑚𝑎𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑠𝑠 🐚💗 @kiyannamonae.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

✨ pls repost and share if you don’t mind✨ if anyone is willing to help me i’d appreciate it so much. i’ve gotten one donation the last few days but i’m holding onto hope. anything will help, my $$$ was stolen and i need groceries. my chime is $kiyannamonae my cashapp is $kiyannamonaeee 👒

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

So close to buying a VW bus and just becoming a travelling hippie. Look out friends I am coming to a town near you 😂

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I wish that I was delusional and lacked understanding of consequences, man life would be so much easier that way

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I can confirm that if you do this to me, you can have absolutely anything you want. It will be physically impossible for me to say no 🫪

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Major TW ahead ❗️❗️‼️‼️ The pain that I am in tonight is making my anxiety and negative thoughts terrible and causing me to have major thoughts of wanting to unalive myself. So that’s a shit side effect of all this

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Thought my pain was getting better, it’s absolutely not 😭. Someone should come take care of me, pretty please. 😩

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Pain woke me up, but is getting a bit better so I am going to attempt to be more active/awake today. Wish me luck 😂

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

So, I was playing basketball on the weekend and dislocated my knee. That sucked. But the plus side is I have the good drugs now and I am feeling very good currently 🫪

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Anyone else have a bunch of moots that they just want to spend the day having a good ol’ fashioned make out sesh with? Or just me 😅😂

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Thanks everyone who checked in on me, I am okay, on some good pain meds and relaxing !

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Spent the last 36 hours in the hospital, so that was a really fun weekend. 😩

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

This close to just giving away all my money and being done with it all 🙃

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Car had to go the mechanic this morning, so I am pretty much just asking for a mulligan on the entire day today 😅😭

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

So I am stuck and need advice. I am having a supremely shit day, but strongly considering boldly shooting my shot with someone. However I am concerned that if I get rejected (as is a normal part of life 😂) I will be stuck in my doom spiral. But I need to try something. Help internet people 😅

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Keeping it honest here, I am having a major depressive day today, legit think I may slog through work and then just go to bed for the rest of the day. Just one of those days where nothing seems to matter or help 💀

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I want everyone to clap for me, I drove to work, and despite wanting to I didn’t either abandon my job forever nor did I drive into traffic. So it’s the small wins in life

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

This just means that round 2 can start faster 🤷🏼‍♂️.

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

My 20 y/o self would be disappointed that things aren’t better, but so impressed and proud that I am still here and trying

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

I am super tired of work today. Definitely not gonna slack off and scroll through pics of cuties 😂

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

I am absolutely catching so many strays today and I have no idea why 😟

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I am seriously considering sending money to my moots and having them obtain as many Starbucks mugs as I can, cause my completist brain is mad at me 😂

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I absolutely am doing this now, no questions asked. Any volunteers 🙂‍↕️

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

TW: mental breakdown Had a pretty decent birthday yesterday, got ready for bed, then was up pretty much all night having probably my worst breakdown in many years. Super frustrating, but probably won’t be around much today

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

My birthday was just made guys! @astridindigo.bsky.social call me a “delightful man” 🥹🥹. I think I need to go back to bed cause I have peaked ☺️☺️

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Me last night: “okay let’s sleep in a bit to get my birthday off to a good start” Brain: “naww fuck you bro, you getting up at 6am” 😂😅😭

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

I changed my mind, I would actually like THIS ⬇️ for my birthday 🙂‍↕️

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

A friend asked me what I wanted for my birthday today. Apparently “someone to sit on my face for a couple hours” wasn’t the answer they were looking for 🤷🏼‍♂️😂

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

It’s been 25 years, and I can still remember everything about the day. Always one of the toughest days of the year for me, and extra difficult on anniversaries like this. Honouring all the heroes today.

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Twin Towers: World Trade Center South Tower

ALT: Twin Towers: World Trade Center South Tower

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Having a shit ass brain week and all that is keeping me going is looking forward to being one year older on Saturday. If this isn’t living the dream then I don’t know what is 😅

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

It’s Tuesday, I have been back at work for 5 minutes, and I am already exhausted. Someone please chat and keep me engaged/awake today 😅

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

Was drowning in anxiety, then realized I had not taken my meds 🤦🏼‍♂️🤦🏼‍♂️🤦🏼‍♂️🤦🏼‍♂️

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

Happy labour day!! Hope everyone has the best day and week

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Okay guys, since I can’t get back to sleep I think I am just gonna spend my day drawing birds and flirting with people out of my league 😂😂🦅

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Should I go on a spontaneous trip to Seattle for my birthday next weekend 🤔

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Matt 🇨🇦🇲🇽🇬🇱 @mattycarbs.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I am convinced, simultaneously, that if you met me we would be best friends, and you would hate me 😂😂

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