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Armistead Maupin’s introduction to this fucking book made me cry at work btw

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It’s also within my range so you now I’m screaming that shit like I’m Jane Horrocks on my commute. No I am not okay ! 🕺

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I Don’t Care Much brings me to tears everytime I listen to it. Alan Cumming is amazing but I just heard Mason Alexander Park’s version of it and it tears me to shreds.

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First hyperfixation of the year holy shit. I’m reading The Berlin Stories, I’ve watched the movie three times, the ‘93 Mendes production four times and I’m just listening to the soundtrack on repeat at work and in my car.

Natalia Zaitseva @nataliadraws.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

Reposted by Matchead

Luckily, I've gotten much better at this lately!

A three panel comic titled "Portion control". A person is looking at art online. At first they are motivated "That's some interesting art... Maybe I should try that too?" They keep looking at more art and feel motivated: "Wow!! These artists are so good! I can't wait to go practise so I can catch up!". As they look at even more art, they get overwhelmed: "They're so many... Why am I even trying...?"

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 03/01/2026

Even if you didn’t change the soldiers, just having the soldiers present would turn the show into a horror for only a select few.

Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 03/01/2026

Was there ever a version of Cabaret where they left empty seats and slowly filled them with n*zis? Can you imagine that heart stopping feeling? I feel like that would be a great modern adaption but changing the soldiers into…well, you know.

Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 03/01/2026

*destroys voice at 8:30 singing Cabaret like Jane Horrocks on the way to work*

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 02/01/2026

Ended up wearing a kindergarten teacher’s top and dissociated until it was over. Core memory, unfortunately. I was watching the TV flicker back then for sure.

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 02/01/2026

Apparently my old senior photos are on display at the office of the photographer my mom hired. Love it. Love that. Totally love being reminded I tried to bring my own clothes and they attempted to force me into a dress for half an hour until I broke down into tears.

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 31/12/2025

Feeling insane at work today for calling a racist a racist and trying to laugh about it with family. I’m trying to normalize recognizing people with poor intentions but the stick is too far up the ass.

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 26/12/2025

Why won’t anyone let me hold tHE DOOR OPEN FOR THEM ANYMOOOOOREEE!!! DONT YOU UNDERSTABD??? IM HERE TO LIFT THINGS AND OPEN DOORS??? THAT IS MY PURPOSEEEE

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 19/12/2025

Wish I could look up images of my OCs

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 19/12/2025

Got Molly whopped by a fever today and yesterday. Funny how being sick brings you (me anyway) out of depressive episodes, but then when you get better it all floods back.

Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 18/12/2025

Oh WOW THATS SO COOL!!!!!! omg?? It’s looks so neat and clean too!!

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 17/12/2025

I’m watching Weapons rn (commercials) and Justine is so pretty holy shit

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 17/12/2025

Oooh hmm. I only know how to cross stitch, and poorly lol. Share pictures as you go! I’d love to see. I’m planning on restarting a jacket soon myself !

Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 16/12/2025

How weird is it to go to a gay bar by yourself I’m having 3 am thoughts at 1 pm and I’m a little desperate

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 15/12/2025

Can I ask YouTube essayists to take to heart the constructive criticism their teachers gave in secondary school and NOT summarize the story of a thing. I want your thesis and supporting elements, not a rundown. I’ve played the game already, I wanna know what your argument is.

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 15/12/2025

God i fucking LOVE this GORILLAZ ALBUMMMM!!!

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 15/12/2025

Watched Perfect Blue for the first time last night and triggered a massive derealization episode so I recommend!! But I also don’t!! :)

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 12/12/2025

Did I just get stood up…?

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 12/12/2025

Phone interviewer is now 5 minutes late does she understand my anxiety has been giving me the shakes since I woke up PRETTY PLEASE MA’AM!!!

Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 10/12/2025

I don’t remember the conversation, but I know it was a light one. It feels like he asked me if I was happy, and you know what, I’m working on it. I think I’m working on it.

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 10/12/2025

Hey man, now you know you got it this next time!!!! You’re gonna smack it outta the park! SSS++

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 10/12/2025

Had a really nice dream about bumping into a friend who passed away last year on the street. I gave him a big hug and we just walk and talked. It was very comforting. I hope he’s okay, wherever he is.

Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 09/12/2025

Oh my god their car was GORGEOUS I feel that. Every so often I see an Impala where I live (since the weather is warm and people drive their nice cars) and I go ooooooooOOOOOOOOHHHH GIMMIE THAT

Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 07/12/2025

Damn my Widogast cosplay is gonna go hard at the convention this year. Can’t wait to be called dirt wizard from across the con floor again.

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 07/12/2025

Just finished this weeks episode of The Mighty Nein animated and woooow… legitimately shaking. That was an amazing retelling of Caleb’s backstory…

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 07/12/2025

Wwwffff,,.($ just got smacked in the face with nostalgia. There’s absolutely truth to that, I wanted to be Dean Winchester so bad…

Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 05/12/2025

Now that Dan and Phil are open about their relationship and are dunking on bitches who were way intrusive, I feel way more comfortable watching their videos. And I fuck with Dan’s Dystopia Daily videos. It’s exactly the kind of crash out energy I need to synergize with right now.

Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 05/12/2025

Oh my god my boss just asked too

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 05/12/2025

Me: I bought two more flannel. My sister: god DAMNIT WHY YOU HAVE LIKE 20. Me: uh 25 now actually.

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 26/11/2025

Nonno has Alzheimer’s, stage 4 kidney disease and Hodgkins-Lymphoma. He told us about the last one for the first time today, but he also said he’s gonna fight and beat each one of them. 85 and Nonno is still a boxer. 🔔 ❗️❗️

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 24/11/2025

Had a dream about being a kid and bringing the cousins to the Friendsgiving. My oldest cousin sipped my polish friend’s soup and I watched the five stages of grief and tried not to laugh at his signature tortured/annoyed look. Idk what’s in polish soup, I think I just miss both people.

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 21/11/2025

Shout out to the full ass regressive period I have during this time of the year where I start feeling the tickle of happiness and joy like a little 7 year old after a seasonal joy drought. I’m busting out 311 and Pearl Jam grinning like I got no front teeth bless this feeling. I’m gonna go stargaze.

Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 21/11/2025

OOOOOH LEGENDARY PULL FROM THE DONATION BIN TODAY!! THIS BITCH GOING IN MY POCKET AND MY DOLLARS?? GONE !!

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 20/11/2025

My favorite birthday present this year was my car insurance going down.

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 19/11/2025

Shout out to the Italian 93 year old man who waited until the 45 minute mark of our impeding-customer-service conversation to move into the INTENSE homophobia conversation topic.

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

I think I could rock a cat on my shoulders and a cigarette. I’ve been thinking about this for weeks now.

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 16/11/2025

MY FAVORITE CRASH OUT WIZARD!! oh this made me so sad…

Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 16/11/2025

CALEB WIDOGAST!!! YOUVE BEEN ON THE BIG SCREEN FOR TWO DAYS AND NO ONE TOLD ME!! MY SWEET!! NOTT IS HIS MAMA IM HAPPY!!

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 14/11/2025

My library finally got this in stock and I’m really happy to finally get to read it!

Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 11/11/2025

I actually did end up going to NY for my birthday and it’s funny because usually I’m one of the loudest people in a room UNTIL I end up in a bar in Eastwood and realize I ain’t got shit on nobody.

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Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 06/11/2025

That’s the plus about depression I guess. It all sucks ass so when it sucks ultra ass you don’t really feel it.

Matchead @matchead.bsky.social · 06/11/2025

Guess who missed her flight for her birthday vaca. I knew feeling happier recently was a ruse lmao. I’m actually not too upset lol. It just kinda stinks.