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i honestly cant put my finger on a specific point on why i like her file specifically but it honestly just boils down to the whole "i just happen to be this way and i have to just deal with it and try to benefit myself even if others unlike me disapprove of me" mindset that makes me relate a lil

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ermmmm caligula effect 2 spoilers for ppl who haven't played it or just dont care but i need y'all to read what's probably one of my fav excerpts in a game involving a neurodivergent character

anyways in other news i've recently realized that i very much have inattentive adhd and my brain has solely been fixated on reminding me abt situations where it was clearly obvious but i could never have known because who fucking knows man

anyways like the film if you want i rly cant stop you but u gotta draw the line somewhere the movie already by design and casting isn't a flawless piece of work exempt of criticism nothing is and if youre going to defend it as someone who hasn't read the novel at least adhere to those who have

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ranted abt this on priv on #hissite but the bullshit happening on p much every discussion of the wuthering heights movie just shows how coddled white ppl are in discussions abt media that portrays experiences they cant relate to and how overused the phrase "let ppl enjoy things" is

ivan♡ @maskd0esntlaugh.bsky.social · 30/08/2025

i love being a vocaloid fan but i hate vocaloid fans in general specifically in online spaces because of how stupid everyone is and how a lot of them like to be on a high horse 24/7 and how older fans blame new fans for shit THEY did

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ivan♡ @maskd0esntlaugh.bsky.social · 27/08/2025

straight ppl on tiktok r confusing and angering me you're seriously gonna look me in the eye and explain to me that a woman who helps a man cheat on his wife/girlfriend is a saint while its the man who's only at fault comoooon man

ivan♡ @maskd0esntlaugh.bsky.social · 26/08/2025

in general social rules when it comes to interactions has too much "if i say this then i actually mean that" and it just makes everything too fucking confusion for both parties ig but i promise you im not trying to play any mindgames or do some fuckass hiding my emotions shit leave me alone !!!!

ivan♡ @maskd0esntlaugh.bsky.social · 25/08/2025

being neurodivergent and witnessing the way neurotypical ppl act makes me confused because the way a lot of them act when it comes to critical thinking or empathy of any kind makes me feel like im the smartest person in the room

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ivan♡ @maskd0esntlaugh.bsky.social · 18/08/2025

i forgot this account existed again ROMEO IS A DEADMAN HAS A PAGE ON STEAM GO ADD IT TO YOUR WISHLIST GO GO GO

ivan♡ @maskd0esntlaugh.bsky.social · 01/08/2025

hey shounen jump can we get a figure of this pleaE please please pleesseee

ivan♡ @maskd0esntlaugh.bsky.social · 29/07/2025

to rant again its annoying how much white ppl ran through the word "woke" so much to the point its synonymous with being corny w how they use it now nd its made yall too scared to think "not to be too woke" and its just common fucking sense atp just dont say anything at all

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ivan♡ @maskd0esntlaugh.bsky.social · 26/07/2025

tangent b4 i sleep cuz white american queers piss me tf off why the fuck are we comparing not liking incest and pedophilia in fan content to censoring queer ppl "muhmuh its gonna become a slippery slope" majority of the hrt clinics in my state have shut down WE ARE CURRENTLY FALLING OFF THE SLOPE

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ivan♡ @maskd0esntlaugh.bsky.social · 26/07/2025

aaughhh fuck it im reading the bleach manga

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ivan♡ @maskd0esntlaugh.bsky.social · 26/06/2025

john megpoid

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ivan♡ @maskd0esntlaugh.bsky.social · 26/07/2025

shippers on anitwt rly cannot comprehend the idea of platonic soulmates

ivan♡ @maskd0esntlaugh.bsky.social · 24/07/2025

we're in a tight spot financially and we need extra money for food and other stuff so pls commission me if you can! i'll likely take a while to get them done but ive been making time to get through the ones i currently have cashapp nd paypal r fine! pls dm if interested ko-fi.com/maskd0esnt1a...

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ivan♡ @maskd0esntlaugh.bsky.social · 18/07/2025

kaname lead your squad! yes captain we miss you 💤 KANAME IM GAY LETS FUCK YES LORD AIZEN

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ivan♡ @maskd0esntlaugh.bsky.social · 18/07/2025

went to a local toys and games store and saw they had a lot of one piece and bleach volumes plus some love live figures and some stuff thats been on my wishlists for like years💔

ivan♡ @maskd0esntlaugh.bsky.social · 17/07/2025

saw a vid of a dude who just started bleach talking abt how sus gin was being during the soul society arc and im over here trying not lose it

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ivan♡ @maskd0esntlaugh.bsky.social · 17/07/2025

just saw Chad's RoS winscreen and i cant stop fucking laughing

ivan♡ @maskd0esntlaugh.bsky.social · 08/07/2025

need money for a ride to and from an interview on thursday

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ivan♡ @maskd0esntlaugh.bsky.social · 04/07/2025

honestly i'll probs quit granblue for a while just a combination of things going on irl that make me not wanna commit to it atm

ivan♡ @maskd0esntlaugh.bsky.social · 25/06/2025

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kagamine rin‼️‼️🍊

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ivan♡ @maskd0esntlaugh.bsky.social · 02/07/2025

#ZZZ started playing abt a month ago nd she drives me crazy

ivan♡ @maskd0esntlaugh.bsky.social · 02/07/2025

honestly i fw a lot of bleach ships nd rarepairs esp chadhime but unfortunately i cannot enjoy them in fanfic spaces cuz all anyone wanna write of em is fucking smut man