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maruya @masarapmry.bsky.social · 25/08/2025

havent posted on here in a long time hi

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maruya @masarapmry.bsky.social · 05/04/2025

oc for a rmance visual novel that ill never make

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maruya @masarapmry.bsky.social · 31/03/2025

havent posted in a while -- sorry!

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maruya @masarapmry.bsky.social · 17/02/2025

pixivアカウントを整理した！！ www.pixiv.net/en/users/693...

pixiv.net

かっす

指で絵を描く

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maruya @masarapmry.bsky.social · 11/02/2025

ik its counter-intuitive for me to post it here but heres the new twt lol

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maruya @masarapmry.bsky.social · 01/02/2025

i dont know if im normal or will ever be normal again, i hate that you got me to come out of my shell only to be so fucking needy and hurt when others wont give me the smidges of what i want to feel alive when i shouldve stayed stone faced to everyone fuck you

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maruya @masarapmry.bsky.social · 01/02/2025

you've ruined me in ways that even 6 years can't undo and i will always hate you for that, you've turned me into an insecure, scared, sexual mess, with needs and wants so fucking insatiable that bleeds into every other relationship ive had

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maruya @masarapmry.bsky.social · 01/02/2025

been re-listening to pretty hate machine and its suddenly feeling a lot more relatable to me as of late

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maruya @masarapmry.bsky.social · 29/01/2025

i was gone for like 2 weeks because i had finals to study for the fuckk

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maruya @masarapmry.bsky.social · 29/01/2025

idk they flagged me as a bot acc or something

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maruya @masarapmry.bsky.social · 31/12/2024

the fucking year happy new

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maruya @masarapmry.bsky.social · 29/12/2024

cru squad has a few deus ex references, the zip 22 included and how theyre both shitty worthless pistols

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maruya @masarapmry.bsky.social · 21/12/2024

鈴仙ちゃんかわいいすぎる

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maruya @masarapmry.bsky.social · 21/12/2024

fatchouli houghhfhhhfmmmfmmrmm

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maruya @masarapmry.bsky.social · 21/12/2024

no, patchouli knowledge is not a generic ass ara ara bitch, my boner is dead now, and enough blood has rushed back into my head from my dick for me to see clearly

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maruya @masarapmry.bsky.social · 21/12/2024

no joke, parody h-doujins are genuinely almost unreadable for me when they don't get the characterizations right

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maruya @masarapmry.bsky.social · 20/12/2024

okay im done cooking for the day

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maruya @masarapmry.bsky.social · 20/12/2024

dude he loves you so much frap

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maruya @masarapmry.bsky.social · 18/12/2024

burnout is scary, i feel like i lose part of myself when i get exhausted from creating or putting thoughts or ideas down, but at the same time i know that my lack of commitment makes me a worse and less valuable artist

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maruya @masarapmry.bsky.social · 18/12/2024

I've spent the past 3 years of my entire art "career" treating it like both a regular hobby and something that I'll probably have to rely on to keep my water running, and it feels like if I don't commit to one or the other that neither will work out in ways I want it to

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maruya @masarapmry.bsky.social · 18/12/2024

sometimes i wonder if i truly made right choices by being true to myself in ways where i never felt pressured to cater to trends or algorithms, willingly forcing myself through a very slow climb and audience buildup even then idk if anyone ever realized i left, idk if ppl are still discovering me

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