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IM GLAD WE'RE STILL HERE !!! 🫶🏻🫶🏻

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Love your unsolicited advice as always 😘 Yeah I'm working on the OCD side of things so my reoccurring existential OCD crisis doesn't turn into like omg be scared of everything lol. Alot of stuff is a slippery slope to the opposite crisis "Letting" myself be happy cus I CAN [control] my emotions 😁

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I did not unfortunately. but I did hear WE sucked 😭 I saw a video of us singing with him and it was the completely wrong song and he looked so confused

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TREE 🥺 it kinda feels even better knowing how much shit yall have seen me talk just for me to get here and to see you still proud 🥲 ily all so much. i give you so much credit for expanding my mind and how to tackle analysing things in a healthy purposeful way in which i didnt know how to before. Ty

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Me when i get a reality check that im still autistic even when im happy ☹️☹️ me when the forever always disability doesnt stop disabling me ☹️☹️

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I'm busy working the next three days 😮‍💨😮‍💨 but I'm gonna get myself some takeout and have a movie day on the weekend 😁😁

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I met with someone yesterday who used to know me at one of my lowest times and she was so so happy because *I* was so happy :( If I could hear "it's good to hear your laugh" a million more times it wouldn't be enough. Like I wanna be everyone's bubblegum pink laughter in their life again

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I think I feel like this thing Conan Gray once said about how life is finally good enough that im scared of death. Like for so long clinging to that escape plan has been so easy & casual & normal. Crossing the street w/o looking just for the chance. But now I don't.. want that chance? I like caring?

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It's so ahhh like wow I'm SO different in a GOOD way for once

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atti @maroonatti.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Two months clean of s/h on this fine morning 😋😋 I think I'm finally at a point where I don't even WANT to do it anymore. Which is so so crazy considering how I used to be a few years ago

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Every time someone says I did a good job at something it reminds me how much my life revolves around my desperate need for praise and being seen as smart tho omfg it's so tragic I'm kinda embarrassed for myself. Omg you think I cut the tomatoes perfectly? Thank you I'd take a bullet for you now

atti @maroonatti.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Me every time I meet a new person at my work and they say they've already heard of me and how good I'm doing. Me when they ask "so it's really your first job? wow.. impressive"

what I listen to before even giving the day a chance

Spotify music player

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Noah Kahan

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Something about listening to music on a train to the city before the sun is even fully up that really makes me feel alive yk?

I love that I cried about this enough for people to remember it omfg

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atti @maroonatti.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Genuinely need to bite my hands so I don't snap when interacting with severely type B people I'm so sad about it because istg you're always the nicest people ever and I wanna be your friend so bad but I can't handle the type B mess, it brings out an evil in me I cannot control well

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YOU CLEARLY DONT LOVE IT AS MUCH AS ME TAYLOR 👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻 lol

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atti @maroonatti.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Thank you everyone for your comments <3 unfortunately Australia heat is forcing me into exposure therapy because I'm really not gonna be able to survive my works kitchen in the summer if I don't wear shorts 🫠. Especially cus I'm not giving up my long sleeves to cover scars aghh

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atti @maroonatti.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Chat what do you do when you wear baggy unrevealing clothes for literally 10 years straight because of your sa and then for the first time in that long you decide to wear shorts in public, a very big deal, and proceed to get sexually harassed within a few hours of being out. Heyyy sooo. Wow um die.

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atti @maroonatti.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Me trying to remember if they were the queer theatre kid I had a crush on as a teen OR if they were the everyone thought we were dating even the teachers because we cuddled so much queer best friend I also had a crush on as a teen, because I didn't even learnt their name, I love my gay little life

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Taylor Swift Midngore Side Eye

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atti @maroonatti.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Me and the other visibly queer person at my work randomly locking in every few minutes and staring at each other awkwardly trying to figure out why we look familiar (they came to me end of shift asking if we knew each other because of this)

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Taylor Swift Anti-Hero Reflection Scene

Alt: Taylor Swift Anti-Hero Reflection Scene

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atti @maroonatti.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

My nervous system is fine with spontaneity I say as I say I can pick up a shift that I had to leave within ten minutes to make and my whole body proceeds to start shaking 👁️👄👁️

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atti @maroonatti.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Little did she know.. I sleep for 3 days straight now. Zzz cartoon style

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atti @maroonatti.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Guess who just had their first shift :33 ever ever of a job ever in my life (yes ik I'm so baby compare to you all lol) I LOVE BEING IN A KITCHEN OH MY GOD ITS MY FAVOURITE THING IN THE WORLD I WANT TO GO THERE EVERY DAY

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atti @maroonatti.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Hiya ☺️ this person used to be someone very close to me & who I give alot of credit for the reason I'm still alive. We dont rly talk anymore but shes an incredible singer & person, & deserves to not live in constant chronic pain. please consider donating if you can afford it <3 gofund.me/9e787d429

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atti @maroonatti.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Literally the second they mentioned it like "would you even want that" I was like omg yes and researching visa info for them. We've been thinking about it in a hypothetical way for a while but we're finally close enough to making it reality to start planning things properly. AHHH INDEED!!!

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atti @maroonatti.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Bestie might be moving from America to Australia to live with me in a few months # excited and screaming inside

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atti @maroonatti.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Like I'm so sorry genuinely what are we doing 💔💔

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atti @maroonatti.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I can't find anything nice to say guys I hate them all ngl

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atti @maroonatti.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Is pink clouding not just basically Cornelia Street ?

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atti @maroonatti.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Hiya 🤗 closer n closer to freedom and true happiness by the day 🤞🏻

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atti @maroonatti.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Ive been going through their website and fangirling hard the past few days for sure

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atti @maroonatti.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

My new job lets you openly support Palestine and is anti-ai. Woah guys they actually like human rights, scored big time

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atti @maroonatti.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Little miss finally deleted all their calorie counting apps. Hashtag trying to break up with my most committed toxic relationship ?

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atti @maroonatti.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

everything is going to be okay everything will work out just one more day has turned into hope guys I think I'm excited for the future for the first time since I was ten

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That is the plan :) we spent the last 2 hours chatting about how things have been. I always wanted a sister 🥹

I think she was planning to, but it got screwed up. Surprise surprise the way my mother described their conversation was false. She wanted to talk about how our mother hurt her and how she's grown the past 2yrs which is what led to the 'fight' Made her realise our mother hasnt changed and reblocked

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I'm going to throw up with joy oh my god she's trans 🥹 I messaged hoping there's be a response this time, I've tried before and didn't. She said she felt safe to tell me, knew I'd be cool with it 😭😭😭 i gave someone that safety 😭😭 oh my god

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Maybe he lurks here because my mother just told me apparently he changed his mind, started an argument with her and retracted his want for contact. Gahh

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If I ever truly make it out of this place and then COME BACK. please, someone, start throwing things at me