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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber]

@marcellastarmortar.bsky.social
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Howdy! I’m Marcella the buzzsaw-swinging vampire warlord! I’m a newcomer VTuber that’s just getting started, but I want to do my best to bring smiles to the world!

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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
My real special ability is that I can drive stick while simultaneously eating an Oreo McFlurry with the spoon in one hand and the cup in the other without spilling any or taking my eyes off the road, AND before it melts by any more than 5% and not get brainfreeze
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
I’ll do my best to make some streams happen, but like I said, everything else has to come first. And I can’t deliver perfection, either, I may be lower energy in these streams and I’m sorry for that. All I can promise is that I won’t let go, okay? Please… don’t let go of me either, if you can…
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
about it. I just want to get this all off my chest and give you all my most heartfelt apologies for being so absent. I really cherish all of you and I see it when you’re excited to see me as much as I see it when you’re sad not to. I feel it right back as your streamer… and I feel it so deeply.
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
I don’t want to give up, so all I can promise is that I won’t. Many battles will await us together, I know it. I don’t think I’ll be going on hiatus, either, but I just really, plain and simple, can’t promise even weekly streams with how my life is going right now. I want to talk with my therapist
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
every number I see. It’s a spiral that gets spun harder from every side every day all the time and it leaves me dizzy at the bottom going deeper as it grips me harder. You’ve all been such a kind audience… it makes me so happy to see that that’s the kind of community drawn to my personality.
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
Sometimes I don’t know if I really have what it takes, and worse than that: I don’t know how to get it. All I can hope is that if I keep at it, I’ll just get better over time more or less passively. It’s hard to make the energy feel satisfying on my end, and the changes to view counts make me doubt
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
It’s exhausting and I ache for change. To break out and make my life my own for real. I’m surrounded by kind people but I’m not living the life I want and it feels so far away and I feel like I’ll be mocked and told it’s impossible if I ever ask for help from somewhere I could get it.
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
I feel like a fraud sometimes. I feel so worthless so often. Sometimes I try to take actual care of myself and I just ask myself what I’m possibly serving wasting my time doing it. Sometimes the kind part of me I show the world has to thank my inner darkness for not hurting itself on bad days.
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
I wish I could just grab this whole messy life and smash it in my hands until it’s in the shape I’ve always wanted it to be. I wish I could do it so fast… but this is a slow world. Things do not happen fast here. I feel like all I can really endure is just keep choosing not to give in when prompted.
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
and I’ve worked so hard not to show it. I really, really just don’t know what to do and I don’t want to thrust it upon anyone. I feel like my most rational answer is to just keep my studies going and keep working and just wait for things to magically get better and I wish I could just do something.
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
them with you all. I don’t need a hiatus, but I just can’t get in the right gear to stream lately. This thread is admittedly just me venting. I feel awful lately for lots of reasons and I hide it every day from everyone. I try to live off of other people’s smiles and nothing else. I’m in a low point
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
time. Even if I’m so absent and intermittent, it’s so fulfilling when I can. It drives me to keep going in every other avenue of life. I just can’t make any promises right now. I don’t feel like I can make progress towards growing this community or nurturing my projects closer to being able to share
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
have the energy to really do it, so I postpone it for days. I haven’t gotten to start any sort of singing classes. I feel like I let you all down every day I don’t show up. I don’t know what to do. All I know is that I really, really, don’t want to give up, either. This has been my dream for a long
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
And I don’t feel like I can change that in the near future. College will take years. I’ll always need to work. My family has been having lots of things happening and I need to stay available to help. I haven’t been able to make a stream schedule in so long. When I do stream, I quickly find I don’t
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
I love doing this. I’ve always wanted to do this. I love playing a character and experiencing new things and being a comforting happy presence to others, all the things involved. But I can only do it as a hobby so far. It has to ride backseat to everything else in my life.
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
I’m really sorry that I haven’t been able to appear much lately. I’ve been having to work harder in my classes and try to better my work situation simultaneously, on top of having lots of things going on with my family. It sucks not knowing when I can stream or when I’ll even have the energy to.
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
They don’t even have a decoy they just lay out the actual person they were messaging on the table with an apple in their mouth and some garnish sprinkled on them
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
To Catch A Predator but it’s the vore type of predator “I’m Chris Hansen with Dateline NBC, why don’t you have a seat?” “ooough I’m so hungry” “You said in this chat log that you wanted to swallow them whole… what did you mean by that” *slaps belly* “I want to eat them hehehe” and he just stares
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
A reminder to look at the algorithms around you (and the AI within them) and be cognizant of the fact that they’re trying to push everyone towards a median, an average. Keep your head up, listen to your heart and mind, and remember that being yourself and nothing less than it is always worth it!
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
couple goals for me is having a lightsaber fight in a big empty field with like foot deep snow and duelling for like half an hour before we have a dramatic final clash where we *both* get a fatal cut on the abdomen and then we fall in the snow together and then we get back up and laugh about it
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
phone scammer in the 60s: whoa there mama it’s elvis and i’m down on my luck between shows… the doggone bus done went and exploded all over the interstate… so i was just lookin through the phone book and found ya and you seem like the type who could paypal me thirty thousand dollars and get me movin
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 02/09/2026
So like… the whole caveat of combat in Dune is that projectiles are nearly irrelevant cause attacks have to go slow to get through shields, right? …Does it stop a big hammer? Like… can you still launch someone with a hammer? What about like… running them over or something I really wanna know this
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
Hey Morturtles! I just want to tell you all that I’m sorry for being such a rare sighting lately… I’ve had a lot going on and I’ve been doing my best to manage it all. I’m actually starting therapy again tomorrow, and I’m going to be working on planning ahead better! Expect to see me at my best!
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
tumblr community if any of you are reading this I just want you to know it’s gorgeous how authentic you all are please my all means keep slaying out there you amazing monarchs (and revolutionaries)
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
youtube.com/live/DFpATJ5... Finally have something I feel ready to play! Behold, Iron Nest! #ironnest #vtuber
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[IRON NEST: Heavy Turret Simulator] solving problems with my 800mm cannons
YouTube video by Marcella Starmortar ch. [Indie EN Vtuber]
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
Sorry for being so MIA as of late… I’m starting my next college semester very soon and I’m going to be working extra hard! I’m gonna be trying to stream once or twice a week, but I’ve been needing to find some games that are a little less intense. Thank you all for waiting~
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 12/08/2026
petition for playgrounds for grown-ups (without any gambling or being necessarily part of somewhere you’d only go on a massive vacation)
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 12/08/2026
a couple months ago I tried doing that thing where you go on a high lactose diet to get your otherwise lactose intolerant gut microbiome to get a good supply of lactase and had some ice cream yesterday and for the first time in so long I haven’t been betrayed by ice cream… it’s so worth the effort
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
P5 in Hollow Knight is the first thing I’ve attempted since debuting that has totally utterly broken me… we’ve been trying to beat it together for the last three weeks straight and was working towards it before then, but for now I’m slowing down I will try again, but it will be a while… believe! 🧨⚙️
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
youtube.com/live/nkrC8Zh... stream tomorrow!!! will I finally be free?
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[Hollow Knight] GODMASTER FINALE (god i hope so)
YouTube video by Marcella Starmortar ch. [Indie EN Vtuber]
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
I love playing modded deadlock because I’ll be on a 9x kill streak with Vyper and she’ll say something like “maybe now people will finally start taking me seriously” meanwhile, I have put a little propeller hat on her and she will never know
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 05/08/2026
It’s 1 am and I’m thinking about those awesome square pizzas with the little square pepperoni that you’d put in the oven always so crunchy…
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 02/08/2026
take airfryer tray out of airfryer pour tray into bowl put bowl in air fryer walk away with tray look at tray it is not food where is food oh food is bowl bowl is air fryer oh walk back to airfryer question myself grab bowl have lunch
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
youtube.com/live/EbgDmdQ... let there be violence!
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[Hollow Knight] MORE P5 ATTEMPTS
YouTube video by Marcella Starmortar ch. [Indie EN Vtuber]
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 25/07/2026
Waking up wondering if deer, goats, other horned animals lowkey feel kinda good when they accidentally get their horns stuck together and now I want horns for a bit so I can lock them with someone else’s and we’ll just clatter around for a bit before suddenly dislodging and moving on with our days
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 24/07/2026
ok I forgot the part where they have to eat several billionaires together in order to do that little fifth part gotta do it for the good life queens I believe in you
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 24/07/2026
its 11pm and im very sleepy and i jsut want to remind you all how amazing it is that we live in a day and age where girls can kiss EACH OTHER as much as they want and they can be in love and get married and be together forever and get a house and kiss each other in the house they own and stuff
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 23/07/2026
Warcat genuinely locks in and stares at my monitor when I tune into a Raora stream She might be the only chattina bigger than I am…
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
Hey morturtles! Sorry for there being so few streams this week… I’ve been needing to help my family out and it’s really limiting my openings… things should straighten out by this weekend!
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 13/07/2026
Person who does everything they can to be the fastest at fully reading books. Gets fast enough to go through an entire small novel in one sitting. Picks up books at the library and acts like they’re skimming. Forms a rivalry with a library worker trying to shoo them before they can finish the book.
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 10/07/2026
I love flying… even with all its delays Being in planes is just really fun to me and I’m always bobbing around in them
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 08/07/2026
Need to move TDA a few days out… I have a trip to go on the day after tomorrow and I need to be ready… uwaaa
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 07/07/2026
youtube.com/live/UpEhn-n... Don’t quite have the energy to finish TAG2 tonight, so I’m going to be playing Revelations tomorrow and download it right now! TAG2 will be played once I’ve finished it! GET HYPE! #doom #vtuber
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[DARK AGES DLC] DOOM Lore Nerd Plays Revelations!
YouTube video by Marcella Starmortar ch. [Indie EN Vtuber]
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 07/07/2026
“resealable package” mY BUTT!!! THERES NO WAY ITS RESEALABLE IF I HAVE TO RIP IT IN HALF WITH THE FORCE OF 30000 NUCLEAR BOMBS TO OPEN IT (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 02/07/2026
it’s okay to wrap yourself in five blankets and flop on the floor amidst 10 spare pillows while listening to melancholic music and turning all your lights off once in a while it’s okay to need that
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 29/06/2026
www.youtube.com/watch?v=XzXc... P5 TO CELEBRATE!!! IM SO HAPPY
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[Hollow Knight] P5 Attempts for 200 subs!
YouTube video by Marcella Starmortar ch. [Indie EN Vtuber]
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 24/06/2026
We hit 200!!!!! Thank you so much, Morturtles! I hope you’ve all been enjoying my streams and having a lovely time, and I’m so excited to bring you more and more of it! I feel like every day I fall in love with streaming just a little more… thank you for being part of it, and look forward to glory!
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 19/06/2026
I know it’s technically more dangerous and you oughta lock in during it but honestly driving in the rain is so nice imo
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 19/06/2026
overwatch is a maybe I should stick to singleplayer games lmao
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Marcella Starmortar ⚙️🧨 [Indie EN VTuber] @marcellastarmortar.bsky.social · 18/06/2026
youtube.com/live/COYcv_5... that’s right Morturtles I’m a real gamer now
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[OVERWATCH] do you wanna watch me play this
YouTube video by Marcella Starmortar ch. [Indie EN Vtuber]
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