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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 14/12/2024

Left front unless I use the big pot or the frying pan. Then right front because it's the BIG BURNER 🔥🔥🔥

Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 11/12/2024

I swear I've drawn you. Haha! This is so cool! I drew this art earlier this year as one of the pieces for my Betta Fish Art Collection. This is the Black Orchid, and honestly, the resemblance is uncanny. You do amazing work! Keep it up!

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Karma & Chaos @karma-chaos.bsky.social · 09/12/2024

Fire can warm or consume, water can quench or drown, wind can caress or cut. And so it is with human relationships: we can both create and destroy, nurture and terrorize, traumatize and heal each other. -- Bruce D. Perry

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Karma & Chaos @karma-chaos.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

Nobody realizes that some people expend tremendous energy merely to be normal. -- Albert Camus

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

Most of my plants are masochists, apparently. They do better when I hack off bits of them. I'm sure it's an "oh crap I lost a piece now I gotta compensate" but ya know... I prefer to selfishly think of it as a "thank you." LOL

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 03/12/2024

FYI, if you abandon your pet? You're a piece of shit. There's no excuse.

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 02/12/2024

Unpopular opinion: Actors' personal lives are none of your business. Going out of your way to figure out what an actor is doing that isn't public knowledge is stalker behavior and shouldn't be tolerated in any capacity. I said what I said.

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

I like them both ways. BUT! A stuffed sweet potato with sausage, peppers, onions, and cheese absolutely CANNOT be beat.

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

Okay, void. Hear me out. A Secret Santa among total strangers that is 100% nothing but handmade gifts. You can purchase materials, but you cannot purchase the finished product. Give #artists a chance to REALLY connect with each other and network. If I can get at least a group of 10, I'll host it.

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

I AM THE FAT, LAZY ELDRICH BEAST COME TO BURN THE WORLD! But only after I empty my kitchen of sweets, cry a little, and try to convince my apparently non-existent friends to do all the work for me. 😉👉👉 Gotcha.

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

But apparently am so inept that I get frequently described as a "fat lard who can't do anything right and is probably crying in a corner somewhere and has to lean on everyone else to exist." I can't be both, y'all. The first one DOES sound intriguing, though. 🤔 +

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

Man, I love having a h8 group that has been actively driving a smear campaign against me for the last like... three years. At this point, it's just outright funny. According to them, I'm an all-powerful, world-ending demon bent on igniting humanity's destruction that needs to be defeated... +

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

Well now I know what to call those silicon extenders you can buy at the toy stores. Thank you. 😂

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

Good morning! Casual reminder that "fake it 'til you make it" does not apply to intelligence.

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

I'm good friends with a few people who have ENORMOUS platforms (1M or more) and I was chatting with one of them recently who said that Parasocial Relationships are her biggest fear because they turn people into monsters. She's really firm on hitting that block button if she sees one on her streams.

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

I've never understood this mentality. Even with people who've made it their entire platform. Just because you watch someone's stream daily doesn't mean you know them well enough to have the right to break that personal barrier. To me, playful bullying is reserved for people who can be trusted.

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Karma & Chaos @karma-chaos.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

Wisdom cannot be imparted. Wisdom that a wise man attempts to impart always sounds like foolishness to someone else. Knowledge can be communicated, but not wisdom. One can find it, live it, do wonders through it, but one cannot communicate and teach it. -- Hermann Hesse

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Satan @s8n1.bsky.social · 30/11/2024

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

Anyway, I just wanted to give this warning to anyone who isn't familiar with the medication. What I'm going through is considered "normal" for Paxil/Paroxetine withdrawal. There's plenty of other medications out there you can take that won't have nearly as bad side-effects. Ask for something else.

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

Brain zaps feel exactly how they're titled. It's like someone sends an electric shock down onto the top of your skull and for a split second you lose all motor control. If you don't have good balance or something to catch yourself on? You're going to fall. Period. +

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

I have never been so dizzy and ill in my life. If I sit still and focus on something up close like crochet? I'm fine. But I haven't been able to drive in almost a month, I have heart palps, occasional fever symptoms, and the brain zaps make it impossible to do even simple things like... walk. +

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

- Fatigue - Headache - Nausea - Brain Zaps - Dizziness - Insomnia - Flu-like symptoms Sounds manageable right? Yeah. What they won't tell you is how extreme it can get. They'll just tell you "it's rough." No, fam. You're going to feel like you're dying. +

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

Paxil has an extremely short half-life, which is basically the amount of time it takes to completely leave your body. The shorter the half-life, the more devastating the effects when it comes to SSRIs. If you've made it this far, keep reading, please. Side-effects of withdrawal are: +

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

Heads up for anyone who doesn't know: If your #mentalhealth care provider recommends Paxil/Paroxetine to you? Decline it and request something else. The medication itself works fine, yeah. It's honestly great. The problem is the side-effects when you come off of it, and inevitably you will. +

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

Oh, I've also realized that without Hobbits, absolutely nothing would get done. No one in Middle Earth wants to be outshined by someone who comes up to their hip.

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

Just finished rewatching the #lordoftherings series and the #hobbit series. One thing I've realized about Gandalf? Bro is definitely the DM self-insert that only helps as much as he needs to in order to keep the FTPs and murder hobos alive in the story.

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 30/11/2024

Hyperfocus, man. It's a blessing and a curse.

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 30/11/2024

Lesson learned: Never try to #crochet when sleep deprived when you're dyscalculic and dyslexic. Ya end up with pure chaos in your rows. ...I don't even know what happened.

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 29/11/2024

Why a soup bowl? It's flat on the bottom. Doves want to stand on the food bowl when they eat. This prevents them from catapulting 1000s of millet seeds across the house whenever they go to get food. We cannot use any other kind of bowl other than THE ONE THEY ARE NESTING IN. Keeping doves is great.

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 29/11/2024

"What's it like keeping doves?" This photo just about sums it up. Dad is sitting on mom who is sitting on two eggs in the food bowl while hatched child begs to be fed even though he should be weaned. There's a perfectly good nest behind them and we had to sacrifice a soup bowl to feed them. +

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 29/11/2024

Oh, since I'm basically just shouting into the void for now? Lemme just say that choosing the chaotic path with no filter or concern about impressing others has made life so much better and significantly easier. On an unrelated note, I plan to dye my hair either fuchsia or purple soon.

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Hi, yes, hello there! @man-made-crazy.bsky.social · 29/11/2024

So, this is BlueSky? Cool. Follow me if ya like: 🦡 Art such as: 🦡🍯 Digital Art 🦡🍯 Character Concepts 🦡🍯 Intentional Chaos 🦡 Writing/Reading: 🦡🍯 Fantasy 🦡🍯 Modern Fantasy 🦡🍯 Dark Romance 🦡🍯 Romantacy 🦡 Animals (I got a lot) 🦡 Random Useless Facts 🦡 Pettiness Let's see what the hype is about, eh?

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