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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 2h
You're freaking out again.
point of view, opening a doorway in a dark teal room, there is a middle aged woman standing there, her hair is neck length with low bangs that touch her brow, her face gets less detailed the lower you go and it is vague what clothing she is wearing. Her features are ethnically white, she has a thin nose, laugh lines and deep eye sockets. Everything in the image is dithering, the woman made entirely of a pixelated crosshatch pattern. She and the hall she is standing in are a bright light green. Her eyes appear less abstracted and pixelated, they look at the viewer with a tired but gentle expression. She has heavy eyelids and dark circles under her eyes. Her sclera are a hazel-green color. Everything else in the image is very low detail. There is an amount of ambient noise/grain over the image like it is coming from a low quality video camera.
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 2h
Ow.
First person point of view, rounding a corner near an alleyway near an apartment complex with turned off street lights. There is a large splatter of blood on the corner of the wall, sitting there resting on arm with a leg propped up is a dark figure with long hair and grey-green eyes looking up at the viewer apathetically. She has a bloody gash in her forehead with strands of hair sticking to it, the blood flowing down her temple, nose, and cheek. There is a spot of blood around her right collarbone and she has a nose bleed that outlines her nostrils and upper lip in dark blood. She is heavily concealed by the darkness but the red of the blood is very bright. The hand she is resting on is bloody, making a red outline in the ground. There is a faint smeared red hand print above the splotch of blood.First person point of view, rounding a corner near an alleyway. There is a large splatter of blood on the corner of the wall, sitting there resting on arm with a leg propped up is a dark figure with long hair and looking up at the viewer apathetically. She has a bloody gash in her head with strands of hair sticking to it, the blood flowing down her temple, nose, and cheek. There is a spot of blood around her right collarbone and she has a nose bleed that outlines her nostrils and upper lip in blood. The hand she is resting on is bloody, making a red outline in the ground. There is a smeared red hand print above the splotch of blood. The only colors are black and bright red, including the figure's eyes, the blood splatters making it appear there are parts of the wall and the figure that have been scratched out and torn apart. The background and ground have been replaced with the same red color.
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
i was born with the hazbin hotel teeth gene but because im fat nobody finds it sexy
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
in the avergae shooters game of today you spend it jumpling around as a steampunk wizard who in another life would pretend to be bisexual to pick up girls or someone who is already on 100 source film maker pornos with incorrect breast size. if only this was true of QUAKE.
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
it is fun to bludgeon people into piles of gore with a rusty crowbar in modded fallout: new vegas! I could almost feel the blood loss! so immersive! so immersive!
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
in 2035 they will start calling "porn acting" "analog horror acting"
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
soundcloud.com/catgirlrabie... I am extremely depressed lately, but that does not matter. I needed to make Stamp nightcore remix. I can kill myself later.
soundcloud.com
Fight for Us Stamp - Nightcore Remix
dont know shit about music theory i cant read sheet music im fucking rawdawging your ears purr instinct be nice to me or I'll cry
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
i would call my schizophrenia above all else "humiliating" and "brutalist"
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
sometimes I remember in spite of where I'm at my usual lifestyle and living situation is often inflicted on people as a punishment
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
i probably have ocd but im too burnt out to give a shit
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
the organ
a corridor with bright red floors, thick trails of blood poor down from the edges of the ceiling, painting the ground. At the end is a thin opening to two lengths of red stretching into the distance. A thin shadow is cast over the middle of the floor, where a distant black figure in a hooded cloak stands. The walls are a bright pure green that go from saturated to faded the higher they go.
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
we live in a zeitgeist whose major mantra right now is "remorse is a scam for gay cucks"
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
i will never be good at making art so currently my goal is to make images that make me anxious and nauseous and hurt my eyes
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
i think one day e-mail, phonecall, texting and messaging apps will all be ruined and we'll go back to snail mail until they pass a law saying they can open your mail to slide little advertisement cards into the envelopes and reseal them and then we'll see the first political assassination via rock
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
i think proof I do not have much agency in my life nowadays is I have not killed myself yet
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
the reason why every cartoon reboot sucks is because the only people who want to make them are zillenials who spent their tweens posting fanart and fic of them dating and impregnating one of the characters or the guy who worked on the original show whose mad that he cant be racist or sexist anymore
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
OH MAN!!!!! WHAT IF THIS IS IT!!!!! WHAT IF THESE WERE MY LAST MOMENTS!!!?!?!??!??!?!??!!
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
The Incredibles is a rated PG family movie made by Disney with a botched suicide attempt as a pivotal moment in its narrative
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
about to swallow a huge handful of pills
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
the episode of teen titans that ends with starfire eating a large pile of gore and viscera in the middle of an intersection with her disgusting grub child
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
I hate the idea of "adult" friendships. I'm so sick of hearing about how busy and sad and broke everyone is. I know we're all going through this. Maybe adults would be a little less miserable if they socialized more than once a month.
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Remember.
digital water color of a ruddy-faced white man in a black cap, black suit jacket, white t-shirt and a misaligned red tie sitting in a dark grey office chair in a beige room. He has no significant facial features save for a thin goatee and the blurry outline of a pair of glasses
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
A spherical fuzzy yellow creature (liberty biberty from the liberty mutual commercials) wearing a headband resembling with crown of the statue of liberty with green eyes rolling up, hanging by a noose tied with burlap rope in a dark room
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
A pitch black figure sits on some grey stairs smoking a joint, the embers on the end are cyan and it trails bright blue smoke. The figure is looking out on blank bright red surroundings. The figure has visible eyes with brown irises and a vaguely fatigued expression
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
abstract digital water color, a blueish archway leading somewhere with a red carpet in a grassy field with a strange dithering effect
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
A dirty blood red hallway with a single overhead light, hunching over in the doorway is a pitch black one-eyed minotaur, its body is unaffected by the lightning of the surrounding room and had jagged pixelated edges. It has a blood-covered reptilian looking maw. Its eye is overly detailed and human looking, with a greyish-green iris and reddened sclera
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
thinking about the time I was told I could easily get discharged from a mental institution in less than a week because I'm really good at masking really hard in short bursts and hiding my symptoms from people
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
since its suicide prevention day do I get a free sub at jommy jin's or something or do I just have to look at people listing the same phone number all day
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
people who own the latest gaming console and buy AAA releases on day one always act like the most oppressed and morally justified people on planet earth when they hear the phrase "looks a bit shit" or "I could emulate this for free"
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
its my birthday anyone wanna fire a medieval cannon at me until my soul leaves this earth
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
i dont know if i should be upset or jealous that people are making drama videos about gooseworx's vent posts
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
Me If I was a Haus Of Decline
Four panel monochrome comic. Panel 1 a woman is walking away while pinching the bridge of her nose with a frustrated expression and a speech bubble that says "I am not watching the trans episode of fuggetaboutit with you again!" In the background is another woman with shaggy dark hair reaching out to her with a worried expression, she is sitting on a couch in front of a TV and holding a remote, she has a speech bubble that says "Babe, wait" Next panel it zooms in on her, putting her fingers together and motioning toward the other woman with a lecherous expression, her speech bubble says "What if I let you fuck me in the ass?" In the third panel, the first woman is looking back at her with an expression of conflicted anger. In the third panel, the dark haired woman is partially bent over the couch, resting her chin on the arm rest with her arms folded, smiling slightly while she watches TV, out of frame the other woman is likely anally penetrating her, both are naked. Small text saying "plap plap" is just above the couch, above the TV are the words "Let-a me tell ya somethin' bout a friend of ours'a named Jimmy!" Surrounded by various musical notes
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
My new OC! I will be drawing her [your favorite sex act] or maybe [current erotic art trend]! Subscribe to my gamersupps plushie limited time only YCH indie animation kickstarter streams on OnlyStar to support a small local independent artist and your real life actual best friend! Fuck the corpos!
digital drawing on a grey background. The central figure is a cartoon woman with pale skin, bluish-black hair with bangs partially covering her eyes, and an hourglass figure with a very minimal paunch, she has small grey circles under her eyes and her arms are lightly toned. She is wearing eyeliner, blue lipstick, a black choker, a black bikini top that says GAMER in big yellowish letters, dark blue ear piercings, dark grey yoga pants and knee-high black combat boots. Text above her says "GOTH GIRL OC!" stylized to be bleeding with the O's resembling half-lidded eyes, the L a big boot, and the C a crescent moon. 

Various yellow text boxes are scribbled around her with arrows pointing to her different features. The first one pointing at the top of her head says "Bisexual...?" The next to the left says "You can effortlessly sexualize her disgust toward you!" the next pointing at her eyes says "Kind of ugly!" To the left the one pointing near her head says "Husky voice with vocal fry (but not too husky) to the right an arrow points at her top with the box saying "Likes all the same video games, anime, and energy drinks that you do!" The one below that points at her chest and says "Represents a figure woman are unfairly slut-shamed for having" The one on the same level to the left points at a small corner of her hair that is naturally blonde, saying "Secretly girly?!" The one below that points at her arms and says "Buff tomboy!" To the right, an arrow points at her slightly pudgy, convex midsection leading to a text box that says "Thicc!" Below that a text box points to her crotch saying "Has a dick, if you're into that?" The one across from it to the left points at her hand and says "Gives a good disinterested hand/blow-job!" Below that a text box points directly at her rear and says "Kind of like your mom or big sis but not in a way that grosses you out" Across from that to the right is a text box pointing at her thighs that says "Can crush your head like a melon!" B…
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
a whiteish technocolor lanky devil with one eye holds a hand against its cage of bright neon colors on a bright red background
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
what if i cut off all my fingers? will I be "disabled enough" then????????
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
And SO thUS Enoch Spake to SEMJAZA ; "You fucking asshole!
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
blackout poetry collage. In the top right corner are rule34.xxx search results for "trans" with the suggested tags translation_request, transformation, translated, translucent, trans_woman transparent_background and transfem. The words surrounding it read "don't ever get the idea you can see me at any day
quarters, sides and thoroughs,
but let me tell you, there are some women here
who go where they go and i
look at these who the one dollar whores
wonder sometimes if i joke
dealing out so much breast and ass and the way
it's all hung together, look and look and
look it; there a ordinary women
there is some that want to
tear up paintings and break albums
across the back; anyhow, the seas
was dragging the big boys: getting bust
all the nonos, the prods, the camera
the pushers of Mary, the owners
[Edit]
ninteenth and
referred to in
the widely held
exaggerated
deity, perhaps a
metaphor
since the figures predate the figure of Venus
by many Some reject this
instead referring to
as WomanBlackout poetry collage, on the upper right side is a photo negative of the venus of willendorf. In the top right are the words "I foolishly assumed more people knew what a boymoder was" the rest of the text reads "themselves, a Saint running this day;
a side broke when he got close;
his head down mean and ugly
and I put down on him.
broke him
took him out where he'd be alone
even if he had to four times
and that's the way he went
two in one
and he was hell
wasn't even tired,
and the biggest of all
all ass and breast, hardy
me.
see
it
the body
associated with fertility and childbearing
leading some researchers to believe that Venus
and similar figurines may have been used
no visible face,
circular
or
perhaps a type of dressBlackout poetry collage. on the right side is a picture of a plus size pale skinned anime girl with blonde pigtails and orange eyes, sweating and eating a large bowl of ramen with chop sticks and a soup spoon, white text overlayed says "get ready for fat girl fall" The rest of the text in the poem says "That night I couldn't destroy her
the shots
and the pounds
she sat there
Grand
and she said
what's you
and I
I'm a poet
and she threw back her beautiful head and laughed.
you?
I guess you, I you
she looked to me, she looked good
and all thanks to ugly
who"
text below this section says "hypothesize that the figures may have been created as self- by women
This theory stems from the correlation of the proportions of
women's bodies would seem if they were looking at themselves,
which would have been the only way. They speculate that the
complete lack of facial features could be accounted for by the fact that sculptors did not own mirrors. This
reasoning has been criticized by readily available natural mirrors
[attribution needed]
"

Text under the anime girl says "model of replica to
interact)"
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
3 or 4 is such a classic amount of something to have
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
and when the new gacha come out everyone gets in a big big circle and votes on who they get to pretend is the poor depressed transgender mentally disabled drug addicted smelly secretly sad lesbian and the nice one gets to be drawn a bit fat
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✨👁️Withkindereyes👁️✨ @withkindereyes.bsky.social · 09/06/2026
The Slasher
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
A blackout poetry collage, a screenshot of lyrics with an ace of clubs behind it, only the bottom corner visible. It says "
I swear to god! Look!
you've never heard before
You better take a good look at your mind, fucker
I know what you want
You better take a good look at your mind, fucker
These
little fuckers
These
little
These
little pumpkins went into the woods
they
They said today we're gonna find something really good to look at
And they went
said this
and they
all
is really continuous
You know, 'cause nature is just as part of us as we are
I said
And the pumpkins, the pumpkins went further
And they came across this little
And the little
with a big, big
said, "What's you
you fuckers?"A blackout poetry collage, a screenshot of lyrics with the painting "Expulsion from the Garden of Eden" by Masaccio slightly cut off to the right. The words read "
What are you fucking high?"
And the little
"We're
says,
to join yours
You ain't been in my world
You never been in my world
You never will be in my world
You go
and you never be in my world
The
boy said,
I think to stay
I want to be in your world
For you
"Yeah you fuckers
get off before you leave
You think you can understand but you can't!
Look,
my world, right?
just
my world and
enjoy nothing
go in and"A blackout poetry collage, screenshot of lyrics surrounded by the Hanged Man major arcana tarot card patterned upside down and right side up, overlying and mirroring itself over and over. The words read "You think you can go too
the two pumpkins looked at the little and they said,
such a jerk
and the only thing he does is smoke drugs
and he doesn't
such a fucker
such fuckers?"
they was pumpkins
they wanted to laugh
Go back! Get out of the woods! Get out of the woods!
It's only
the tape"
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
aaa i am jetsam
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
Sometimes I feel vomit coming up my throat when I think about if my family held a funeral for me and how they would definitely play Memories by Maroon 5 over a slide show of exclusively pre-transition photos of me.
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Tirk @frogkaro.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
test
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
i need to play a ttrpg or im gonna start hitting my fingerrs with hammmarsssss
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No Good Stinker 🎱 @baasphemy.online · 19/08/2026
🐑 Another zine I cranked out this week, awaiting print. I'll link it soon for where you can find it. Again, short form. Working on figuring out how much text I can fit in zines without it being too small while also saying something. #furry #furryart #zines #furryzine #althuman
Page 1: A silhouetted figure of a creature with horns, reptilian eyes, and tattered ears peers over their shoulder. The title: Creature! A zine on being althuman.

Page 2: Sometimes I feel like a creature. // A beast parading around in human skin. Between the two lines of text is an empty human shaped figure peering into a bathroom mirror. The creature silhouette stares back at them curiously.the trauma of growing up neurodivergent. The human figure is partially shadowed with one creature eye, a partial creature themself. They sit in a psychiatrists office with closed off posture as a human figure points to a clip board and talks to them.

Page 4: But it feels deeper than that. Like intrinsic estrangement. // An impossible divide between myself and what it's like to be human. The figure is now surrounded by other empty human figures, chatting. Even in a crowd the creature seems alone.Page 5: A secret not meant for me everyone's privy to, that I'm left piecing together alone. Now the partial creature figure peers down at their hands sadly with other humans behind them. Their hands are now clawed and are taking on the same shadowy features of the creature.

Page 6: Despite it all, however, being a creature isn't so bad. // Because while there are millions of humans... Now the figure has turned nearly all creature and skitters away from the crowd of humans.Page 7: There's other creatures out there, too. The creature's hand reaches out only to be met by another clawed hand with paw pads.

Page 8: The creature figure lies in the lap of another creature type figure. They look at one another. Below is information on how to find the artist:
queerlydeparted.net
ko-fi.com/baasphemous
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Disgrace to the Ctarl-Ctarl Empire @mallowmaenad.bsky.social · 19/08/2026
I often wish I could go through the same fantastical experiences Sora has in Kingdom Hearts. (Flying, dual-wield magic swords, meet Aerith Gainsborough, be the first white person they let into the Mexican afterlife, getting my hands on Chicken Little so I can throw him)
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Kilmo 🐽 @kilmo.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
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