iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

Does anyone have recs for a decent inexpensive fuzz pedal. Im trying to push my sound into something thicker, narstier, and sludgier.

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

Oh so often, I view the world as its infinitely intricated web of delicate context, code and tradition. One that I was born severed from & devoid of— yet constantly crashing through it oafishly and gracelessly.

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 08/12/2025

Duuuude fuuuck these unhatched chicken eggs are SO much easier to count when theyre all in one basket

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 06/11/2025

Who's ready to hear me kvetch and moan about the life I desired and denied myself again

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 11/08/2025

How does this keep happening to me?? [I have eight separate playlists for different flavours of psychological pain]

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 05/08/2025

Made a gal a playlist and put my own music in there because my first love will always be the #grind

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 03/08/2025

I feel, in my heart, unmoored. I have become a ghost, haunting what used to be my world.

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 19/07/2025

Wanton Papillon (Requiem for the Oiled Boy) unfinished painting

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 19/07/2025

QUIT YOUR JOB! SLACK OFF! PRAISE BOB!!

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 15/07/2025

Every now and then I have to stop and laugh at the fact that the songs that cause me the most mental anguish to work on are my gay little robot ditties, but the ones where Im screaming like my ulcer is collapsing were all smooth sailings from concept to content

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

Mark my words I WILL get one of yous hooked into The Finals with me

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 24/06/2025

Something that genuinely keeps me from spiraling is saying aloud in the whiniest voice I can muster: "Nyoooo my empire of diiirt :((("

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 24/06/2025

Schvitzin’ like nobody’s business!!!

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 25/05/2025

Shawty call me Captain the way I make her Trout Mask Beef Hearting

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 22/04/2025

My latest hobby is coming up with new cutting pejorative nicknames for the political ghouls I disapprove of; because let's face it, our current Ill Dookie and upcoming Curbside Lasagna, the Dyin' Toad, has completely lost his touch.

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 21/04/2025

Pope down quick confess your sins to ME

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 21/04/2025

Is this trend already over? I don’t give a shit they don’t preface my name with “The Late” for nothin’. #starterpacknoai

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 17/04/2025

Incredibly tickled to get to do this

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Ultimate Pullahoko @pullahoko.bsky.social · 02/04/2025

Nintendo Switch 2? Looks like you need to switch 2 another console, or better yet, switch 2 a better form of government so that your games, and your eggs don't cost 300 smackers. you've got egg on your face, from when the president smacked you, so face the music. Wii Music.

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 19/03/2025

Cooked up a demo tape so tuff I had to get up and stand in front of my daw with my arms behind my back like an old italian man outside a construction site

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 10/02/2025

Got deep into a semi obscure video game and now I understand those people who go cuckoo bananas getting attached to the little characters

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 17/01/2025

Crazy that 2014 & 2024 were both the Year of Luigi

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 25/12/2024

Communion wafers if Jesus slayed instead of saved

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 23/12/2024

Multiple women have told me at different points in my life that I remind them of the small woodland animal they “dissected” to death as a child btw. Said I got the same eyes; agonized but non-judgemental. If you even care

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 11/12/2024

Idk if posting these on bsky feels right just go to my blog or steal the binders of loose paragraphs I keep by my bedside

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 11/12/2024

[On The Subject Of Curtains] (Oct/Nov '24) Made my first genuine attempt in years back in July—Snake Eyes, King & Jack. Didn’t want to leave too much of a mess. Closest I felt to a warm embrace in some time. It was serene, like the Atlantic washing over me in the bygone August evenings of my youth.

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 11/12/2024

[On The Subject Of The Brooklyn Bridge.] (Nov '24) Ain't as many stars in the sky as there used to be. The howling Autumn breezes caress my cheek with the sting I only recognize as love. It's where I began, and where I hope to end.

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 11/12/2024

[On the Subject of Phantom Grief.] (Dec '24) Trawled through our old chat logs to listen to those videos with your voice in them again. That basal hum in your voice still warms my eardrums and gets my heart a-flutter.

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 11/12/2024

[On The Subject Of Leaving The Heart On The Floor] (Dec '24) "Love- My feelings are too strong to keep hiding behind my guitar to say ‘em.

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 11/12/2024

[On The Subject Of Grief] (Oct '24) At this point I have a bird sanctuary’s worth of albatross around my neck but the current three plumpest birds dragging me to Davey Jones’ Locker with express shipping are as follows:

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 11/12/2024

What if I ported all my little essays to bluesky….

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 05/12/2024

More important than my wrapped is that I completed my Record Quest, where I listened to every vinyl I own. This is about half of my collection, ranked by how much I remember connecting to them.

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

I think one thing I struggle with on this website/acct is I don't really know what to post here. Like my more vulnerable and experimental writings have more bespoke places to go, and I'm not sure if this place good to post about art or music?

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 19/11/2024

To be honest I knew twitter was officially a dead beast back when the engagement bait meta became posting screenshots of old tweets like a sitcom in its final stretch running a clipshow filler episode

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 18/11/2024

Been really into portraiture lately

A painted portrait of a blonde prince, with a laurel wreath crown. His eyes have been gauged out, with pink crystals crammed into the sockets. He grins, ignorantly.

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 05/11/2024

Who else scared!! Clap if you feel scared!!

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Mala Cruel, Diabolical @malacruel.bsky.social · 21/10/2024

Spotify's compression quality is so abysmal that it made me think my music was worse than it really is!!!

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