iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

I'm not so good at capitalism. I am good at being very silly.

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I am super cringe. Earnest. Silly. I try things I’m bad at. I sing and put it on the internet. I write poetry. God, I love these things about me. I’m so fucking free.

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I’m not mad at anybody. I don’t hate anyone. Who has the time? There’s so much cool shit to actually do.

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Anna Hughes 🍁 @annaghughes.bsky.social · 05/06/2025

My new year’s resolution was to stop over explaining myself. Stop attachments. To anything. If it doesn’t align, it just doesn’t. I’ve been my most authentic self and I’m just happier. I don’t need or want anything and I walk through the world so much more at peace. It’s also more fun. Really.

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this is like drake and kendrick lamar but they're both drake

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Chris Hayes @chrislhayes.bsky.social · 05/06/2025

I'm just glad one of these men has the nuclear codes and the other has all our personal data.

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let me be clear I accept the silence, the severing, the way your absence has rearranged my days. but I will never carry your rewrite. I won’t cradle the fiction where I became the villain in your escape story. I was the truth you couldn’t sit beside.

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but you ran. not away from pain but straight into someone else's arms and called it clarity. you made me the storm. the mistake. the reason.

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sometimes I wonder if you don’t see me because you’re ashamed not of my face, but your own reflection in it. it’s not avoidance it’s reckoning you can’t stomach. the hurt so sharp, so sidestepped a clean break you could’ve prevented if you’d chosen courage instead of comfort.

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I used to call this love and chase it down alleys let it undo me in doorways name it destiny swallow it whole but this time no collapse, no claiming. just the bloom of being lit from within you were the match but the fire was mine and I do not need to hold you to stay warm

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Olga @makoeclipse.bsky.social · 01/06/2025

A Year Later June carries color like a kiln I didn’t ask for the heat, but it shaped me. This glaze, now fired, burns bright. Memories stay cool to the touch. The heat is late this year. Fitting. I am changed on a molecular level. I’ll never be the same. And somehow, I’m grateful.

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Kicked off celebrating pride by having a threesome with a couple and ignoring the man.

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Olga @makoeclipse.bsky.social · 30/05/2025

But here’s the uncomfortable truth: you’ve built a tolerance for being hurt more than being cherished. So when kindness or affection shows up, it feels foreign, even suspicious. Setting intentions for breaking this cycle.

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Olga @makoeclipse.bsky.social · 30/05/2025

“Summer,” I whisper to the universe. The only thing that can save me is the sunshine. Not a savior a witness. To the soft undoing. To the way I bloom and burn. Music. Passion. Sunshine. Sunshine. Sunshine.

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Olga @makoeclipse.bsky.social · 19/05/2025

Went on a second date with somebody. We went to breakfast, did a hike, climbed rocks, explored a used book store, went down a slide with cardboard and then went roller skating. He said he felt like a kid again and had the best time. Stick with me and you'll get your inner child fed baby.

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Olga @makoeclipse.bsky.social · 14/05/2025

I was telling a friend about a guy I went on a date with and she was super surprised I dated men at all. Proud of myself for this.

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Olga @makoeclipse.bsky.social · 13/05/2025

I lasted two weeks on tinder this time. A new record. It was awful.

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Olga @makoeclipse.bsky.social · 06/05/2025

I think the type of men that are the most into me are karaoke DJs.

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Olga @makoeclipse.bsky.social · 05/05/2025

Sometimes I feel like a bridge to people from who they are to who they want to be.

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Olga @makoeclipse.bsky.social · 27/04/2025

I wrote my third song ever. I’m so proud of it and my brother is going to help me record it this week. Excited to create more.

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Olga @makoeclipse.bsky.social · 25/04/2025

Honestly, needing nothing, wanting nothing is the only way to peace. Things will come to me if meant to. The things that haven’t just aren’t for me and that doesn’t make me less. I’m brave as hell.

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Olga @makoeclipse.bsky.social · 25/04/2025

I feel like I learned a language that nobody else speaks now.

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Olga @makoeclipse.bsky.social · 24/04/2025

Happy and sad. Very spring. Very changing of the seasons. Very new beginnings.

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Olga @makoeclipse.bsky.social · 16/04/2025

So all my cosmic luck is going to change according to an astrologer on Tik Tok.

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Olga @makoeclipse.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

Proud of my growth. Sad about the things I lost to get here. Hopeful about the people I love that get to experience a more healed version of myself.

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Olga @makoeclipse.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

I had a rupture with a close relationship 2 weeks ago. Instead of over-explaining, I stepped away. I self-regulated and kept communication open but didn't make it about this. I let them and myself process. We talked and they understood my POV now, without the force. I couldn't have done that before.

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It’s gentle on my nervous system to not be super into anyone but it’s also harsh on my romantic nature. Wish the two would get along better.

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You're not mysterious, you're just bad at communication.

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We need another thing that is as popular as Pokemon Go was in 2016. It's the only thing that can heal our nation. Call your senators.

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Olga @makoeclipse.bsky.social · 02/04/2025

Sometimes I have more questions. Most times I don't think I need the answers.

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If The Pitt mispronounces Carnegie, I'm gonna lose it.

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Olga @makoeclipse.bsky.social · 01/04/2025

I haven't had a crush in awhile but I'm super into that one dancing dude from severance right now.

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Olga @makoeclipse.bsky.social · 01/04/2025

I passed on contact assessment for roller derby! It's like getting my yellow belt. I'm pretty dang proud TBH.

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Lisa Guerrero @lisaguerrero.bsky.social · 28/03/2025

Additionally, young black and brown actresses are more acutely, aware of racism, nationalism, xenophobia, etc., because it affects them and their families/communities directly, more than young white actresses who have the privilege of being “oblivious” for most of their careers if they choose to.

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Olga @makoeclipse.bsky.social · 28/03/2025

I always found it so weird how much you worship whiteness. Gives me the ick.

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Olga @makoeclipse.bsky.social · 28/03/2025

I have two boyfriends and I date but also I'm single. It just makes sense.

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False attributions get in the way of receiving feedback because it feels so unfair. It is, but there is SOMETHING to feedback that lots of people give you but YOU have to find the way to solve it that takes into account your total self. Take the notes. Not the solutions.

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You take up too much space. Maybe it's been a coping mechanism in a world that has always told you that you're not good enough. you don't even want people to look at you most of the time. What do you do then? Go back into despair or find a solution that actually works for you.

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Say everyone thinks you're lazy and want you to do more. What if you have ADHD? Do you just have to do more or do you need to find a better solution that actually works for your life to limit that perception?

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