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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 9h

Did I mention the door has been chained shut, from the inside? Yes, BEFORE the hole appeared... Entry 13/24 of Joseph Schreiber's Red Diary from #SilentHill4.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 11h

I know Halloween isn't an official holiday here, but damn... not a single house in my new neighborhood has any decorations. At least all the pastures give some good morning fog.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 11h

The Millennial mid-life crisis is real.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 11h

Here I am slaving away and destroying myself at a dayjob, meanwhile there's some guy using Ai bots to design and sell digital merch on etsy for 35k a month. What am I doing?

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 21h

They say boredom, not focus, is the birthplace of ideas, as it allows the brain to wander. Would explain why all my best ideas come to me at work, lol.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

I blocked off the hole, but it keeps opening up again... What are those sounds?! Entry 12/24 of Joseph Schreiber's Red Diary from #SilentHill4.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

The current El Niño is now even stronger than the one from 1877. This tells me that even back in 1877, people didn't recycle their plastics enough and cows farted too much. Yes, that was sarcasm, in case you suffer from brainrot.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

Almost thought I wouldn't get a note today... Entry 11/24 of Joseph Schreiber's Red Diary from #SilentHill4.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

Dude, Eva Greene's make-up is always such a vibe. She has a natural goth-girl to her. I may take notes, because her eyebrows are close to her eyes with limited space inbetween, just like mine.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

The hole is getting bigger... Entry 10/24 of Joseph Schreiber's Red Diary from #SilentHill4.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

Some Halloween vibes on the nails 🎃

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

Looking at past super El Niño patterns to predict what lies ahead, in case you want to prepare. www.youtube.com/watch?v=USOh...

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We Checked Every Super El Niño Winter Since 1950. Here's What Happens

YouTube video by cognatura

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

Some of these notes are falling apart... Entry 9/24 of Joseph Schreiber's Red Diary from #SilentHill4.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

Trying to figure out how to do stuff while perpetually tired, no energy and a dopamine malfunction. I genuinely feel like I've seen enough, heard enough and felt enough at this point and I should retire. Like I spent my life's energy twice as fast out of necessity. Just mentally tired.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

How I arrive at my night shift job when feeling the Halloween vibe... www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Ecs...

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Death's Intro... Supernatural S5E21

YouTube video by SWMI

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

Not me buying a dozen milkshakes and bags of chips 'n dip at the grocery store, pretending I have kids.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

I think I hear voices coming from the hole... Entry 8/24 of Joseph Schreiber's Red Diary from #SilentHill4.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

I bought store brand nacho chip, the plain ones for dip, and they have literally 3 ingredients: corn flour, sunflower oil and salt. That's it. Compared to Doritos which makes me feel I need a masters at chemistry to know what I'm eating. Yeah, I'm substituting with store brands.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

These red notes appear every day now. Ever since that hole in my bathroom appeared... Strange... It shouldn't be that deep... Entry 7/24 of Joseph Schreiber's Red Diary from #SilentHill4.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

People who only eat fast food are now detritivores, not carnivores. Detritivores are organisms that eat organic waste. Yes, including what comes out the other end.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

You are not using free will if the choice you make is one that was offered to you. Realize that if 2 choices are offered to you, you CAN choose something entirely else. This is because those 2 choices can be set up to lead to the same outcome. Classical politics tactic.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Wow! 3 hurricanes at once?! Stay safe.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I don't know how much longer I can step out of the house and deal with people.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Legit question: why do people find it so funny to jumpscare you? Because it is not funny to me at all and makes me feel unwell. It just feels like disrespect to me. How hard is it to leave me alone?

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

DUDE!! They just jailbroke all of Adobe's programs using Ai and uploaded them as free open source programs on Artcraft! We're using the Ai weapon against these companies and I love it!!😂

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Another one of those strange notes has appeared... It's torn. I can't read the rest. Entry 6/24 of Joseph Schreiber's Red Diary from #SilentHill4.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Another note has appeared under the door... Entry 5/24 of Joseph Schreiber's Red Diary from #SilentHill4.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Looking forward to second lockdown, Medieval style. Our great-grandkids will have to specify between the first or second Great Plague.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Entry 4/24 of Joseph Schreiber's Red Diary from #SilentHill4. I know text isn't as appealing as art. It's been very busy the past half year and I'm just perpetually tired. I hope to make art again soon.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I recently acquired a physical copy of AvP Extinction, that top-down game. We used to play it all the time as a kid. So cozy!!

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Entry 3/24 of Joseph Schreiber's Red Diary from #SilentHill4.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

#Ai technically makes composite images from art that already exists. These images are posted by people and are now part of the resources Ai pulls from. So it's kinda copying a copy now. I knew this would happen from the start. Makes human art all the more valuable.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

How is 2016 10 years ago when 2006 is also 10 years ago?

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Entry 2/24 of Joseph Schreiber's Red Diary from #SilentHill4.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

SONY: "We don't make physical anymore. You don't own shit!" Jailbreakers: "Hold my Monster..." 😂 I love it!!

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I made this visualization of Joseph Schreiber's Red Dairy from #SilentHill4. I thought I'd share an entry every day for spooky month. We can pretend to get one slipped under the door :p Entry 1/24.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Okay, horror movie line-up I haven't seen yet for Halloween: 28 years later, Trick 'r Treat, Creepshow 2 + 3, Backrooms and yes, Scooby Doo 😅 (I mean, Matthew Lillard). Also, nostalgic/forgotten ones: The Craft, Dead End, Signs, maybe Beetlejuice or a slasher movie. Or a B-movie XD

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Like, I watched some horror convention walkthrough (as I sometimes do to sleep) and it reminded me of how much I love the vibe of spooky stuff. And I mean fun horror. Horror stories, horror art and even horror SFX. Oh man... what an awesome job to build monsters for movies!

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

You know, the existential crisis last night made me be really honest with myself about what really interests me, without thinking of how "realistic" it would be as a job. What I love is stories. Specifically spooky campfire stories. Drawing them out. There's a few YT channels who do this.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I knew this would happen. It's like making a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy. It degrades every time.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

You know what the funny part is? Every time I engage with people, they find something to blame me for. But they always find something, because society forces me to engage with people. Just leave me alone, man!

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

There's a theory that space is not what we're being told and it's more like an interdimensional ocean, kinda Lovecraft-Bloodborne style, and I kinda for it, tbh.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I've been hearing an owl call at night and this is the owl: Tawny Owl. Very beautiful call. I love hearing owls at night. Very calming imo. www.youtube.com/watch?v=6VsI...

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Tawny OWL call at night, bird sounds and noises

YouTube video by Wildlife World

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

The marketing I fall for 🤣💀🎃

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Looks to me like everyone in Hollywood is turning into a Wendigo. If you know, you know.

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madrazz.bsky.social @madrazz.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Ai art and Ai music is the same as microwave food.

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