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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

She has a way about her, the way she loves. My heart, her marionette pulled in two directions to love her holy and with #sin. To tenderly accept her offerings and take the bait to nurture my power to make her mine, wholly and bound in totality to her indespensible Goddess. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I'm not in his future, I just wanted to see it. I wish him well, I just wanted to know it. I pray he reaches his dreams, I wanted to watch reality. I just wanted to pridefully say you did it as his silent lover. His windows barred. Now I must learn to love him forever deaf, mute and blind. #poetry

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Thoughts and longings like #clouds above the wind, sometimes a gray nights storm bringing ice and drowning upon me and the #mountain I climb. To think the snakes, bobcats, hypothermia and vile shelter are what hold me when I don't have him because he wouldn't take my love. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

In a graveyard old precious things lie, a place unkind to the heart. A place of rot, disease and haunting presences. I, the stubborn rose, grow where thought impossible. each unfurled leaf, each strengthened thorn a #bequest to the bush I'll be in a garden right for me. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I believed #reckoning be his but perhaps it's in my own mirror. What I've allowed, what I will no longer. Where I didn't speak but learn the verses now. Where I've looked, where my attention is deserved. Perhaps vindication isn't in justice served but in strengthened voice. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I look at her with a #hunger, one that can devour worlds. She brings a fire enough to ignite stars and exactly the warmth I've crossed galaxies to near. Her ocean worlds sweetened with honey peer into me with a depth swallowing me too. Overjoyed, I drown in her veins, home. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

I cannot let him win. He doesn't get to render me rubble and still hold me. I will not allow him to win, seeing me struggling, decaying, begging. He won't win, never having the better woman of me when it was he who pushed me to sludge. With a #passion I decree I will win! #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

His #storms were familiar, blue eyes calming. He had his hurricanes as I had mine. Goddesses how I pray, for forgiveness, relief from regret founded in survival instincts instead of the instinct for blood to flow where it must from my heart to Polaris. I plead for a day. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

I feel shame, powerlessness. To stay my path of righteousness I fear I must break moral code to save #conflict that would render me exile to concrete, to nowhere. Megolith wrench to freedom, my beloved. I fear my temple must be entered, defiled so I may enter her arms. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Under Nyx's shroud I rest upon the couch. A hearts comedy in a day. Directionless she finds me gliding the waterfront. Hope rising at sun set. She kneels to me, eyes adoring. The ring not the #marvel but was she. I comply with destiny our lips fusing hearts forever right. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

For too long I've held what's dear to me, to my heart, pieces of me as forbidden #esoteric knowledge to spare discomfort, judgement, rejection. Now I wear my wholeness, wildness in my smile, in my voice, in my home, in my very breath even if the faithful apostatize. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

My wounds within my realm of divine intervention. Eyes of the guilty not mine to witness sorrow. Mask of the assailant not mine to be savior. Hands bearing my blood not mine to #console through the stain. Their myth plagued by my holy stigmata not mine to grant absolution. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

My #empathetic nature fills my spirit with pride and horrifies me. He wanted me to listen, I to be heard. He wanted me to compromise, I to be honored. He wanted closeness, I to say no. I wanted to be happy and healthy, he just wanted me. All of me even what I've forbidden. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Her skin, my parchment, my obsession. On a pedestal where my lips, the quill, claws, the press, my teeth to crease. #Wax flows onto her to seal devotion through my palm. Her body, the love letter, my soul to hers written in black, blue and red. I adore her, my living psalm. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

The Book of Me written by false prophets, pen guided by hands of false Messiahs. My red text far and few. Purified by sacrificial knife, heresies condemned down the river Styx. Veritas embodied The Goddess I. Even through bleeding quills, my word Holy. At last, my gospel reclaimed. #poetry #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

The floodgates open outpouring blasphemies of fork-tongued preachers, carrying damming pillars of burning salts away. My holy water flows again. At last, my river Styx. As apostate of false prophets my renewed faith a providence reminding myself finally I was always meant to be The Goddess. #poetry

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

With us the #cord will never be cut. The universe spent aeons orchestrating planets to move my arms to yours. What fools would we be to defy destiny? I had looked for you for millenia, my loyalty timeless. What naive woman would I be to think our soul bond could be broken? #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

A cracked egg bleeds into an electrified nest. As the shell hardens so too, the outside pressure. The overhead bird demands healing the talon that caused the bleeding. To grow wings in hiding, grateful no #cord binds to what only serves to save from the plummetting kick. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

My heart loves strongly but not itself. Chambers filled with botflies, writhing lies left by hands unclean. A #razor for reflection. Surfacing maggots interrogated before exile. Welcoming holes to bleed and coagulate so my beloved can hold me without infection. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

In a long fought for moment of solitude I douse the smoldering in vanilla and eucalyptus, ambience and rosé to bathe nerves. The gasoline flows over a #matchbox I barely paid mind to ignited flames of rage, pain. The first time the heavens heard "Why wasn't my no honored?!" #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

She holds the #remote to my heart. Turned it on with her first smile, increasing it's volume with each quiver of her lips, tuning it into her whim. May neighbors witness how it blares her name, glows. She inspires me to take control of my path to be beside her on our couch. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

As Antares, I burned #ashamed beneath the weight of my longings, then Alrescha found me, we became a binary, two ravenous hearts locked in gravity, devouring the distance between us, until the heavens could not discern where your fire ended and mine began. A unified system. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

Like shadows to the moon, heat to Venus, tails to comets, rings to Saturn, fire to stars. Wherever we are in the cosmos, wherever we may wander, I want it to be you I #cling to and you to I as one celestial body the universe designed us to be. Like it naturally eternal. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

From bones to branches, blood to spring rain, flesh to flower. To see her bloom is to see miracles of creation. To be the tree she leans on, nourishing waters, beauty bathed in rays would be an honor and calling. She's a #garden of Eden, may the devils tremble as she grows. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

I call him my devil but he's not #evil. Just blind and foolish. He couldn't see my red rapids in his hands salted by my bloodshot eyes nor comprehend moons rejected, idleness would declare "unwanted" as truth. He's no monster but an idiot who destroyed destiny to save face. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

I will till and nourish in spite of the salting of my soil. The darker the clouds, the more the smoke chokes me, the harder I will #toil. I will grow, I will bloom in spite of surrounding pests, and gloom for I have found my light, my breath and it deserves my best fruits. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

"My Goddess" she addresses me as if she herself isn't #divine. "My beloved devotee" I say to her as if I'm not equally devoted. She may kneel to me but my heart prays that hers may know in my eyes she is exalted. Our holy trinity, the her, I and our melding oneness. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

I dream of #fertile grounds where I sow the life I love and reap fruits of joy and peace. But he still snuffs my rays, salts my soil. With her light peering through, I cleanse private pockets of dirt and carry seeds of smiles unseen, fragile sprouts. I pray he won't crush. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

I hold my precious daughter. Teaching her to chase a life that holds her heart gently. A life she can fall in love with. She dreams, a beautiful vision allowing tears. I warn her to not chase hearts, that would be #chaos and kills dreams. A value I have never lived. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

I miss him. Not the man who answered the door with grins serated, hungry, but the one who brought #fruit in surplus to ensure nourishment. Not the one who wrang my tears demanding more, but the one who walked painful miles for the harvest of my smiles. Maybe I miss him too. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

She trusts me with her heart she declared wilted. She offered it to my hands, a garden. These flowers hold beauty my eyes made to behold. What an honor it is not only to walk her grounds but to be what #tends to them with hands made to. To be what reminds life of living. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

She's the flight control operator of my heavens, giving my heart bravery, dismantling its #brakes. Her voice adding lift to my wings, a wind silencing my engines. Since first contact I soar, altitude ever increases. I pray I never land except onto the runway of her embrace. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

3 moons, 2 diaries, 1 heart. As if pages could surf across oceans of time to his #coast. I offer blessings, farewell. Forever? Not because love sank nor him beyond horizons, but for waves in veins to be kinder. Ink fades, a ghostly imprint, what I fear may be my last kiss. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

Her kneeling before me kissing the feet of her goddess. Her tongue and lips, the disciples of my temple, on pilgrimage for her eyes to find sanctuary in mine. To say her humbled to me is to #descend is to miss. In this way she's a goddess ascending worthy of my worship too. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

She stands at the #summit, the me of my dreams. Rocks fall and I find a new path, thorns in my sole. On sore mornings, I wish to stay, to turn back to comfort. I take a few steps anyway, perhaps just one. I know I must to progress. Perhaps to love the beauty of new flowers. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

Pressed into the mud by his boot, ears filled with his shame I too long believed. Earthly poisons flood my throat until my own mouth echoes his and the mirror nods with the same contempt. How I pray to #ascend, if nothing but to glow, a holy middle finger to my devil. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

She came in my mourning of past and #shifting futures. She's warm, her gentle steam hypnotized me, unaware of what she awakes. Romance, bright #poetry, possibility. She shows me who I can be for her. She's my cup of tea beloved to my hands, I will always pour into to keep her full. #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

She sees the #road ahead with a child's sense of grand adventure. I see it bright but gnarled with his tendrils. I fear pain, not mine, his destruction was total, with thirst for my blood still unquenched, but hers. With her pure heart in my care, will my hands be like his? #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

In his car towards heaven's curtains, his hand tenderly on my knee. My heart blared "belong", spirit spoke, "transformation". Had I known this was the to what and all that was the how, I would've leapt #tailwinds take me still an angel instead of ashen struggling to rise. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

At the bar his voice rises, shrinking mine to plead. They face their game, while behind them an isolated goddess is made weak, humbled by shouting. A poet's vocabulary reduced to "I'm sorry". No heads #turn towards me. A typical spectacle of my hurt, to them, just normal. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

I miss his machine gun mouth, his lazor sight. I miss his emptying the clips of my thoughts and his reloaded. I miss him armed with a 24 rose barrel aimed at me to take me hostage as if the world's #balance depended on me being his. I miss the relentlessness, I miss him. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

With each tick of time, each word, each photo My heart #sprints towards hers. Counting upwards growing larger as if to measure the velocity of my love for her. Pulses racing faster to the finish line of her arms but, even within them, I'll know fairy tales are marathons. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

Divinations of my lap being reverent enough to throne her and I worthy enough for hers as mine. Hands on a pilgrimage reading skin like scripture finding the perfect verse. The whole gospel of her is holy. On our thrones defying #headwinds we know heavenly united we belong. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Can a hellhound be a lap dog? Can it see it's gnashing in the mirror? When it tries to gnaw on your bones after rending flesh, will it learn to love you? Perhaps it's just nature, no empathy for the bitten. Beside me snarling must #depart. Perhaps this is my first lumbar. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Over the horizon I see her my guiding beacon. Flares of pleasant dreams with her, outshining seas of nightmares. The gentle made magic because she's there. The glow lingers through "Morning beloved". Her beauty, her heart push my sail to #conquer the waves keeping us apart. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Hands clasped with love I pray for blessings abundant to him. However, I pray for one ill. When destiny knocked on his door bearing flowers for him, a question plagues him. "What if I welcomed her in?" Regret of the one who got away. A haunting he will never #conquer. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

While still bleeding on the floor full of shadows, locked in by the unlocking I chose, she came. Candle in her hand I cannot, in this winter, follow. "I can be #patient" I fear her patience would be a knife in her heart twisting clockwise waiting for my own knives to drop. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

Perhaps I did mistake the man who brought me to the depths of hell and walked away for a prayer answered. Perhaps if what I endured were prophesized I would not be his believer. Perhaps I was too #patient. Perhaps he was right, my love for him was a disease needing a cure. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

She's my artist, bringing color, beauty to my world, drawing lines none has had the thought to and I the poet bringing meaning, depth to her beauty, her craft. She turned my heart #unabashed to speak fluently our secret ancient dialect. She's my muse giving me my shield. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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Madonna Gein @madonnagein.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

In my diary I write to Ares as if his oceans may rest on the pages one day. Each stroke of ink imbues #unabashed truths, preparations for another mission to Mars. Perhaps now I write in the shade until my heart knows he will never welcome me beyond the launchpad and stalls. #poetry #vss365 #writing

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