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Really different... just call me... please... I dont think in this life... we are met... but thst that doesn't mean I don't care... you are the sweetest person I have ever met...

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 22h

Ellie... yes I have made mistakes, im struggling call my mom... she and I had a really good talk yesterday I am fighting my opiate addiction... im doing this without help.. sorry alcohol gets the creepy crawling skin thing... im not you... I fight... and fight..just... girl.. I want you happy... we

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Welp, jeep just started acting up, im sick as hell, wow... when it rains it pours...

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

What i want... and need to have someone hold me.. to the shit I do... right now... I see me.. and... yeah unless youve been there....its the rear view mirror..

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Babe... give me time, you do everything in absolutes.... black and white... im grey... give me time... finding my path.. we are gonna take a brake. Need that... you say no.. ill deal...

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Fucking hate being on the other side of the damned country.. from friends and fam.... but... I made this choice...

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Well, its another day... yay... still trying to figure out things... opioid withdrawal is hell... it doesnt kill you.. you just wanna die .. alcohol withdrawal can kill you... grrr

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Those that shine... usually dont know they do... and they burn brighter and fast...and gone...

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Well I am a... a fairy crossed with a Tasmania devil... im a hand full...

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Aly... miss seeing you here... but im not in here all the time...

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kelso ⛵️ ($0/$2k) @arynnkelso.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Phone is dying and I need $60 to have service again and my back is killing me so I’ll be back to check in when I can

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Tom Walsh @tewalsh340.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

May call later, dont know... might actually be coming home for a minute... moms house... auburn... maybe... might be another 6 months also...

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Don't know alot about anything... gah... just another bad decision in a long line of bad decisions...

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Im ok, I just dont know, how, or if I want to try and fix this. Ellie deals in absolutes... Black and white, no real gray... I do that when I was alpha alpha male... didnt work out... crap... I dont know my friend, I really dont...

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Weird... was actually thinking of texting you about 20 minutes ago

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Got a notification of text messages, and really was hoping it was her... but no, bank alert...

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PGincville @pg4gcm.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I fully support each and every person having the full opportunity to be themselves. Love is love.

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

You take care of yourself, ok? Im glad you texted me back, but probably not gonna happen again.

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

It was a moment of weakness Ellie, I didnt have anymore after you hung up, and I dumped it out.

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Don't know if she'll ever talk to me again... and I cant blame her, all I can do is miss her...

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

And now, I truly am alone again... Why, do i do this? I dont know...

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

At least I didnt lie about falling off... and yes I self destruct... nobody beats me up like I do.... And, im just going to have to keep moving forward... I did hurt someone I truly care for, and that I dont think ill ever be able to fix that... And for that, I am sorry...

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Ellie, dont delete your account, only way you'll be able to see me i think...

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Last night I vented, just venting, and then I went home and went to bed, after my mom called to see what I was doing...

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Numb, I'm just numb, I'm tired, and well, dont know how I feel anymore, dont want to right now... I made a mistake, I cant fix this, so, I guess I just soldier on, alone, again... I'm good doing that... dont get a choice about it..

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I know you wont talk to me, im sorry, im not asking for forgiveness and not asking to be taken back. I messed up, ill deal with the consequences. Take care of yourself. Thats all im going to be doing..

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Sorry Ellie, I dont know when ill be around, I still have some things at your place. I dont know...

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Think im depressed today. I dont know, I am lost, im tired, and I just dont know what im supposed to be doing with my life....

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Mad May, 🏴‍☠️the Empress of Jupiter in Exile!!! @madmay.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Welp, I fell off the wagon, and lost my girlfriend... Taking today off to figure some things out. Well, it was fun, I'll miss her.

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