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Snew 🌞 @snewdraws.net · 29/12/2025

nurture your fragile self, don't neglect her, she holds the seed of compassion and ability to heal.

A vent illustration of an anthropomorphic cat girl comforting her inner child with words of affirmation. She gently combs her hair while saying

"You are safe, even though your heart is hurting.
You were a kind child in a confusing world.
You are not foolish for wanting to be understood.
You are not bad for wanting honesty, kindness and safety.
Even though something precious was lost, you are still whole.
Being discarded does not mean you are disposable.
Your feelings are real, even if they were denied.
Your care was real, even if it was erased.
I see how much you loved.
I see how deeply you tried.
I am here with you now, and I will not leave.
You didn't fail - you survived."

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 01/01/2026

You’re a bit far away though I cried through midnight so I doubt that would be fun to deal with 🥲

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 05/11/2025

I love OIDC. It’s honestly amazing. So amazing in fact, the dinosaurs should have been authenticating out of their eggs with it. Genuinely one of the best things I’ve ever worked with in my home lab

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 24/10/2025

Praising me and also using me in any way they deem fit while loving me unconditionally

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 24/10/2025

High key wanna be degraded by someone as they strip away any semblance of autonomy and transform me into their house pet removing all responsibilities and be so brainwashed that I become nothing but a dumb dog who doesnt understand words and only is capable of inferring intent by tone in their voice

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 24/10/2025

IAC goes hard when you can (after several days an hours of work) can deploy an entire cluster of k8s worker and control nodes in 8 minutes and 39 seconds

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Tansy 🔞 🔜 Furpocalypse AA! @tansy.bsky.social · 08/10/2025

I will have these big 3” button pins for the real abortion lovers out there at my Artist Alley table at Furpocalypse :)! A portion of the proceeds will be donated to abortionfunds.org 💕

A big button pin design of my plushie puppy comfort sona Patches throwing his paws in the air and yelling I LOVE ABORTIONS against a pastel rainbow background!

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 04/10/2025

I just wanna be a dog. Pet and cuddled and brushed and loved on

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 25/09/2025

Think you can please me? Think again. I can handle 34 inches

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 20/09/2025

Having conservative family is exhausting One minute “we love you and support you and want you to be happy” The next their supporting, praising, voting and mourning for things that all actively tell me they hate me

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 17/09/2025

Router: Fortinet FG-60F Core Switch: Cisco Nexus N9KC 9396 w/12 Port 40Gbps expansion card Leaf switches: Juniper EX3400, Cisco Catalyst 3850 APs: 2x Rukus R710s

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 17/09/2025

Computer is a VRTX chassis with 4x M630 machines rocking 192GB of ram Storage is a super micro 36 bay server (got an old E5 V2 in it which is wild) Working to get networking handled so that we can start bringing the stack online in the coming weeks

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 17/09/2025

Whoops disappeared for a bit. Anywho, latest nerdy tech stuff I’ve been working on. New rack in the basement and power monitoring on high-amp circuits in the house to better watch electricity usage. Especially with the power company installing a smart meter. Gotta keep them honest! #homelab

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 13/09/2025

I’m glad to have been able to help you feel more fem and show you the beautiful woman that you are! I love you

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 13/09/2025

I hate feeling like I’ve let myself be taken advantage of and now needing to put my foot down but having no idea how to go about it without potentially hurting someone in the process 😔

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 09/09/2025

I think genuinely I have hit a point of such intense ADHD burnout that I just don’t know what else to do. I’m always tired, I’m depressed, and anxious because I feel like I’m not doing enough. I’ve been living with my phone on DND for a couple of days because I’m so overwhelmed by it all 😔

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 07/09/2025

got a new rack today for upstairs to handle networking, video and some other silly things. Will probably rearrange this at some point a little but haven't fully decided yet

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 31/08/2025

It’s whatever. It’s probably what I get for putting myself into a situation I knew I wouldn’t enjoy. Just gotta listen to my gut more is all.

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 31/08/2025

Having to defend my girlfriend because some said she was “shitty” for attending a party I wasn’t invited to and then being pushed over and over to do something that I stated I didn’t want to do more than once. Nice. Good night MP.

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 31/08/2025

By his grace, my prostate was developed 📸 @v1p3rhax.com

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 30/08/2025

4 hours… 20 minutes… Can we not figure this nonsense out in 2025? Say it with me… Digital passes

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 29/08/2025

How to find me at @megaplexcon.org I’m queer, I’m a dog. I will bite and bark. I’ll probably be wandering around with my wolfie being silly Come say hi ⚠️ Overstimulated easily so be gentle Looking forward to the fun! 💙

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 29/08/2025

The feeling of being filled with enough girl for the week 🤤 But now I’m feral and ready for MP

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 29/08/2025

Literally a typo IN THE DAMN POST TITLE!!! Ahhhhhh I’m gonna die. Whatever enjoy anyways

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 29/08/2025

First post is up right before AC. Also fixed a bunch of spelling errors and made some minor adjustments. Updated to the latest Hugo version.. All the goodies! Enjoy! estradiol.dog/posts/2025/0...

estradiol.dog

What got this dark woofing and barking at servers - estradiol.dog

A deeper introduction to what's going on here and how I got my start home labbing which subsequently led to me having a job working full-time as a data center tech

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 28/08/2025

I missing you too baby girl! I’m gonna see you soon! I love you

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 27/08/2025

Anyone else ever think about licking the Southwest emblem on the wall of the airplane?

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 25/08/2025

It’s a sad day to learn that if you register a domain with @cloudflare.social you can’t change the authoritative DNS server. So you have to transfer your domain out and then change it. Honestly, I get it. But also, that’s so fucking stupid

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 24/08/2025

Good to know! I just set an allow all rule for the time being as I do intent to set stricter ACLs in the future

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 24/08/2025

This is getting a bit addicting 😅

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 23/08/2025

Spent a good hour troubleshooting connectivity issues on my tailnet. Well I did a small bit of experimenting with Tailscale ACLs before. After testing, I reverted my changes. No traffic over tailnet. Well if you set, then try to revert ACLs at all, you basically doom yourself to having to set ACLs

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 23/08/2025

Deploy Kubernetes.... Well there has to be an easier way to deploy this that reduces my risk of fucking up the K8s stack.... Deploy Rancher..... well now I need 4 VMs to support this deploy… It’s been a long night if you can’t tell 😂

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 23/08/2025

For some more context My brain went down a rabbit hole tonight Deploy DNS both internal and my own public authoritative for my domains.. well I should have monitoring in case of an attack.. Deploy monitoring.. Well I wanted to run Kubernetes for containers (where the monitoring software will be)..

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 23/08/2025

I’m probably way too tired to figure this out, but custom DNS servers located on my Tailnet just won’t resolve for some reason. My guess is it has to do with some sort of IP range configuration that’s not quite right

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 23/08/2025

well my first k8s cluster is up. No apps yet but hey that's pretty nifty

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 21/08/2025

today I learned that my ISP doesn't hand out v6 addresses to residential customers which kinda sucks

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Maddi 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @estradiol.dog · 20/08/2025

Note: not suicidal, just sad and lonely I don’t think most of the individuals I consider friends would notice if I just disappeared tbh

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