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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 5h

My rage directed towards something else was enough to make me a bit more functional today. Whatever it takes, I suppose. My head is still pounding.

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 22h

I dont know how else to put it. This shit fucking sucks. He just turned 3. Im so heartbroken Ive just been in bed since I got home yesterday. I just. Miss him. Badly. He shouldve been being a fucking shithead on his birthday. Not hooked up to random shit and being monitored.

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

You may have seen on Viv's bsky that my cat's kidneys are failing. It's true. Ive been in the ER with him since I got off of work at 7 am. Its almost 2 pm now. I had to make the impossible choice to have him euthanized today. It was either that or...

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Yes, ma'am, the minimum wage gas station clerk is the reason your card isn't swiping. Totally couldn't possibly be that you need a new card. Not at all.

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Triple-Q @triple-q.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

...OR GIVING A MONKEY A SHOWER

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Jojo's being picked up by Netflix was such a fucking curse bro. Why did HE of ALL PEOPLE have to fucking produce the ED?

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Amorous Ursidae @amorous-ursidae.itch.io · 22/09/2026

Ovine Replica was released on itch.io on this day, 6 years ago. Both Ovine Replica and Ursine Science made their debut on Steam on this day, 3 years ago. Get one for free, and the other for 90% off in celebration. store.steampowered.com/app/2490820/... store.steampowered.com/app/2505180/...

Ovine Replica (Windows/Mac/Steam OS): Free
Ursine Science (Windows/Mac/Steam OS): Was $14.99, now $1.49 at -90%)

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apparition of arden👻 @wakingnaturally.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

really good post that i really need everyone to absorb

tumblr text post by spiribia: I think it's fine if somebody describes a piece of media as life changing and earth shattering and bone shaking and it doesn't do much for you. I don't think the person who said that owes you an apology or anything. that's just the nature of people being different people

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Trudi Castle @trudicastle.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

As a kid, my fave side mission in Link’s Awakening was the ghost following you who wanted to see its old house, only to feel sad and ask to be taken to its grave. It’s so bittersweet! ❤️

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

I DONT FUCKING WANT SOFTLY IMPLIED CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT I WANT KIKI TO KEEP HAVING HER TALKING KITTY CAT ):<

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

dude i went from hesitant about the idea of the oot remake to straight up excited as fuck. I am SO HAPPY about most of what i saw. Voice acting is..... goofy. I am also not a fan of link being overdetailed, but otherwise? This looks fucking fantastic Im so excited.

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

vivi had me watch rocky horror last night because of the passing of tim curry (rest in peace) + apparently it's baffling that i specifically haven't seen it. (fun fact about that in the replies LOL) i liked it.... but i didnt? genuinely the most confused i've felt about a film in a long time.

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Keeping this as my debug text. IMMEDIATE jumpscare into knowing I fucked up something while also making it funny.

A debug room for my video game "Low Tide"

The speaker says "GHOST OF DEVELOPMENT'S PAST" and the text says "hello iki why you stinky".

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pinky @tanookitalez.com · 24/08/2026

reunion

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

oh my god i havw myself fucking tearing up over an entirely optional planned npc in iris's game aaauuukgjgvgghhhhhh

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🪻Hot Chip Fingers (18+) @hotchipfingers.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

[AU, NOT CANON] Doodles of Lavender X Iris, a character by @maddblamma.bsky.social Drew these a while back when Maddy asked me how Lav would react if Iris told her to stop yapping bc her hair was glistening by the sun's rays.

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

OKAY I GUESS MY HANDS RANDOMLY GOT THE BARRE CHORD DLC. I EVEN MOVED RANDOM SHAPES AROUND THE NECK. WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK? I HAVENT EVEN BEEN PRACTICING THEM. HOW????

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Alex @axmdoes.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

I have been circling this woman in my beain ever since initially conceptualizing her story. Progress on the story? Next to none, other than a bunch of descriptors of the tone I want + what the emotional climax of the stort will be. But. I have continually grown more fascinated with this art woman.

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

FAST FORWARD NEARLY 2 MONTHS LATER AND A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE HELPED ME EXCAVATE MORE CONCEPT STUFF!!!!!

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

Forgot to elaborate. So. Have you ever had frayed pants and just had strings hang around near your shoes and it was totally fucking annoying?? A trick I learned was that you can light a small flame to quickly burn it without yanking it or cutting it. 1/3

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

Remembering the time at like 15 or 16 I accidentally lit my pant leg on fire. 💀

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

ok we back i had to stop at round 24 on mob of the dead earlier but the ancient instincts are kicking back in. i made so many ridiculous saves in the span of roughly an hour, and I really wish I recorded more than just a moment where my hands escaped me for 5 seconds and I shot at nothing LMAO

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

I was thinking about it and I think I know what's missing from the 2020s that I really enjoyed. Monoculture. It's not the greatest thing ever, but at the VERY LEAST everyone having the same TV channels and so on lead to everyone being able to have a conversation with anyone about new and old stars.

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

I love my cat but he's such an ass sometimes. Can't believe he broke wife's Glaggle Mug. SMFH.

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PEAR哥 @peargor.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

Graves Deadlock

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

I am waiting on a blood draw rn. Had to fast for 12h. This waiting room couch looking mighty tasty rn....

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Madipup @madipup.art · 28/07/2026

Magma Monday DELTARUNE EDITION ❤️

Deltarune characters drawn on an art board feat. art by EmpoleonNerd, EchotheThird, LilGremlinGuy, Alves, and me!

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Madipup @madipup.art · 21/07/2026

Thank you to everyone who drew with me today! I'm going to be doing these every Monday! See you next stream! 🩵

A bunch of drawings that me and my viewers made during stream.

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

I really wanna smack my teenage self for ever getting her hands on cigarettes. Why the fuck is my brain craving this shit. Absolutely fucking not ma'am you have a history of a blood clot now AAAAAA

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

Oh my GOD I am terrible at FPS games nowadays. ESPECIALLY on console. Any tips?? Ive been paying a bit more attention to my minimap and where my teammates die so I can get indicators as to where the enemies are. I pre aim corners, take it slow, and Im still fuckin dying every 5 seconds. Its INSANE.

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🪻Hot Chip Fingers (18+) @hotchipfingers.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

@maddblamma.bsky.social 's Lavender 2.0 has hit the Black Ops 2

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🪻Hot Chip Fingers (18+) @hotchipfingers.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

@maddblamma.bsky.social playing Black Ops 2 and thas Lavender

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

I love how Ashen took a lot out of me but like. A little over two weeks later and I'm back at it again. Lmfao.

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

I already have a new story idea brewing. Due to it's nature I have a feeling it'll be fairly longer than Ashen Snow, but now that I've finished a project like this once, I know how to approach this one more effectively.

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

i made some bulllllllshit last night for shits and giggles. maddblamma.itch.io/basil-killer

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 03/07/2026

Maybe a scalding shower + random Sleep Token tracks playing on my phone are the new meta? I feel 15% more human again lmfao

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

named my dq3 party after me, vivi, lavender gin, and cinder. the entire damn party is gay transgender women. incredible.

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Madison Helena 💜🖤 @maddblamma.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

So, Deltarune. Chapter 5 weird route actually made me feel physically sick and I mean that in the most positive way ever. If I had that fever dream I'd chase learning how to make games just to make it a reality too. That shit is so fucking disturbed, I love it.

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