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Kenz🌈

@mackenzi.bsky.social
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28. She/her. Gaylor. NICU nurse. Book lover. 🏳️‍🌈 I’ll build you a fort on some planet where they can all understand it

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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 09/08/2025
This has been the hardest month of my life and I really am standing on a cliffside screaming give me a reason, and I think about jumping off very tall somethings, and I drove my car to the lookout could’ve followed my fears all the way down. This is a joke.
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 27/02/2025
I stupidly agreed to go on a three day cruise this weekend with my family and I’m regretting it. I hate being around a lot of people. I’m afraid of getting sick. I lowkey have social anxiety and I just really don’t want to go. And no one understands it. I wish I said no.
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 18/02/2025
What if I’m just cosmic dust? Put me in a metal box that’s bound to rust Shoot me into space and leave me to combust Return to earth and just dissolve into its crust Well I was born all by myself It’s not unlikely that I’ll die that way as well
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 15/02/2025
Me all day watching peoples valentines stories and posts: ew love
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Melissa Stewart @lissajostewart.bsky.social · 02/02/2025
I spent years fighting my way out of fundamentalism, just for fundamentalism to take over the country. I haven’t felt like this in years. I don’t want to do this again.
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 19/01/2025
I went a hot girl outdoor walk today for the first time in probably years. I’m eating healthy. I’m feeling lighter in my body. I know weight loss is a touchy subject but I was inactive and not taking care of myself and now I am and regardless of the weight that comes off I am so proud of myself
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 19/01/2025
Because of TikTok I realized I liked girls, I found my love of reading again, and became a gaylor. Fuck the United States government.
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 16/01/2025
This changes daily
My TTPD song ranking
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 16/01/2025
I got a Daisy award at work and my gaylor brain is just loving it lol
A picture of a daisy award
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 12/01/2025
I’m taking care of my health so much better this year and I feel so good and excited for myself and I’m starting a new job I feel so good about but then I remember the reality of what could happen with my rights and future and it feels pointless
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 31/12/2024
Do I have a social life? Nope.
A screenshot of me completing my StoryGraph reading goal of 450 books and 175,000 pages
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 19/12/2024
I’m obsessed with Travis and Ross
Taylor standing next to Travis and Ross
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 19/12/2024
Her fuckass filter wasn’t on the pics soooooo
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 13/12/2024
I think about jumping off very tall somethings
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 13/12/2024
I think my nursing career would be worth it if one day I was taking care of preemies and Taylor swift showed up
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 11/12/2024
To evermore, my beloved
Evermore album ranking
Evermore
Tolerate it
Ivy
Cowboy like me
It’s time to go
Right where you left me
Champagne problems
Tis the damn season
Gold rush
Dorothea
Willow
Marjorie
Long story short
Happiness
Coney Island
Closure
No body no crime
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girl pisser @wideeyedgayz.bsky.social · 09/12/2024
i had the time of my life calling taylor swift gay on the internet with you
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 07/12/2024
She did the lesbian sign again
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 05/12/2024
2024- I Look in People’s Windows (Taylor Swift) 2023- bad idea right? (Olivia Rodrigo) 2022- Dress (Taylor Swift) 2021- Met Him Last Night (Demi Lovato feat. Ariana Grande) 2020- Hard to Say Goodbye (Ekali, Illenium)
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 05/12/2024
And, god, how dare I think of choosing here to die? Cause then I’m just a problem you have to take outside….you’re nothing but a guy. You don’t like it when I cry, you would break me if you tried. And you will because I dared to be alive.
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 05/12/2024
My top song I look in people’s windows
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 30/11/2024
it was legendary… it was momentary… it was unnecessary… should’ve let it stay buried
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 30/11/2024
Halsey’s new album speaks to me in ways I’ve never been spoken to before
My November recap
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 28/11/2024
I had my first situationship with a woman this year (I’ve only been out for a couple years and haven’t really put myself out there) and I have such mixed feelings about it bc the situation we were in was so complicated that I had to go no contact but the feelings were so magical
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 28/11/2024
Got me thinking she’s so cool
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 24/11/2024
I look in people’s windows like I’m some deranged weirdo
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 24/11/2024
It’s happening again you’re losing me
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 23/11/2024
And it’s not theirs to speculate if it’s wrong and your hands are tough but they are where mine belong and I’ll fight their doubt and give you faith with this song for you. They can’t take what’s ours. The stakes are high. The waters rough. But this love is ours.
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 23/11/2024
People throw rocks at things that shine when the first stones thrown they’re screaming in the streets there’s a raging riot when it’s burn the bitch they’re shrieking when the truth comes out it’s quiet it’s so quiet but they can’t take what’s ours.
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Melissa Stewart @lissajostewart.bsky.social · 23/11/2024
It’s almost like we WANT our queerness to be seen without being forced to make a goddamn announcement as if it’s 1997 and we’re Ellen DeGeneres.
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 23/11/2024
Like do you believe her now??????
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 23/11/2024
THAT KILLED ME
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 21/11/2024
When you intubate a baby an hour into your shift and then the baby’s fine a few hours later and goes back to its mom and then a few hours later you admit another baby and you leave work an hour late. I’m so tired of nursing.
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 19/11/2024
Hahah going through some of my old tweets before I deactivated and I loved this one from baby gay me
And old tweet saying “me thinking I was straight on lesbian tiktok” with a picture of Taylor swift from the bejeweled music video saying “nice!”
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 19/11/2024
I literally almost jumped off a very tall something with how bad my cramps were today.
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 18/11/2024
Spell your name with Taylor Swift songs Mine Afterglow Call it what you want King of my heart Enchanted New Year’s Day lavender haZe Ivy
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 18/11/2024
I’m so afraid I’ve sealed my fate no signs of soul mates
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 17/11/2024
You say I don’t understand I say I know you don’t.
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co 💘🫧🌈 @cowboylikeco.bsky.social · 17/11/2024
the rest of the world was black & white, but we were in screaming color… and i remember thinking are we out of the woods yet? wonder if you regret the secret of us?
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 17/11/2024
Yeah you can face this you’re on your own kid you always have been long story short I survived
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kels💘🍉 @handle.invalid · 17/11/2024
Me when I’m in screaming color
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 17/11/2024
The secret of us 🩷🤍🧡
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 17/11/2024
I love surprise song time
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 16/11/2024
I just applied to be a nursing instructor and I’m going part time at my NICU job so hopefully I don’t want to die as much next year
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 16/11/2024
I’m just so grateful for this community. I figured out I liked women after an awful 4.5 year relationship with a man and I found out about gaylor and all her songs started to make so much more sense and I didn’t interact much but I just saw a community I related to and wanted to be like
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 16/11/2024
Evermore best song ever written
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 16/11/2024
She sang “she is the best thing that’s ever been mine” without the “you said”
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 16/11/2024
Gay gay gay
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 14/11/2024
She looks around the room innocently overlooks the truth shouldn’t a light go on doesn’t she know I’ve had her memorized for so long
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Kenz🌈 @mackenzi.bsky.social · 14/11/2024
I’ve never needed a shift over more than I do right now. Nursing is killing me.
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