The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 06/07/2026I wish I could just kms but I’m too much of a coward to do it and I’m worried it would be the wrong choice 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 04/07/2026im so sick of not being important to anyone why am i so disposable what am i doing wrong 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 04/07/2026i hope i can find someone who can love me they way i need to be loved soon cause i actually don't know how much longer i can wait 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 04/07/2026i feel like if someone isn't completely unhealthily obsessed with me i will no longer be able to convince myself that they actually love me and wont leave me that's why i crave to be imprisoned in someones love its the only way for me to feel loved at all anymore 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 04/07/2026i had a dream where i had a stalker but he was so kind and gentle towards me and i actually found him kind of attractive too (even if basic) and even tho i was scared of him in the dream i miss him now... i wish i had that guy in my life irl i know its bad and toxic but i want him so badly 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 09/06/2026all i've ever wanted was love only love why is it being withheld from me so harshly what am i doing wrong 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 09/06/2026If abandonment is so prominent in my life, maybe I should just abandon me as well. 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 06/04/2026Im a looser, man… im a complete fucking loner…. Maybe I should just finally accept that. 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 18/03/2026I have more fuck you you’re never gonna be on my fucking level so don’t even try You don’t love him more than me No one does No one will ever You pretentious pos get the fuck out of my face 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 11/03/2026Incompetent Stupid Smooth brain fucking people I am not speaking in riddles why tf do people not fucking understand what I’m saying ITS NOT THAT HARD 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 11/03/2026I tell a coworker to just tell me the number of the boss person She doesn’t I say again She still doesn’t again She still doesn’t BRO JUST GIVE ME THE FUCKING NUMBER SO I CAN CALL THE BOSS AND KNOW WHERE TF I NEED TO GO TODAY JESUS FUCKING CHRIST WHATS SO HARD ABOUT TELLING ME FUCKING 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 08/03/2026life should be so beautiful so why does it feel like hell 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 08/03/2026im so tired of getting tossed why wont someone just love me why dont i deserve love and care and company why dont anyone gaf about me why dont anyone invite me no one cares i fucking hate my life why am i doomed to be alone im loosing all my friends 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 08/03/2026if you dont want to be my fucking friend anymore just say it istg always saying you enjoy my company so much but doing everything in your power to not hang with me going somewhere you wont even let me join pretending you didnt see my fucking message seriously just fuck yourself 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 08/03/2026atp there is no reason for me to stay awake for so long its not like anyone wants my company or something i should just to to sleep at 6 pm like a fucking child again cause yeah wtf am i even doing all alone over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over 100
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 06/03/2026I kept badly needing to cry and tried to but for some reason I just couldn’t 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 05/03/2026why are the things i say always taken the wrong way no matter how careful i am i should just stfu istg.... how dare i think i could make lighthearted banter without accidentally upsetting someone 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 07/02/2026Im gods sick and twisted experiment He liked tormenting me And I don’t know why What have I done to deserve this Does he want me to be with him so badly that he makes me repent and suffer for my sins already before I die ? Do I keep disappointing him ? I’m sorry father I’m trying Have mercy 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 07/02/2026Can’t even pleasure myself without crying afterwards I’m just using myself the same way everyone else used me Is that truly all I’m good for ? Is the only thing worthy about me truly just my reproductive organ. If that’s the case please just let me die 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 07/02/2026I hate it when people claim they care but all their actions speak the complete opposite You’re brushing me off when I genuinely speak the truth of my heart and let you know about the war raging in my mind You don’t care You’re heartless And it would hurt less if you’d at least be honest about it 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 07/02/2026My head felt so much like it was gonna collapse in my sleep but no Sadly it didn’t I still woke up 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 16/07/2025i wjust want to die i dont wanna do this anymore over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again and again and again and again and again and again and again BP HÜFNHÜTHBUTNBFGBÖFGÄ GFDÄOJNVIFPINVÜÜFNDFOMPHCPDNFBÜGNBOFIJ;PZÖJvhicCÖZCVF ZÖPD BFVB DFVB VÜB FVÜ FV VÜRG Ü ÜG 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 16/07/2025i always get way too attached but no one wants to keep me i always end up being tossed away and replaced by something better Im only ever a placeholder no one will ever love me the same way i love maybe i should just die if no one ever truly wants me i should just kill myself 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 09/07/2025"I miss him" Not as much as me fuck you i miss him more than you i love him more than you ya'll drop him for others ya'll only want him one way ya'll could never compete with my love for him i will always love him infinitely more than you hes mine fuck off 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 09/07/2025you got enough people in your corner enough people caring for only you you're not gonna get her you're not gonna take her from me she will stay in my corner and only mine !! fuck you istfg stop pretending like you're close with her you're not she's mine. 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 10/06/2025I want to crush my skull I want to bang my head against the wall until I’m dead I desperately hope that my current awful mindset is just a sign that I’m getting my period soon and not that it’s my mental health declining again. I don’t want a new therapist I can never trust them ever again. 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 06/04/2025I just want to be someones nr. 1 no doubts just complete reassurance that they don't care about anyone but me this is a selfish thought but i want it i'm sick of never being anyone's absolute priority i just want to be someones only one 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 06/04/2025I hate always feeling like I'm in a competition I just want to finally be able to rest and not doubt everything i do and every relationship I'm in Why do people just get gifted love but i have to fight for it... 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 31/03/2025I wish I’ve been wearing a chastity belt my whole life. Sadly tho my parents didn’t care about me or my purity and didn’t even try monitoring me properly. If I would’ve had just a bit more controlling parents, maybe I wouldn’t feel as shitty now… Everything could’ve been prevented… 010
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 26/03/2025I want to bang my fists against the desk until I break my fingers I want to bash my head into the wall until my skull is broken I want to rip out my intestines and maybe then I can finally forget how shitty my life as been. 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 26/03/2025My brothers make me want to kill the entirety of the male population I wish I could’ve had these cliché brothers who actually wanted to keep me safe and not the disgusting pieces of shit I have as brothers who view their own sisters as sex objects 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 25/03/2025fuck you for achieving something i've been trying to achieve for so long now by just blindly following the trends and loosing your true passion but hey at least i stay true to myself 030
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 25/03/2025I hate it when people do something not because they genuinely enjoy it with all their heart but only to get the favor of others while in the process easily just leaving behind the people that support their actual passions. 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 25/03/2025I'm always way too angry at things i shouldn't care about 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 16/02/2025Please kill me Just kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 16/02/2025People will always be so fucking bias, so I feel like I am never even given a chance and will never even be given a chance, because I am not as well known or successful as the others. I guess I don’t deserve to be part of something bigger. I don’t deserve recognition. Why ? I don’t know… 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 16/02/2025I could stir so much drama, with the thoughts that have been destroying me mentally, but why should I… I know that I’d be in the wrong. I’d be wrong in a „who tf do you think you are“ kind of way. It’s a concerning thought to have, that maybe one day I will just crash out and loose my self control. 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 16/02/2025I could have been friends with these people, but they were just taken away from me by the group that don't want me amid their circle and the door was slammed shut right in front of me. 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 15/02/2025I always feel so threatened, when I’m confronted with people that are better than me, in anything I like to do. I’d say I don’t know why, but I feel like it’s because of the bullying I endured at school and the fact that I was the glass child of my family. Everyone just seemed to be more important ⬇️ 100
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 14/02/2025I don’t wanna die… I just wish I never even existed in the first place. 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 14/02/2025I feel like I should go to a clinic again, this is only going downhill right now… but they didn’t help at all last time and I doubt that anything would change in a second try… so I don’t want to try that shit again… I mean wtf are they even supposed to do… I’m unsalvageable… 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 14/02/2025I wanna trash my entire room, I wanna scream and cry at God and the World about my pain. How unfairly I've been and still am being treated my entire life. I wanna wreck everything around me and then myself to the point of 0 recognition. I hate it here. I HATE it. I HATE IT SO FUCKING MUCH ! 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 14/02/2025People should really stop promising me shit, if they aren't ever gonna actually fucking keep it. 000
The lonesome @lyreflower.bsky.social · 14/02/2025I'm nothing. I'm nobody. I am such a waste of a human vessel. When will i finally get to be happy... 000
