iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

Kinna crazy to think I've only managed to draw three things this year... I keep hoping whatever this state I'm in will pass but it seems the only thing passing is time.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 23/01/2026

It absolutely can be! I think it's referred to as Internal family systems therapy but the simplified idea is personifying aspects or parts of yourself and learning to understand and love/respect each part. A lot of my characters were made to deal with different parts of myself.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 17/01/2026

Always enjoy hanging out with ya! <3

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 20/12/2025

After reflecting a lot on the past year or so, it's probably time for me to start culling back my friends lists. If you want to know why or worried if you might be removed, just contact me.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 18/12/2025

I feel like I've seen a rise of situations where an individual's life was negatively affected because external entities such as a PC repair shop, government agency, family, or even other community members gained access to personal information through one's phone, PC, or social media accounts.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 18/12/2025

I may go into this in more depth later but seriously, we need to be mindful of what information we give away and allow others access to. While parts of our communities are growing to be more accepting and understanding, the same can't be said about the platforms we use or society we're in.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 02/12/2025

I love the game and wouldn't have minded picking up some scented candles... but we're talking $120 USD for 3, 10oz candles. $40 for a 10oz candle is pretty crazy considering you can get a 9oz candle from them for $24... or a 22oz candle from Yankee Candle for $34....

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 02/12/2025

Hah! The Valheim scented candle set priced at $120 USD were so poorly received, they removed all the reviews outside of two obvious bots and pulled them from the market. XP

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 30/11/2025

I've encountered this kind of insecurity a lot lately and feel I should start making more of an effort to confront it. If you're wrong, it's ok. Just admit it. People won't think less of you for it and if they do, they're not the kind of people you should be surrounding yourself with to begin with.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 30/11/2025

At the end of the day, it doesn't really matter that they were wrong. The thing that matters to me is the fact people would rather choose to spread misinformation than accept that they could be wrong, even when consequences of admitting being wrong are negligible or even beneficial to them.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 30/11/2025

Instead of acknowledging this obvious fault in their assertion, they instead said 'Trust me bro, I did a lot of research and other people agreed with me.' while providing no actual evidence to support their claim.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 30/11/2025

Considering that Gridiron Football (American Football) is based on both England's Rugby Football and Association Football (Soccer), logic dictates that the US wasn't first on that one; that's ignoring the fact there were multiple games of Football played in England during the Middle Ages...

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 30/11/2025

It always amazes me how much people will simply refuse to say 'I was wrong'. :P Had an interesting conversation on whether American Football being called Football predated European's using the term Football. This person insisted that the American's use of Football came first...

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 15/11/2025

Your expressive art is some of my favorite! You're really good at capturing emotions and feelings and honestly, I like seeing art that's not always happy. It's one of the reasons why I asked for angry eyes on my fursuit. There's other emotions besides happy and it's important they're expressed too!

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 06/11/2025

Ooof, do take it easy! I hope it heals up quickly. You can still have a good time at the convention, just gotta find activities to do that won't put stress on your achilles and keep you off your feet. If walking's too difficult though, I wouldn't push it. :(

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 30/10/2025

Ah darn. Well, if we wanted to try to find another way to do the work out, I'd be down! I'm sure there's a few gyms on Second Life...

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 30/10/2025

Leaked footage from the VRChat maintenance team...

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 30/10/2025

There's a number of friends I'd love to have a sorta book/art/photo club with but I'm struggling to find the platform that makes sense to do it on. Discord's probably the most promising option but I've already had to cut out 40+ Discord channels I was inactive on... Would rather not make another...

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 30/10/2025

Working with or along others that I'm comfortable with is rewarding regardless of whether or not I finish something. I could get entirely distracted but get to indulge in sharing ideas and passions which can be inspiring in and of itself.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 30/10/2025

I need to find ways of doing creative things with people again. On my own, I've been struggling to be productive or feel motivated to do anything lately. I think it's because the 'reward' or 'payoff' of my work only comes once I've finished something... which makes starting even more stressful.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 28/10/2025

I can relate to that, been having a similar struggle. It's taken me 4+ hours just to get one thing sketched lately. Are you feeling like what your drawing just isn't living up to your normal standards or is there something else?

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 21/10/2025

I got overwhelmed in the past when I tried, but Tweetdeck (back when Twitter wasn't garbage) made managing multiple accounts possible! I just haven't found any replacement for it sadly.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 21/10/2025

I guess this mainly comes from feeling that I have so many interests and talents, I hate to only ever showcase or feel obligated to do one of them. And yes, I did make that pun in the previous post.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 21/10/2025

Sometimes I wonder if I shouldn't have separate accounts for things like photography and music. On one hand it makes sense because people who come for my art are less interested in those things... On the other hand, I'd then have multiple social media accounts to manage... :P

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 18/10/2025

And I'll just stick a few of the more personal photos from the trip here. Fursuit photos courtesy of Adryx! <3

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 17/10/2025

Yeah, pretty much the same reason why I didn't bring Luthor the last time I was at FC. I didn't like the idea of wearing or lugging my suit 5 blocks away... and figuring out the logistics of getting a shower/storing him at someone else's room was troublesome.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 14/10/2025

It's actually a dakimakura cover that AnimalShapes had made. :D

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 14/10/2025

Choices were made!!! Honestly, it's pretty darn hot. It's the kind of heat that leaves your mouth tingly and numb... No hiccups from me though. Flavor-wise, it's not my favorite. A bit vinegary, bitter, and lemony

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 14/10/2025

Oh gosh, you did such a wonderful job!! Immediately recognized that stoat! :D

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 02/10/2025

AAAA Same! Looking forward to the next week!! <3

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 01/10/2025

My ass when fawning over characters in anime...

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 30/09/2025

Gaah, that was horribly unpleasant. Went to take out some trash and check something on my truck and when I went to close the front door, felt something rubbery. Tiny tree frog, why did you chose to rest on our doorknob? XD

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 24/09/2025

I like making art, stories, photography, music. I like getting lost in fantasy. I like spending time with others, playing games, gushing about things we're passionate about. I like cleaning, helping others, dressing up... I'm tired of everything seeming to want to take these things from me.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 24/09/2025

I'm tired of all the noise. I'm tired of the mess. I'm tired of the silence. I'm tired of the theatrics. I'm tired of arguing. I'm tired of holding back. I'm tired of being told I'm doing ok when I don't feel ok. I'm tired of my shortcomings... but most of all, I'm tired of not feeling like myself.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 24/09/2025

I struggle with having a personal social media account because if I'm honest, there's a lot of things I want to complain/rant about. No one really wants that, I don't either... but it's been a struggle to muster up the energy to wear a happy mask right now. I'm just tired and fed up with a lot.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 09/09/2025

I can't help but question if what I'm doing is worthwhile or if I should be focusing on something else. Admittedly I think of the lyrics from Schism. 'I know the pieces fit cause I watched them fall away'... but I don't know how to put them back together. I feel pretty scattered.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 09/09/2025

It's hard to explain but I feel both directionless and pulled in too many directions at the same time; overwhelmed by everything yet achieving nothing. There's so much I want to do, but I can't keep up with the things I need to do. It feels so exhausting just to maintain everything.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 08/09/2025

Need to sleep but I had to finish up the last edits on this article explaining what the Furry Fandom is. Haven't gotten to the other two topics yet but I've been putting a lot of work into this. Hard to explain but it just feels important to do, now more than ever. www.zenfetcher.com/furry

zenfetcher.com

Furry Art | Zen Nexus

Zen Nexus - Fluff & Padding, Zen Fetcher!

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 06/09/2025

One of my favorite ferret photos... <3 I will always be envious of how good ferrets are at sleeping and resting.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 04/09/2025

Oh no! I'm sorry to hear, what happened? D:

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 04/09/2025

It's been about 8 weeks since I've started exercising and after ordering a yoga mat, I'm now getting targeted ads for body weights for women. The algorithm proves once again that it does not know what products to advertise me. I do not wish to be a yoga lady... I wish to be a yoga ferret.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 28/08/2025

Why does the world feel the need to be so LOUD? I've been staying up late nights again and I just feel so much more productive with less distractions... No barking dogs, loud vehicles, noisy neighbors... just whatever music I have playing my headset to drown out my thoughts.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 26/08/2025

After way too much time, (roughly 5 days) I have finally finished the images for the updated information section on my website! Oh, right... ....I need to actually fill in all the information.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 25/08/2025

This makes accepting help and gifts difficult, as I don't really feel that I've earned it despite not needing a reason to. On the other hand, giving to others creates a condition to justify receiving these things and rewards the part of me that seeks gratitude and appreciation from others.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 25/08/2025

I tend to place a lot of restraints on myself. I'll deny myself certain pleasures with some form of self-imposed condition that must be met to justify earning it. It can even be as simple as not wanting it enough, so regardless of being able to acquire it, I'll deny myself until I REALLY want it.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 25/08/2025

Been letting my mind wander more lately and one of the topics that popped into my head was masochism... More specifically, am I a masochist? It's weird to figure this sorta thing out this late into the game but I'm starting to realize the answer is yes... not just in regards to sexuality.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 22/08/2025

Shouldn't be awake but actually spent time (too much of it) working on drawing for once. Happy with how this lil' fursuit head came out.

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Luthor @luthorferret.bsky.social · 22/08/2025

It's hard to explain how I feel these days. It's like things are wired in my head differently, yet I'm still trying to run the same 'me' program but on a different OS. I'm caught in this weird liminal space of wanting to hold on to how I was but having to confront no longer being that.

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