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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 13/02/2025

Guess I'll post some art. A while back I announced I was doing a manga based off one of my fanfics, but given my energy level I don't think it will get finished. I'm working to at least finish what I already have. Here's one of the more finished pages from Big Brother.

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 13/02/2025

This burnout thing has been going on for 3 years now, and it only seems to be getting worse. It's stupid how much time and energy it takes for me to even write to someone.

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 13/02/2025

I sat here for over 10 minutes trying to think of something that doesn't sound like moaning. I tried this morning too before giving up. Anhedonia sucks, and autistic burnout is worse. I'm exhausted; It's like my brain has switched off.

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 13/01/2025

I've been wanting to draw Ultra Ego Vegeta as Thanos since Squid Game Season 2 concluded. With that shared manic energy, purple hair, and ear cuff? I mean, come on. 😄 ...Also the actor's rap band was called "BigBang". ❤️

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 01/01/2025

Another version of the animated werewolf painting. Same prompt, but I took the painting into Clip Studio first and gave it a 16:9 aspect ratio. Zoomed in a bit in DaVinci Resolve and added sound (some of the same sounds from the Dragon Ball one I did but with a dog thrown in). Watch your volume.

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 31/12/2024

Used one of my digital paintings for this Ai animation.

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 31/12/2024

I forgot how far this one werewolf went back. The first was a random pen sketch. Later I did a digital painting of it as a pre-plan for an acrylic painting. The 3rd is a 36x24 acrylic painting. Years later I took the photo of it into Photoshop and turned it back into a digital painting.

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 30/12/2024

Feel like sharing more animations. This is a clip from a crude animation/drawing timelapse I put together on Photoshop - and it's about werewolves, of course! 😀 Full video here: www.youtube.com/watch?v=cEOY...

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 30/12/2024

Thanks, Doog! This was a more recent sketch, but I have years of sketchbooks loaded with these...thingies. Lol.

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 30/12/2024

Ai animation of my digital painting "Transition".

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 30/12/2024

I call this one "Transition" (Photoshop painting, 2022). Did an Ai animation of it and was going to post it next to the original, but I can't I guess so I'll do that in a separate post.

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 30/12/2024

I love drawing me some buff Saiyan princes, but emaciated, faceless ghosts are an enduring forte.

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 29/12/2024

I added sound! The Demon Oozaru is a tiger, a grizzly, an alligator, and a horse (I dinked around with the pitches a bit). Of course there are also explosions and fire. Mind your volume, btw. An Ai animation of one the drawings I did for my fanfic "Touketsu".

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 29/12/2024

Thank you.❤️ I gotta say it was pretty exciting to see my drawing instantly come to life, though the outcome is pretty random. I've done some animation with Blender (and I prefer its control), but at the rate it evolves I'll never get a real grasp on it.

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 29/12/2024

I finally tried it. I used Ai to animate one of my drawings. The Demon Oozaru's tail gets wonky, and my prompt caused him to burst into flames, but it looked like it could be ki with some editing. I took it into DaVinci Resolve and applied a sloppy tracking mask to change the color of the fire.

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 29/12/2024

Oh god, exactly this. Though lately this has extended into writing. 😞

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 23/12/2024

Reflecting. The Burning Bridge was my favorite fanfic to write. It reminds me of Christmas. It's when I was wrapping it up, but the Slavic references also make me think of family and holidays. Near the end, I realized one of my OC's was my mom. I miss her. Holiday baking hasn't been as fun since.

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Rena @renaikari.bsky.social · 23/12/2024

Come and sit on this Santa's lap 😏 I hope you've all been naughty 🥰

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Alesshi @alesshi.bsky.social · 22/12/2024

When dad says it's your turn to play with the tamagami #dragonballdaima

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 23/12/2024

Thank you, Doog! ❤️ Red, white, and black is a color scheme I keep returning to.😄

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 22/12/2024

Thanks so much, Rena! 🥰 I do loves me some beaten, bloodied, indomitable Vegeta. 😄

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 22/12/2024

This is how I felt after battling through the last minute Christmas shop traffic. I'm not leaving the house if I can avoid it, not even for the gym. I'll work out at home, thanks.

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 21/12/2024

I drew a demonic aspect of Vegeta called Touketsu Vegeta back in 2006, and a few years ago featured him in a couple fanfics: "Touketsu" and its sequel "The Burning Bridge". I thought he looked a bit like Krampus, so I was inspired to do this. Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays! 🎄

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 20/12/2024

CORRECTION: In my last post I said I've been reviewing fanfics since 2020. I've been reviewing since 2000. Did I mention I'm old and my brain isn't working so great anymore?

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 20/12/2024

I used to give constructive criticism along with my praise, but I tended to be blunt. It's just how I naturally speak. After getting feedback that it was hurtful, I quit. I only give positive feedback now, but I agonize over how it's phrased, and it sucks up my mental energy.

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 20/12/2024

Autistic burnout is a thing. The mental energy is takes to do anything, much less write and interact with people, has become too taxing. And it just keeps getting worse. My mind feels empty. I've been depressed most of my life, and it's gotten nothing on this. This is a special sort of feebleness.

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 20/12/2024

I'm a hypocrite. I made a post encouraging people to comment on others writing and art, but I barely do it myself anymore. Since 2020 up until a couple years ago I reviewed every fanfic, every chapter. I slowly did less and less, because it takes so long for me to formulate my thoughts now.

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 20/12/2024

That is fucking adorable! 🥰 She so captures his personality!

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 20/12/2024

For real. Lately I've been getting tons of "reviews", "notes", and "follows" by a bunch of bots on Fanfiction.net. There are hardly any people engaging with each other anymore, but I'm also at fault for that. I've been so increasingly burnt out I can barely interact now, online or off.

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.｡.:* ☆:**:. 𝓟𝓀 .:**:.☆*.:｡. @psychokisses.bsky.social · 19/12/2024

My sister is working on a new pfp for me, she’s practicing at the moment as she’s never drawn him before but I adore her art style. #Vegeta

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 19/12/2024

OMG I love this! Her style is so cute!!🥰

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 18/12/2024

Bro this is one of several artistic iterations of a vision by St. Bernard of Clairvaux.

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 17/12/2024

"Unbound". Painted this in 2006, oils on canvas board (not a great photo, I know). There are a few I did that look similar - the figures all have hair that turns to yellow flame. I didn't intend it, but I see now that I DEFINITELY subconsciously channeled a Super Saiyan.

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 17/12/2024

For many years I've tried to keep the original art separate from the fanart, but I've always ultimately failed. It's too overwhelming to keep separate personas, and I need simplicity. I'd be a crap super hero (...or Iron Man). I'm going to post my original art here along with my fan stuff.

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 17/12/2024

Anyone out there have so much to say that the moment you attempt to say anything you say nothing at all? Yeah, me too.

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 17/12/2024

I ALWAYS feel that way about art. I have to just quit at some point or go bananas. It's then I'm reminded of the saying, "Art is never finished, only abandoned".

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 16/12/2024

Whether it's original work written by a pro or simply fanfiction, readers PLEASE review! Comment, give feedback, constructive criticism, ENGAGE! We are far too disconnected anymore. Knowing what a person loves about one's work is food for a creator's soul!

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 16/12/2024

Congratulations! It is the best thing to get feedback like this, and it's all too rare nowadays with our hyper-consumption, move, move, move world. Your reader is a great person for taking a little time to leave this solid review for you.

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 14/12/2024

Five likes for that bullshit? It's part of a triptych alterpiece called "Adoration of the Kings" painted between 1450 and 1455 BCE by artist Rogier van der Weyden. He knew what he was doing. It's called foreshadowing.

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 14/12/2024

It was a comic by @renaikari.bsky.social that reminded me that the great Chris Sabat, voice of Vegeta, also voices Zoro of One Piece. I love mashups and crossovers, so this happened. 😄

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 14/12/2024

I do what I can, lol. 😄 Thank you, Rena!🥰

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 13/12/2024

At the very least they squeezed in a little bondage, lol.😈

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LupinGoddess @lupingoddess.bsky.social · 13/12/2024

One of the few (of many) sketches that I decided to develop. Certainly could have spent more time on it, but it was nice to finish something quickly for once. 18 year old Vegeta after a day at the office. I call this one "Stargazing".

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