iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 16/04/2025

The way my frontal lobe is actively developing before our eyes

A Facebook post from me saying "you know you've matured when t he first time you watched this you were on Haleys side and now you're on the parents side(It's been a year)" and it's qouting a video clip of Haley Dunphy from Modern Family being in trouble with her parents for the fact she was gonna wear a slutty outfit to talk about how she's in trouble with her college for drinking and running from the cops

lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 16/04/2025

TW// ED I think I'm going to make myself come out of this relapse because Literally I just keep binging and purging and all it feels like I'm doing the past few days is gaining weight. I was actually maintaining and sometimes miraculously losing when I was intuitive eating+

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 16/04/2025

The problem is it takes me a while to get into the story but once I get into the story I really get into the story. This happened with fourth wing and now it's happening with iron flame. I just had to get past the first three chapters and now I'm eating it up I just got to chapter six lol+

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 16/04/2025

I figured out why I've had such bad OCD days the past few weeks. Literally the most obvious explanation. I ran out of my anxiety meds. Lmao. When I take them my brain doesn't go on an OCD loop. Jesus Christ so I'm not insane. I just need my God damn meds 😭🙏was honestly worried there for a second.

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Will Quinn @willquinnart.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

Daily bunny no.2924 is done for the day

A bunny looks sadly at a sign that says 'closed' on the door of a small shop, perhaps a cafe or bakery. It is sunset, late in the day. A bunny in an apron, an employee, takes out the trash, and another one sits calmly on the roof. The building has multiple stories, so they may live on the second floor.

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Will Quinn @willquinnart.bsky.social · 16/04/2025

Daily bunny no.2926 is doing some redecorating

A bunny in a victorian sailor uniform plays with a luxurious dollhouse, three stories tall. Inside are small doll bunnies, who seem to be sentient

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 16/04/2025

This has singlehandedly cured every mental health issue I've ever had in my entire life hands down

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 16/04/2025

You guys will not hear me shut up about this for a while

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 16/04/2025

How I feel after learning how to grocery shop responsibly

A man in a suit in front of a chalkboard holding out his hands and smiling

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 16/04/2025

Should change this bio to the chronicles of being new to adulting or some shit

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 16/04/2025

Me after finding this out

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 16/04/2025

Also I just calculated it... without the healthy choice meals... it's get this.... drumroll please.... 54.61. 54.61!!!!! THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU GET OVER YOUR FEAR OF COOKING HELLO????? A WHOLE ASS WEEK OF FOOD FOR THIS CHEAP INSTEAD OF 80 DOLLARS???? WTF????????

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 16/04/2025

I feel like an adult (I am one- a new one to be fair... but this is one of the rare moments I actually *feel* like one 😂)

Meals I Have Left
-2 things to do with taco meat- tacos, or spaghetti
- 2 things to do with noodles- spaghetti, or plain noodles with butter
- 6 meals to have eggs with- scrambled eggs and toast, or an omelette
- 2 quaesedillas
- 1 meal left of fried chicken
- 1 meal left of chicken nuggets
- 3 or 4 days left of cuties
- 2 times left of apples
Things to get from the grocery store when the $200 is deposited: peppers, spinach, steawberries and blueberries, bananas, salad, healthy choice meals, tortillas, fried chicken, chicken nuggets, tomato sauce, carrots, potatoes, corn, and green beans, taco meat, noodles

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 16/04/2025

Barely used this account today which means my depression has actually been okay for once... might even shower 😍🥳

A girl looking up smiling while drinking a green drink outside in sunny weather with the text 'girl who is "going to be okay"'

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 15/04/2025

No because if astrology isn't real then why was my abusive dad who everyone loves bc he puts on a good show in public a Leo and my narcissistic manipulative two faced mother a Gemini??? Exactly

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 15/04/2025

Idk how to fix myself and I really wish I did because I'm so tired of this

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 15/04/2025

I hate myself so much 😭😭

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 15/04/2025

TW// ED - - - ED's are so Isolating I actually cannot rn 😭💔

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

TW// ED - - - I can feel my exercise addiction coming back. So fun 😍!! (Someone please save me I want to sob)

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

TW// ED - - - I barely ate the past 2 days before this so ofc my hungry ass NOT ONLY got dunkin for breakfast but also binged on an ENTIRE BAG of Doritos just now. Honestly it was worth it because it numbed me but also now I feel horribly guilty I feel like+

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

The problem is I can't function without caffeine but when I have too much caffeine I have too much anxiety and paranoia 😭

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

Accidentally took an hour break after writing for 25 minutes but at least I wrote a lot in those 25 minutes lmao

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

Why are my vents always so well explained I talk like I'm explaining this to a psychology class like babe omg chill

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

The answer to this dilemma is look up his username on clearsky. Bro is blocked by like 30 of my moots who are women??? Ummmm maybe I'm not the only one who sensed some weird vibes! Obv it's just intuition not anything specific so not sending a hate train just saying at least I'm not crazy 💀

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

I really resonated with this profile picture and also it matches my header so 🙏

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

One thing about me is I will change my layout a million times but never my username

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

Lowkey might have to do this for my bday

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

Be honest is it wrong to block him just because I'm unsure of his vibe and intentions even though he hasn't actually directly done anything wrong 😭

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

Getting a build a bear would fix me

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

It kills me I have to save the money I have rn to get lyfts to and from class otherwise I'd get this immediately ugh

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

Shoutout to the person who blocked me for venting too much on main because this account is so much more fun

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

TELL ME I DONT NEED THIS OH MY GOSH MY BABY POOKIE BEARS HELLO???

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

Becoming a full time fan of women's country music would fix me

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

Having a daughter would fix me

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

Hiding on here for the rest of the night because my ocd is bad at night

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

Also having this Winnie the Pooh Bear plushie would fix me

Winnie the Pooh in a field of spring flowers

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

I fear listening to rainbow by kacey musgraves live would fix me.

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

When you can't tell if a guy is a creep or it's just your paranoia from trauma

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

I knew there was something deeply wrong with me when I resonated with Elsa at the ripe age of 7

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

I will get better one day. I will get better one day. I will get better one day.

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

Probably needed a hug, instead I'm about to write a book in the middle of the night

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

I need to sleep but I finally feel up to writing a chapter of my book 😭

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

I think we've discovered a pattern: my OCD gets the worse when I need sleep

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lia @lukescoffee.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

TW// ED - - - I relapsed yesterday with my ed and I'm lowkey proud of myself for this because I'm worried i won't get myself help if my health gets dangerous again and what will happen if I'm alone when that happens but this reminder makes me feel better

"If I feel my heart freeze or skip over and over or if I black out: I will go to the ER.
This doesn't mean I'm commiting to full recovery.
This doesn't mean I'm failing.
This just means I care enough about future-me to give her a chance to exist.
I can tell the hospital I don't want anyone contacted. I can tell them I want privacy.
I don't have to explain everything to anyone right now. Just keep myself breathing."

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