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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 15/09/2025

Still recovering, I have a few weeks left before I can resume normal life. I caught norovirus about 2 weeks after surgery and that suuuucked

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 15/09/2025

I dont ever check this website anymore. For those curious, surgery went well and they were able to remove all the cancerous and bad organs in one go, so no further treatment is needed. ✌️ I got very lucky and im glad this is all behind me now

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 14/08/2025

Things are insanely expensive and I will be out of work for at least 6 weeks, possibly longer if I end up needing chemo or radiation. I'm having a hard time wrapping my head around all of it, but if you happen upon this, anything helps www.gofundme.com/f/help-bridg...

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 14/08/2025

we know we are looking at cancer. I have surgery on the 18th, things are moving fast and unexpectedly. Total unilateral salpingo-oophorectomy, renoving everything except 1 ovary, in order to get a look at/biopsy a 19cm mass. They cant see where it attaches or stage it until surgery.

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 07/08/2025

I have not but that's a really helpful tip if I end up having invasive surgery thanks for that

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 07/08/2025

The cyst is a problem itself but im so nervous about what they will find behind it

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 07/08/2025

Oh sorry it's just about!! It's so big they thought it was my bladder at first and almost said everything was fine then they realized it was not my bladder

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 07/08/2025

Thank you. Unfortunately it's just the cyst getting removed so they can look at the mass. It's quite large. I have no idea what to expect with that.

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 07/08/2025

Anyway, until next time, here is my totally obvious abdominal bulge that I somehow did not notice on myself for god knows how long. But now it seems obvious!!

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 07/08/2025

I just... it's just that sometimes I feel like my entire existence in this world has been one big test that just gets increasingly more difficult over time and it really sucks. It really does get to me sometimes. I have run out of ways to be silly.

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 07/08/2025

I find out tomorrow if the surgery can even be minimally invasive, the cyst is so large they don't think they can avoid cutting me open, and, given my other health conditions, bering cut open would cause a whole new problem as I have delayed wound healing and fragile tissues. It feels like a joke

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 07/08/2025

I'm terrified. My support system does not fucking exist. I'm more afraid of like, how I'm supposed to heal from surgery, or God forbid cancer treatments, when I dont have a single capable adult to assist me in any way. I don't have anyone to fill the gap for me. I'm just real fucking afraid.

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 07/08/2025

For several months early this year I was repeatedly mocked by multiple grown men for being dramatic and always talking about being sick and I just wanna say like, sometimes people are actually fucking sick man and sometimes they find out there's a reason for it because they were dramatic enough

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 07/08/2025

small update. I was referred to oncology yesterday to discuss exploratory surgery There is a mass, but they can't see it to diagnose on scans, because I happen to also have a 16x14cm cyst on my ovary blocking the view Surgery to remove the ovary and then they can diagnose the mass in there

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 29/07/2025

A medieval café named Bites Of The Round

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 26/07/2025

My great grandmother died of endo cancer in her 30s. My grandfather's mother, Clarice. She didn't find out until it was too late to do anything. That is a scary thought! Worst case scenario, I was already diagnosed with vEDS so I mean what's another few years off the ol' lifespan

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 26/07/2025

That is all I really have to share. Again, only posting for my friends and dipping back out so if you'd like to reach me, please do so via phone or IG, as I won't see messages here. ✌️ medical care in my area is slow as fuck so I won't have an update for a while

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 26/07/2025

I'm really just beside myself at this point, im angry at myself, I've never missed a pap before but somehow in taking care of my other health issues I end up here. Frankly, a lot of what I've been attributing to EDS, SVT and POTS is likely whatever is going on here.

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 26/07/2025

Having been so focused on my other health issues, I missed my pap last year, unfortunately. Forgot it. I'm not sexually active so I didnt think it was a huge deal. looking back, i had other early symptoms last summer that could have been detected early.

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 26/07/2025

started losing weight drastically, and hair, I had a few blood panels that showed some markers for cancer and when they did an exam they found my uterus is three times the size it's supposed to be. I dont have fibroids. Adenomyosis not ruled out, but it doesnt cause those things

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 26/07/2025

I dont really use this place anymore but I owe it to the few friends I have here to let them know that I have started the process to screen for endo cancer, and im unfortunately checking a lot of boxes so far. ♥︎

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 24/04/2025

Real world actions require real world consequences in my opinion.

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 24/04/2025

I'll be back to posting bus content in the next couple of weeks on those pages for anyone who was following that, and I'll be on IG (itsluckypurr) for those who wish to stay in touch. I'll pop into Discord as well, I'm sure. ✌️

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 24/04/2025

I don't really know what's going on or if it's just one person or many, but I'm moving forward with everything and doing myself a favor and deleting both apps from my phone These people are actually insane and I don't want to think of the implications of these calls i keep getting

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 24/04/2025

I wasn't even on twitter from april-october I deleted the app and lost my whole original account in March and didn't come back until october...maybe late September but like, who was getting to know meeeeee

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 24/04/2025

Laying in bed after a deep tissue massage is a top tier feeling

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 24/04/2025

I am going to bed now. I hope I don't wake up to more surprises. I would really like for things to go back to normal. I feel much better after my massage. I did not realize how much tension i was holding onto. My body aches from the rubbing, but I feel much better.

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 24/04/2025

Just got a 90 minute massage and a Bleu Zzzalad from Zaxby's and it solved a good portion of my problems

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 23/04/2025

He ended up joining the air force and now he flies jets and lives in Japan and he's married to a literal supermodel so really, Michael, you're welcome

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 23/04/2025

I broke up with my favorite high school boyfriend because his dad caught us making out and I was so embarrassed that I could never look at his dad again The next week he wrote a poem about me titled "Bitchette" We were best friends for 3 years prior and I've always felt terrible

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 23/04/2025

My life is perfect outside of the internet and thats never happened before Is this the final stage of healing?? My life finally shifts in a way that my safe, comfortable spaces are so viscerally uncomfortable that I disappear into the real world? Haha kind of beautiful really

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 23/04/2025

At this point I don't care about my ~online presence~ because I'm entirely done with any sort of community on the internet ever again. These accounts will be deleted after I have my consultation with the attorney. I think going after my kids is too far and people are fucked up in the head

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 23/04/2025

There is something seriously wrong with you, taking shots at my 8 year old.

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 23/04/2025

44 year old man, by the way. Did it break you? You seem broken, bullying an 8 year old.

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 23/04/2025

We are talking about someone who has absolutely nothing going for them in life, the internet is the only place they get to feel cool and not like a total fuckup

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 23/04/2025

Well that's the thing, several people have stood up for me, he's even lost many friends at this point, some of whom reached out to say it wasn't cool. The problem is that there's just enough people who are bored and disconnected enough to participate, and he likes the online attention/validation.

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 23/04/2025

It really has, and truthfully I thought it was over. I don't understand how or why it kicked up so bad in the last 2 weeks when this entire situation ended in February

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 23/04/2025

As suspected the fake accounts being created were malicious. Please dont participate in this, i really don't understand why he's still going to this extreme. I have spoken to a Canadian attorney yesterday and discussed moving forward with legal action. It's getting really out of hand.

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 23/04/2025

If you bully someone and they kill themselves because you encouraged that, you get to go to prison for a long time

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 23/04/2025

I really think this experience has just fundamentally changed how I'll behave online from this point forward. Not because he was right, or truthful, or bc he "won" but because I am so, so fucking disgusted with how this went down and the depths of human scum behaviors

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 23/04/2025

I've had to say goodbye to people I really liked in the last week but ultimately I deserve people in my corner who aren't okay with me being treated like that. I really do stand by the fact that I did nothing to deserve all of that and a lot of the anger geared towards me was assumption.

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 22/04/2025

The appointment took too long, traffic was bad, my kid had a headache, AND the rain stopped :( Making baked chicken, mac and cheese and green beans instead. Biscuits or rolls?

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪 @luckyrambles.bsky.social · 22/04/2025

🥳 i thought we were all gonna lose it there for a minute, I'm so happy

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