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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

Gonna bring 15 different outfits to work and secretly switch between them all day, and see if anybody says anything.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

Thinking about vampires, and they better be thinking about me too.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

He two years old today. That was fast. 🐶

My dog Dude lying on the couch while I pet him.

Dude sitting in a chair outside, enjoying the sunlight.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

I should start doing poetry again. I miss it.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

Rain 💚 Moody ass sky. Love when you're dark. ✨

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Got stabbed and it didn't even bleed. Is there anything more disappointing?

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I love being spaced the fuck out ✨ Also it sucks though, and it's wack

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Omg, my friend said some really nice, deep things about me that I wouldn't expect from anyone. I guess I must be doing some things right at least. It's kinda nice to have someone who knows every fucked up thing about me, is aware of all my shortcomings, and still thinks so positively of me.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Man, sometimes I see people who seem to be in the same situation as me basically, that has me struggling so much. But they're over here chillin' like there ain't shit wrong, just being cool mfrs. How the fuck y'all do that?

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I've told my mom a million times that whatever's wrong with me isn't because of anything she did, that it all comes from the other side. But I can tell she still worries about her role sometimes. She's fuckin' amazing. We had a good talk about things earlier. It's nice to see her smile so much.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Maybe I have some kind of chance again. It's a start anyway. Please keep it going Eli. Fix your goddamn selfff 🫂

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

A stranger called me "doll" and I really liked that. Almost as good as "pretty thing". Or maybe as good. More please.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Anyway, I'm gonna try to get all my friends back today, before I completely lose my mind just talking to myself constantly. Wish me luck.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

19 of them showed up for lunch today 🐦‍⬛

A bunch of crows gathered in my front yard to eat.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Fell out of bed four different times last night, the fuck. And I got marks on my neck that look exactly like somebody bit me. Maybe my vampire prayers finally been answered.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Alright, I'm over complaining about this shit for a while. Just gotta get it out sometimes. No more though. Unless it's something funny.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

It really all feels so pointless without other people in my life at all. I still don't really understand what the hell even happened. Something switched, and I don't know why. But it's fucking me up so bad. I thought my issues were bad before, but they continue to somehow make shit even emptier.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Come on dissociation, just fully kick in. I know you want to.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Will try again today, from the beginning. Push through the awfulness, even if it don't work out. 'Cause what else is there?

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

The pretty stuff I enjoy is still so beautiful, and it sort of keeps me going, but it kind of doesn't matter when I'm isolating so much and keeping it all to myself. It's supposed to be shared, and that's hitting me harder than it ever has. I'll try to really force myself to talk to people tomorrow.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

So.. I've like completely given up. No part of me is even trying anymore.. And I hate it.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

Remember back when I was complaining about people just talking to me when they think I'm hot and want to flirt, and how shallow it all became, rather than being interested in me as an actual real person? Well.. Now I kinda wish I still had that problem. Turns out it's better than nothing. 🥴 Woops.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

Work Hang out with cat Work Hang out with cat Work Hang out with cat

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

I wonder if drugs get jealous when they see you taking other drugs. I bet my coffee hates that I'm over here sucking nicotine.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

Sometimes I think about stopping my meds just so I can feel something different, even if it's something worse.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

I think I'm starting to kinda get used to this. That's good in a way I guess, but it's pretty sad in other ways. Maybe some day Eli.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

A roly-poly fell on my head. Must be a good omen. Put it back in the grass.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

Sister found the ancient writings, and was very amused by their predictive power.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

I won't take it personally But taking it impersonally still hurts anyway

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

There's a new jumping spider friend who shows up in my window at the same time every day. Hi 'lil buddy 🕷️

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Delousional 🩵 @thelouofus.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

Fix me screamy music

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

Activate masochism neurons only and ignore everything else

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

I told the hot smoke shop guy that I liked his hair, and he smiled hotly, and said mine was cool too. Yay, I'm not completely incompetent after all.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

Getting no sleep either makes my anxiety much worse, or it makes me loopy enough that I can kinda ignore it. Let's find out what it will be today.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

Feeding my six crow friends, and watching with Tuco 🙂

A black cat looking out a window, watching six crows in the front yard eating snacks.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

Still too scared of everything and screwed up mentally at the moment to have any kind of social interaction or express myself, so haven't been getting on here much. Wanted to say I hope you're doing ok, being treated well, taking care of yourselves, being cool as hell. Thinking of ya. Much love 💚

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

Arm hurty. If I accidentally flex that thing slightly in the wrong way it's like aaahhhhhhhhh. Stab.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Anyway, saw my doctor, and she thinks I tore my rotator cuff. But my jobs paying for it at least. For now anyway. I don't know about the other stuff I gotta do.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Generally avoid Internet arguments, 'cause they usually serve no purpose. But I saw some unhinged bigoted nonsense I couldn't help but respond to, and holy shit, these mfrs are actually so bad at trying to make points. Just one awful take after another, thinking it's smart, and I'm just like HUH!?

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♱ pıxel ♱ @pixelheart.online · 14/07/2026

how to stop wanting things, ppl, dreams, stuff, things, material, emotional, spiritual things

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

Love you lots loser 💚 (You're the coolest person in the world)

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✨🥀ANARETA🥀✨ @fvneral-moon.bsky.social · 03/02/2025

Wish I wasn't sad so I could be doing cool person stuff right now instead.

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

Pretend this post says something happy ✨

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🥀FVNERALMOON🥀 @loyaltothenightsky.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

Panic attack at work today, cried a 'lil bit, felt embarrassed and lame. But my brother and sister were really nice to me after and helped me out with stuff. They're so cool. Wish I wasn't like this, but the day got a little better after that.

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