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anhe

@lovelessacts.bsky.social
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23, 18+ only. neurotic prey animal of sorts. space for fandom discussion and liveblogging. current focus: hundred line, 🧢👁️(🧢) potentially triggering subject matter ahead i block liberally, please don't take it personally!

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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 1h
qrt i made on pictures of an idol cosplaying hiruko blew up and it has lowkey made me extremely anxious
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 21h
designing some potential futuran inspired outfits for older 🧢👁️
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
nonke uke is only appealing to me when the straight man in question does actually fit some standards of societal masculinity. if it's a guy who is emasculated no matter what like gaku i'm like ok. i don't know. punching down on a guy who's already down on his luck
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
i want to work on my fic so bad. soooooo bad
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
wondering if there's a compilation of futuran clothing anywhere... i'm assuming they're largely based on indigenous japanese clothing but i'm curious
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
these passages from sun yung shin's unbearable splendor made me think of the sdu in their pods
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
was wondering why my computer is so slow and i realized. and my pdf of racial castration is open. hmm
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
hmm. yugamu
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
[wearing my shirt that says "i don't have a vomit fetish but i'm strangely fixated on depictions of characters throwing up and the role that vomiting plays in conveying the intimacy associated with food and cooking and character dynamics"]
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
gaku lovesss being relied on and feeling useful and special so i love imagining yugamu acting way less competent than he actually is just to see gaku puffing his chest out and acting all cute and proud
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
[bravely] i think 🧢&🌊 are both straight-passing "normal" boys with breeding kinks.
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
the thing that confounds me a bit about people americanizing japanese characters is that i would expect people to pick up cultural differences even if it's only from like, anime/manga
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
we regret to inform you that gaku maruko does not have a mommy kink but is just a regular boy misogynist.
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Bluebird of Burden @pyrkolletikon.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
I won't let anyone forget about or gloss over Yugamu's canon scat kink. It's really important to his character that he is aroused by shit. I'm serious.
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
my foundational 🧢👁️ texts. i giggle every time i look at these
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
unfortunately my most self-indulgent older 🧢👁️ sexual fantasy is them playing house. terribly erotic because 🧢 would have plenty of experience "actually" doing this but only from the unerotic position of a parentified teenager (still a child, not quite an adult) while 👁️'s memories of family are oft
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
yugamu might be my favorite but i enjoy writing from gaku's perspective more in the context of 🧢👁️ because it adds a layer of ambiguity to yugamu's actions that forces the reader to interpret alongside gaku...
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
cooked a beautiful meal and forced my friends to eat it. i understand gaku maruko
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uzu @oouzu.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
感謝感謝
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
oh my god.
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
i need to resist the urge to post fic wips because i get scared i'm never going to finish the fic in question. i am so bad about this. but i like poasts
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
🧢👁️
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
forced (alcohol) intoxication in the context of 🧢👁️ is something i really enjoy. 🧢 100% is the type of guy who cannot get it up while he's drunk but 👁️ would enjoy that anyway so it doesn't matter
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
wrote something non-academic for the first time in a very long time. gakugamu
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JAV Titles @jav.scd.lol · 08/09/2026
Please Be More Perverted With Me
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
yugamu's bisexuality is interesting in the context of societal heterosexuality as grooming/incestuous because all it does is highlight that his attraction to women (particularly his target and eva) is defined by abnormality and deviance (wanting to kill his fellow assassin, experimenting on eva
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
this commission i did was really cute... aw
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 02/09/2026
hashtag side profile fetishist
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
being in work hell and not being able to draw anything was so taxing on my soul i love being able to wake up at 8 and eat breakfast and fuck around and draw a bunch of bullshit.
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
classes starting up again... head in hands
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 23/08/2026
i’ve been vaguely using the terms “mom coded dad” and “dad coded mom” for yugamu and gaku respectively but they never felt quite right for me until i realized it’s more that yugamu is an onee&dad combo and gaku is a onii&mom combo
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 23/08/2026
ordered a shikishi commission and my friend sent me pictures of and i can't go get it until TOMORROWWWWW!!!!!!!
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
🩷🍭 stocks going up... for me
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
the incestuous abuse that darumi and yugamu experienced are like parallel lines, in my mind... similar but not intersecting. darumi's primary perpetrator is her brother while her father is a bystander that either encourages or does not get involved while yugamu's primary perpetrator is his father
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
unfortunately i have indeed fallen into the trap of shipping my top three as a threeway of sorts (🧢👁️🍭) because it's funny to me. 🧢 gets tormented (big disclaimer in the form of a "seme" sign tacked onto his face)
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
a headcanon i've been spinning in my mind for a bit is that prior to his employment as an escort, ima had already experienced some form of sexual abuse (leaning towards a more covert kind) from his and kako's relatives that had taken them in... he says their relatives abandoned them but i was
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
my darumi thoughts about her being a victim of incestuous and general sexual abuse being proven right wow… wow
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
think i'm getting the hang of drawing 👁️'s nose (again) (because i haven't drawn anything serious in weeks i can't lie) because i'm surprisingly inconsistent about it even though it's easily the most important feature on his face for how i draw him. gug
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
was pleasantly surprised how much gkgm's stage actors fit my mental visions of their faces. smile smile
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Lyn @ Still with 100/100 Line Brainrot @jacka-lyn.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
I had to add to this because OH MY GOD?!?! So cute!!!!!!!!!
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Lyn @ Still with 100/100 Line Brainrot @jacka-lyn.bsky.social · 16/08/2026
My boys! These are my favorites of their group photos...
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Lyn @ Still with 100/100 Line Brainrot @jacka-lyn.bsky.social · 16/08/2026
All of the 2LDA group shots are peak! They're so cute
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Lyn @ Still with 100/100 Line Brainrot @jacka-lyn.bsky.social · 16/08/2026
Bros! Definitely pillars of the production, leading the improv and everything
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Jam @jampdrooze.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
masturbating on adderall: masturbating it for 2 hours straight and you're still not done even though your body is starting to hurt masturbating on lexapro: you can try really really hard for 3 hours and if it works it's still not going to feel good just underwhelming and exhausting this too is 🧢👁️
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
slept 15 hours last night. immediately back to 🧢 seme posting
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
it makes me so sad when people don't care about the uke and seme in their otp equally... unfortunately this is the case for 80% of fandom, which is highly ukecentric........ i don't like it, though
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 12/08/2026
stageplay takumi is so... so semeful
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晴嵐 @seiran-yoroz.bsky.social · 11/08/2026
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anhe @lovelessacts.bsky.social · 11/08/2026
i think this picture is probably closest to how i draw 🧢👁️… 👁️ with his eyes slightly narrowed so his sanpaku is reduced to his iris just barely touching the other eyelid while 🧢’s sanpaku is pronounced lol
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