iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 21h

And in retrospect, the new kid making a joke about the two of us being this person’s boyfriend is fucking weird. Year we’ve heard of eachother but that doesn’t mean you can joke about me like that.

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 21h

Once October is over and I’m done with my shit I’ll either tell them that I’m fucking pissed off at the whole thing. Really felt like a last straw IMHO. That or I’ll just quietly slip out of their lives again.

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 21h

We agreed on Y; where I could get a meal and a beer. They ended up at X, a cafe with no real food besides pastries and coffee. No alcohol. And I’m meeting the new kid that everyone’s been talking about. Not a great first impression to have him as some kind of buffer between us.

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 21h

Today they changed the location of our meet up we agreed on the phone at 18:01, by means of a text at 18:22 saying “we are at x, upstairs” We were supposed to meet at 19:30 Not a “hey let’s do x instead” or “change of plans, Y is too busy let’s do X” But also… I did not read that text on time

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 21h

They’ve wished death and injury to strangers who play music while driving passed in their scootmobile, or guys driving their quad in the parking lot. I’ve repeatedly told them how it bothers me how quickly they wish death upon people.

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 21h

And now a lot things in the friendship is creeping up wrong. They are SO QUICK to judge people. A group of girls walked passed us tonight and made some remarks to eachother, something I could have laughed at and moved on, but instead they mumble how “I hate them, they seem like bitches”

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 21h

I looked back at the voicenote and it does not sound like I’m being a dick. I sound exhausted, and I lined the fucking start of it with “my dearest sweetest friend” to make sure my exhaustion doesn’t come off as rude.

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 21h

In retrospect, it did not sit right with me the way they asked me who all has a birthday on X October, as if I was making shit up. Or just… not taking it seriously how much time this month is. As if I needed to PROVE it’s a busy month. As if I was being dramatic when I refused to book a weekend.

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 21h

I’m actually quite pissed off at my friend. Spiraled and started wondering if I’m too harsh to people while sending a voicenote to a last minute “join at this reoccurring event tonight” Where I said it’s October and I’m fully packed. I warned them multiple times in September.

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 21h

I always considered that “if you can’t handle me at my worst you don’t deserve me at my best” as something a dificult person would say. But now I kinda get it. I don’t want anymore fair-weather friends. I’m a fucking delight. Just not in October, BUT I DONT EVEN THINK I WAS BEING MEAN ABOUT IT

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 21h

If you can’t handle me at my “it’s October and I’m dying and I can’t make time for you right now” You might just not deserve me at my “it’s litterally any other month and I’m chill to hang out”

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I will absolute cut contact with any one if they date/fuck around with a teenager. There’s not really any way to justify it. I don’t care if it’s “technically legal”

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

She knows me for a year now and I’d like to do just shows or something, instead of constantly giving lessons. Being a professor sounds like the dream job my mother would want me to have, but stability would be holding me back. I could get a car I could give lessons.

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I’m trying to establish myself as potential office manager I guess. I want more work time that is not sitting behind a computer. I noticed how I’ve been getting lazier lately. I stand less at my standing desk. I walk less. I told the region manager how I’d like to talk to her about working for her

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Today I was in the aldi, and somehow forgot raw chicken in the aisle next to children’s Halloween onesies, while looking at the stuff they have. I did the walk of shame when I realized I was missing the food I specifically came in to buy.

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I love my ADHD, but sometimes I wished I could pick up on these things that happen internally. I wish I could… down out all the damn thoughts and just… listen to myself. I’m such a burried concept of a person and I need to dig through so much clutter to meet her. It’s like I’m living in timedelay

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I love how StonedAcid is the one who realized that SoberAcid has been making moves to pick up more responsibility at work with the purchasing manager how gives “older brother suddenly incharge and trying to hide his stress” vibes. SoberAcid is subconsciously playing chess at work and nobody knows.

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Play 🪐 The Planets, Op. 32: IV. Jupiter, The Bringer of Jollity 🪐 at my funeral. But also, Play 🪐The Planets, Op. 32: IV. Jupiter, The Bringer of Jollity🪐 at my wedding, although I doubt finding love would be in the cards for someone like me 🥀

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Maybe sewing will be my new hyperfixation

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JJ ⁷ ^(;,;)^ @riotgrrlscout.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I saved a mean tumblr post for you

Tumblr user slimegirlandroid:
tending to my pet anarchists. going into their solarpunk themed enclosure and spreading packaged medicine around in bushes for them to naturally gather. refilling their stock of grain discreetly so they think it all comes from their garden sized wheat field. I spot one and she hisses at me and calls me an authoritarian tankie but i make cooing noises and offer zines as treats and she lets me pet her

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

My brightness on max still doenst let me see what is part of the scene and what is just darkness 😭

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B @judi-hench.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Meme from Peaky Blinders. Cillian Murphy is instructing his men, "No hate-watching! No! Fucking! Hate! Watching!"

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I got up too quickly from my office chair at my sedentary desk job, my knee said NOPE and I was unable to walk for more than a month. Now there’s physio and MRI’s and a general “well it ain’t a torn meniscus, come back in a few months again to see what’s up!” Speed run disability.

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Llewellyn ~ Mirror Realm Productions @llewellynayss.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

You can and likely will become disabled. Every single person you love can and likely will become disabled. It can happen at any time: car wreck, step off the curb wrong, body stops handling flu well. You should care about how disabled people are treated. Now.

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I will absolute cut contact with any one if they date/fuck around with a teenager. There’s not really any way to justify it. I don’t care if it’s “technically legal”

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

People going around wearing corny T-shirts wirh “I don’t like people” and shit like that. Bitch go back to Corona pandemic isolation. Get off the Internet. Fuck off.

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Bro I just saw a Pilates machine and legit thought it was a BDSM bed 😭😭😭

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alex moore @notanotheralex.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

happy Safe Space day to all the @dungeonsanddads.bsky.social patreon cuties 😘 art for S4Ep15 which you can catch-up on here; www.dungeonsanddaddies.com/episodes/s4e... #art #DnD #TTRPG #DungeonsAndDaddies

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

JFC THAT FUCKING PLOT TWIST WITH THE SCULPTURE IS ABSOLUTELY BONKERS INSANE!!!!! #DungeonsAndDaddies #GrampasAndGalaxies #podcasts #DnDPodcasts

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

LARP is fun because that’s where you realize that people in their 50s can be incredibly hot, while people in their 20s are mid.

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I love my hairy tummy. Not a fan of the asshair through. I am gonna book a massage with someone who does hair removal to judge the vibe and if she’s chill with it ask about permanent asshair removal cause wtf

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I just wanna get dominated by a nervous introvert nerd who suddently can take out all his frustrations out on me in the Heath of the Moment and profusely anxiously apologises later. Idk there’s something interesting in that sudden switch.

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

One of these folks living under guidance and bewindvoering is currently trying to convince their handler to let them buy a fursuit. Lmao. How I wish to be a fly on the wall for that conversation.

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

It’s common for gamblers and recovering addicts and special needs folk who are able to live a somewhat normal life with minimal supervision/guidance.

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

In my country we have something called a “Bewindvoering” and it’s essentially that people who can not manage their own money have to go to their handler to ask for money each time they need groceries or buy something and get x amount of an allowance. This keeps them from going into further debt.

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I think… I’m going to tell BlueJay how I feel. Not asking for him back. Just letting him know that the breakup was never my choice. I did not want it, despite initiating it. He hurt me and did not treat me with the respect I deserved. I still fucking care. He is important. #AcidsDatingAdventures

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I want to be chased, pursued, courted. I want someone to love me more than I love them. I’m so tired of being the one who puts the most effort. I want someone to put effort into impressing me. I want to feel special. #AcidsDatingAdventures

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

BlueJay did not cross my mind at all once I was with my friends. But when I heard about that guy… I remember BlueJay’s fear of flying. He still did it though. But I wondered if he’d ever learn a language for me… I want someone to love me like that… #AcidsDatingAdventures

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I was like a celebrity guest star last night. A lot of people I don’t remember anymore came up to me with a “oh my God it’s been so long!! It’s Acid now, right?” And I just… it was so simple. I’m Acid now. If you want to call me Kitty/Kitten/Nk it’s fine, it’s was a nickname from home.

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

There’s also a realisation I might have taken the guys at school for granted. I’m sure the guy I was crushing on last night did not get my full attention in highschool. I hope I wasn’t mean or cruel, but I could have been nicer I think. #AcidsDatingAdventures

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I had a great time last night, but there’s is a deep deep sadness about feeling so alone, seeing my friends in happy relationships that share the same languages. met a Dutch guy who learned Papiamento AND Spanish and got theraphy to get over his fear of flying for his GF. #AcidsDatingAdventures

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Honestly though? I used to resent the idea of dating someone else from the island. Why travel so far away to date someone from hime who’s been through your mutuals with history? But now… I Kinda get the appeal. Shared experince. Maybe this is what T4T feels like? #AcidsDatingAdventures

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Cute guy I was flirting with? He has a girlfriend despite looking kinda fruity. FML. But we vibing regardless. It’s nice to have someone to talk to in this party. I’m still gonna flirt a bit because he lives just as far away as LARP Crush. #AcidsDatingAdventures

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Who knows. I might one day fall into the trap where the islanders end up dating another islander who’s been living abroad long enough ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #AcidsDatingAdventures

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I felt so heard. I felt so seen. I felt so loved. BlueJay saw me, for my entirety. Not a fishbowl full of scattered little glass marbles of lables and identities. He saw me as 1 coherent person. I wasn’t just trans, latinx, Artist, adhd, depressed, ect I was Acid, and I contained multitudes

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I loved the way we looked together. Like a matching set. I’d catch myself looking at our reflections , we just looked so good. It wasn’t me in my alt outfits with a normiecore nerdy guy. It was someone who was their own person, that matched and complemented me. Not just in stlye.

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

He loved the idea as much as I did. I could bring up certain models up to him and discus it without having to look up ehat we’re talking about. His house has decorations. The walls are painted. He ALSO has a large print of himself.

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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫 @loudacid.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I felt like a personal little ray of sunshine. 🌞 I’m so special. He puts in so much effort, He cares, he’s intentional, he’s kind, he’s funny, he’s creative. He’s beautiful. He is so incredibly honest and open with me. He gets vulnerable with me, in a very natural way. It felt normal.

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