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turns out the crisis has been averted and my prof is being a gem and helping me out with a bunch of stuff and offered to help set up some sessions where i can work with staff to get on top of everything 🥲

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friendly reminder that october 17th was the date of the final pap walk between Joe & Taylor back in 2022 🤭

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IS SHE WEARING MIDNIGHT BLUE GLITTER???? WHAT IN THE HELL IS HAPPENING

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day immediately unruined by seeing tay out n about and also by the fact that i just scored some $50 pants for 5 bucks 🥵

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first person i thought of 🙂‍↕️

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taylor’s there, karlie’s there, cara’s there, sarah paulson’s there, anna kendrick is there WITH brittany snow! next thing they’re gonna tell me is lily came out of her chronic hiberfuckingnation for this gay ass get together!

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also the bow on the key to the castle in bejewelled? 🤷

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been hoping that would be important eventually

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she’s the early christmas present you get from your brother

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can’t believe this might actually be proven right depending on what taylor does in the next 36 hours tonight is the night this four year timeline ends and im so sat 🍿

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taylor and sarah paulson caught chatting at the gala… how gay

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getting closer and closer to a gay ass pixie cut

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just to remind you… these dates are all 127 days apart

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Elliott🩸🦇 @lostinconey.swifties.social · 5h

i’m feeling fucking insane about this

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was coming here to say this too lmao

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Elliott🩸🦇 @lostinconey.swifties.social · 5h

don’t say i didn’t, say i didn’t warn ya! we’re at the finish line folks! the train has arrived right on schedule!

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Elliott🩸🦇 @lostinconey.swifties.social · 6h

except i’m already on notice because i previously failed classes for the same reasons and now i literally do not have a second chance. it’s a whole situation and it’s not just about having one failed class on my record. i have tens of thousands of dollars on the line if im out.

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Elliott🩸🦇 @lostinconey.swifties.social · 6h

i’m contacting the teacher for the class where i failed on a nonsubmission because i know grades aren’t finalised for another 6 weeks so if she wants to be a decent human she’d let me submit it now and then change the grade. i’ve been running on 4 hours sleep for months now and im just so exhausted

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Elliott🩸🦇 @lostinconey.swifties.social · 6h

some of them are time bound because we’re at the end of the academic year here. i’m already on extensions for multiple of them and i still don’t see how im gonna get everything done. i’m literally one failed class away from flunking out and losing everything so i’m losing my fucking shit rn

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and now i just found out that the overdue assignment i had been TRYING to complete for WEEKS in between managing ALL OF THAT has just been marked as a fail and has major consequences on my degree bc i haven’t submitted it and i have no fucking clue what to do i just feel like i can’t take it anymore

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i’m working 4-5 days/25+ hours a week at my job. I’m working 18 hours UNPAID for my student teaching. I have 4 fucking stupid fucking reports due in the next 4 days, a group project that I’M doing all the work for bc more group is AWOL and my teacher has put ALL THE RESPONSIBILITY ON ME AND NOT THEM

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i just can’t fucking cope any longer with all of these fucking responsibilities. everyone wants 100% of my energy 100% of the time and everything is urgent to everyone and i’m just here trying not to kill myself every single minute of my life.

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like why can’t i just function like a normal person? i try so hard to manage everything and it’s just too much and i can’t deal with it anymore. i just can’t breathe under it all and nobody in my life seems to even care. i ask for help and they don’t understand how badly i need it.

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