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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 48m

i saw her bleedˎ you heard me breathe ╱ and i froze inside myself and turned awayˎ ”i must be dreaming“.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 1h

i won’t be held down by who i used to be .ᐟ 𝙨𝙝𝙚’𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙚 .ᐟ

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 1h

way downˎ i’ve been way down ╱ underneath this skinˎ waiting to hear my name again.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 2h

i can’t run anymoreˎ i fall before you ﹔ here i amˎ i have nothing left.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 2h

lie to meˎ convince me i’ve been sick forever ╱ and all of this will make sense when i get better.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 3h

but every hour slipping by screams that i have failed you.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 3h

so far away ﹔ it’s growing colder without your love.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 4h

these wounds won’t seem to heal ﹔ this pain is just too real. there’s just too much that time cannot erase.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 5h

selfishly hatedˎ no wonder you’re jaded ﹔ you can’t play the victim this time .ᐟ

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 5h

cross the oceans in your mind ﹔ find a way to blur the line.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 6h

the future starts with usˎ blind beliefˎ are you afraid to see our fathers were wrong .ᐟ

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 6h

mary had a lambˎ his eyes black as coals ╱ if we play very quietˎ my lambˎ mary never has to know.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 7h

so go and tell your friends that i’m a failure underneathˎ if it makes you feel like a bigger man.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 7h

i can’t hold on to meˎ wonder what’s wrong with me .ᐣ

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 8h

you don’t remember my nameˎ i don’t really care.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 8h

and nothing you tell yourself will save us from the truth.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 9h

fallen angels at my feet ﹔ whispered voices at my ear. death before my eyes. lying next to meˎ i fear.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 9h

i’m stripped to the boneˎ i don’t wanna be aloneˎ no matter how i plead ╱ you do it ’cause you know you can.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 10h

this truth... drives me... into... madness .ᐟ

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 10h

but if i could leave a mark on the monument of the heart ╱ i just might lay myself down for a little more than i had the last day.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 11h

had enoughˎ i’ve really had enough. had enough of denial.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 11h

but i’m the one who’s drowning without your love ╱ i am lost and i can never go back home.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 12h

can’t keep believingˎ we’re only deceiving ourselves and i’m sick of the lie .ᐟ

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 12h

you’re too important for anyone ╱ there’s something wrong with everything you see.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 13h

do what youˎ what you want ’til you don’t want it anymore.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 13h

my godˎ my tourniquet ﹔ return to me salvation.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 14h

i’ve been screaming on the inside and i know you feel the pain ﹔ can you hear me .ᐣ can you hear me .ᐣ

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 14h

i can feel the night beginningˎ separate me from the living. understanding meˎ after all i’ve seen...

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 15h

there’s still time ﹔ close your eyesˎ only love will guide you home.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 15h

i wanted you to be with me for so longˎ i don’t even know why now.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 16h

these wounds won’t seem to heal ﹔ this pain is just too real. there’s just too much that time cannot erase.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 16h

one more night. what wouldn’t i give to be with you for one more night .ᐣ

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 17h

i can hear you when you whisperˎ but you can’t even hear me screaming.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 17h

i believe in youˎ i’ll give up everything just to find you.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 18h

though i’ve tried to forgetˎ you’re all that i am ╱ take me homeˎ i’m through fighting it.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 18h

i wanna lift you up into the light that you deserve ╱ i wanna take your pain into myself so you won’t hurt.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 19h

i believe in youˎ i’ll give up everything just to find you.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 19h

hold onˎ little girlˎ the end is soon to come.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 20h

cross the oceans in your mind ﹔ find a way to blur the line.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 20h

oohˎ can’t you see .ᐣ all along it was me ╱ how can you be so blind as to see through me .ᐣ

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 21h

so go on and 𝙨𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢ˎ scream at me .ᐟ ❪ so far away... ❫ ╱ i won’t be broken again .ᐟ i’ve got to breatheˎ i can’t keep going under .ᐟ

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 21h

the water’s rising around us ﹔ there is no other way downˎ i only have myself to blame for it all.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 22h

just once in my lifeˎ i think it’d be nice ❪ just to lose controlˎ just once ❫ with all the pretty flowers in the dust.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 22h

is anyone out there .ᐣ did you give up on us .ᐣ

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 23h

i’ve been believing in something so distantˎ as if i was human...

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 23h

change me into something i believe in .ᐟ change me so i don’t have to pretend .ᐟ

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

i’ve dreamt so longˎ i cannot dream anymore. let’s run awayˎ i’ll take you there.

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゛𑁍 ⠀bet̲r̲ayal.⠀⠀𓏏𓏏 @lostanachronism.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

you will surrender to me ﹔ there’s no escaping from me ╱ i know you want her to beˎ you must surrender to me.

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