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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

dumb fucking idiot was so sure her family amex wouldn't decline when she put $100 worth of impulse purchases in her cart at work, what a dumb fucking idiot

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

just encountered a guy who looked like a fat version of my oshi and I've never wanted to get my mouth on a dick faster

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

she's soooo uninspiring and I don't know how okay I can be with that long term. like I get self-conscious of how rigid and unclever I can be but she is that times 10. not whimsical, not creative, not very worldly or cultured. man idk I've dated worse but it seems like she's like this despite herself

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

why is everyone so chipper and happy today? fuck off

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I'll be too busy playing dolls for the rest of my life

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

siiiiiiiiiigh...... at least I feel like I'm ready to stop drinking rn. at least theres that....

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

i don't know what i'm supposed to do on days where i'm ravenous like i ate breakfast and a fairly healthy lunch at noon and then i come home and eat half a bag of tortilla chips and jar of salsa and a leftover breakfast taco and now i'm thinking of having an early dinner. what tf do i do?

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

the aunties at work don't even ask if I want food anymore they just hand me a cookie or slice of watermelon

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No Context Achewood @achewoodnc.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

little caffeine, little water, spicy breakfast taco, double-length sit in the break room, some midwest emo music, wr*estling clips, poop on company time, no intention of actually doing my job, and a promise to leave an hour early to go get a burger. I'm gunna be okay

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

he hasn't gotten any better at driving and is in fact the kind of pussy bitch that won't take the interstate, i'm going to pull my own teeth out 🤮

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

I had the best girls day and got tea on her man, I'm over the moon. I'm about to get drunk and do crafts, what a great weekend. and I have two shows to attend this weekend, fuck my depressive episode!

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

one conversation fixed a years worth of emotional turmoil l m a o

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

relapsed (thought about Her all day at work)

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

chat I am still fully feeling all the shit I did last night anyway time 2 work

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

my apprentice isn't doing a bad job and I'm trying to be fair by letting her do some of the fun parts but as a food obsessed monster its hard to not feel like she's making me look bad with her mediocre pans

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

I dropped what I was doing and lit 3 candles

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

updating here less bc I actually can't keep dwelling on the big hurt in my life (fuck her and her man idc anymore) so I'm posting on tumblr more but I like this little aside to share the little things I don't want anyone at all to hear me saying

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

hey I did this and my dad actually barely spoke to me while I was home what the fuck?

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

I have never enjoyed p*netrative s*x (censored to avoid attention, not because I'm a prude)

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

found out my mom is out of control again, woke up to two flat tires, I'm so fucking behind at work that I'll probably have to stay late, and I'm getting happy birthday texts from the girl who ghosted me for 3 weeks. comically bad times on this, the day of my birth

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

im not evil i just needed to do some crafts. i dont hate my friends i just prefer to communicate thru artistic expression

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

THE THING IS IT MUST SO FUCKING NICE TO HAVE SO MANY PEOPLE WILLING TO BEND OVER BACKWARDS TO MAKE YOUR LIFE BETTER. MUST BE FUCKING NICE.

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

hey man is it bad that I spend every single workday thinking about how hurt I am by this friendship? 8 straight hours of dwelling on it? thats bad right?

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

it makes me so nervous when my apprentice spends all morning texting me. she's doing great and I trust her to hold it down but theres a reason why management wants me taking care of most of this shit

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

I managed to get 30 minutes of sleep and one hour of aggressively tripping balls. have fun at work today lol

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

dawg im so cooked, I passed out as soon as I got home but I have to be up in 3 hours for work and there's no goddamn way I'm managing to sleep now I can't keep doing this

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

I Need to stop going to shows at the arcade up north. like full stop banned. I get so drunk and overstimulated and I end up leaving early to do 90 on the freeway and thats fucking dangerous. this show was actually worth the trip for a change but not if I'm fucking dead

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

I do frequently feel insecure about how much of my work is parody or inspo, but then I remember that the two creators I'd call sempai are on that same wave so maybe thats the reality of this goddamn business

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

spent the first half of my day cursing everyone whos ever wronged me to now getting drunk and overstimulated at a w******** show while a canadian child tells me that I'm their inspiration for becoming a professional artist. I'm so happy, I need to lay down 🫠

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

im not evil im just sobering up, i dont hate my friends im just coming down

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

I'm going home in two weeks bc of the conversation we had while mutually stoned. he misses me, I miss home, I'm so glad to take a few days to be back

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

seeing her drunk posting from the kind of places we used to go to together sure makes me depressi. must be nice to have someone to go out and have fun with

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

listening to people poorly overexplain my special interest is hell

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

how the hell can anyone jack off to touhou?

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

caved to age verifying my main but not this alt, so I'll see ya when I see ya I guess?

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

I'm so wonderful and talented. my tastes are unmatched and I'm so lucky to live this life

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

I think my gf only ate the main course and dessert but I'm not bothered. I went through this shit with my bff and managed to influence her for the better so I understand baby steps for girlies who weren't raised in food-forward homes

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

I'm on a category 4 crash out watch today. I need this dinner party food to be excellent, I need this fanart to come (at least partially) together without me hating myself, I need my gf to not be embarrassing around my friends, I need my friends to not be drips, and I need K**** O**** to fuckin WIN

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 04/07/2026

50/50 chance I get invited somewhere tonight but lowkey hope I don't so I can have all this dean's onion dip and ruffles all to myself *-*

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alcoholic fujoshi burner 🎀 @loseroneesama.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

the resentment I feel to my friends (or rather, one particular friend) is superseded by my need to fuuuucking stunt on these hoes

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That catgirl with The Posts @roodypatooti.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

Lets be annoying

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