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Shmesh Squishington

@lordshmesh.bsky.social
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 4h
We will probably do the stream Saturday instead of Wednesday [tomorrow] this week because this migraine is still here on and off -_- I get my new icepack thing tomorrow hopefully sooo I'm hoping that helps and I take the meds when it gets superduper severe >.<
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 11h
The migraines on and off Lololololololol It hasn't been this bad in awhile Todays another icepack filled day
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
i hate migraiens so fucking much it went away mostly and then all of a sudden it felt like a ice pick filled with lightning jolted itno my head >:C i got an icepack on me and its helping i also got stronger meds so if need be I can take those tooo i hope this migraine doesn't last for a week -.-
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
i'm still battling this fucking migraine 7 hours later :/ the meds didn't work nothing has fucking worked :c [the ice pack kinda helps but once i take it off it comes back >:C ] i hope tomorrow is better :|
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
stream is canceled today. I've been nursing this migraine since I woke up. It thankfully reduced to a headache but it's still annoying there and hurts. I'm hoping the headache isn't here by tomorrow but just in case it might be... I'm going to reschedule for Wednesday. I'm sorry 🫂
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
Woke up to a migraine x_x Im hoping it goes away.
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
we're still on for tomorrow ♥ I look forward to continuing star wars outlaws. I promise I'll do some more story lol. I've been really enjoying the sidequesting >.>
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Michael Whelan @michaelwhelan.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
ÉMIGRÉ (2006) Acrylic on Panel - 12” x 12” A study done at the time I painted END OF NATURE VII, later finished to become a new small painting in its own right. #art
The viewer is drawn into a low angle view from the underside of a wide crescent of trees. Bare trunks bathed in golden light lean toward an unseen sun setting low off-panel to the left. The play of light on bark illuminates rich texture, defined in detail by soft shadow. Thinning branches rise and spread like the delta of a river to support flat treetops that stand dark green against clear azure sky. Blending among the upper branches, a female holds a suitcase, clasping it by the handle with both hands. Pensively she stares off, posed as if waiting for a ride. The line of her eyes extends from nearby branches to an inward facing sliver of chalky moon. On her back flare wings that seem constructed rather than natural. Secured with leather straps crossing her chest, the wings flare out revealing a webbing of wooden supports underneath to lend structure.
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
I found one of my favorite songs again I hope you enjoy it as much as I do <3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=UF76...
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LOST SOULS - Childhood Died (Kylo Ren's a b!*%h) | Official Music Video
YouTube video by Lost Souls
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Tami Wicinas @tamiwicinas.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
I am pleased with how my betta fish dish came out. I’m having a lot of fun playing with the glaze on these fish!
Ceramic dish sculpted in the shape of a betta fish. The glaze ranges from green to blue to purple.Close-up of betta fish dish.
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GLITCH @glitchprod.com · 23/09/2026
She's missed you. Knights of Guinevere returns October 9. The season will feature 8 episodes.
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Titania @titaniasrealm.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Wishing you a magical autumn equinox! 🍂 🎨 Abby Jacobs
Painting depicting an autumnal scene. There are trees with orange, red and yellow foliage, and a cottage with smoke coming out of the chimney.
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
i lost track of time. I didn't realize today was Wednesday.... x_x Soooo Stream Saturday. Sorry :x
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Abigail Larson @abigaillarson.com · 21/09/2026
I do not need the rat bag I do NOT need the rat bag
JW Pei handbag shaped like a rat in black leather with gold-colored hardware.
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
I really hope the Coyote vs ACME movie comes to dvd. I'd really like that. Then i can put it on my shelf with the looney tunes back in action movie [which is another one of my all time favorite looney tunes movies] ♡ I doubt itll happen though :[
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Mark Hamill @markhamillofficial.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
Congratulations to Mellody & George on the opening of the Lucas Museum of Narrative Art! 18 years in the making, it is 5-stories high, filled with some of the greatest artwork, props & memorabilia you'll ever see. An instant Los Angeles LANDMARK Thanks (again), George!!!
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
youtu.be/iJ_coWMvQek Today's stream is now up on youtube :]
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Playing Star Wars Outlaws for the first time part 2 electric boogaloo
YouTube video by Lord Shmesh The Squishy
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
thank y'all for hanging out with me. Sorry for having to cut it short. My room was getting very toasty and I have some other stuff I have to do today. Next Stream will either be Wednesday and/or Saturday
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
www.twitch.tv/lord_shmesh_... Live now :]
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Lord_Shmesh_The_Squishy - Live on Twitch
Playing Star Wars Outlaws for the first time [part 2 electric boogaloo] | Streaming star wars outlaws.
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
good news: Finally found a usb cord that works and will fit. Star Wars Outlaw time soon *\o/* going to go get a water and everything and will be ready in about 10 minutes or so
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
Hey, I'ma be a bit late. Probably 10:30 to 11ish. Still looking for a USB cord for the controller. About to give up and do a different game in the meantime ._.
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
so... bad news. My usb cable for my controller is broken. I just found this out -.- I'm going to try to find another one, but, if I can't, I may have to play a game with mouse and keyboard instead as I'm pretty sure the controller is dead. ._.
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
i'm awake still got that migraine but im gonna try to stream still in a few hours x-x
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
today's been a long day. going to bed now i'm exhausted, can't stay up any longer, and my migraine is still kinda there >.< I'm going to try my best to stream tomorrow, Sunday, for y'all <3 we will be continuing star wars outlaws. I'm looking forward to it. have a goodnight ♥
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
Sleep schedules fucked....again...lol....I just fixed it the other night too. Panicky because ive been up all night yayyyy.... :| Gonna try to sleep again now. Have a wonderful day.
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
I'm up in time for dinner, for once. Yippeeeeeeeee now hopefully I can sleep tonight and fix this fucking sleep schedule.
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
I find it very funny that faux news can't get hasan piker's name out of their corrupted mouths. It's almost as funny how they can't get trans / queer people out of their mouths. Every time I am forced to see it they either bitch about hasan or queer folk. It's as if we live free in their head.
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
bad news. 🙃 I went to bed at around 6 or 7pm and woke up at 1am. Been up since. Gonna lay down shortly and try to sleep... I won't be able to stream this Saturday either due to irl family plans. I will try for Sunday. One of these days it will happen. I'm sorry it hasn't happened sooner.
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Depression and Insomnia is a shitty combo. Still aiming for Wednesday.
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
reluctantly awake x-x we're gonna do wednesday.
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
yeahhh i'm going back to sleep i tried to stay up so i could do the stream at 10 anddd i've been losing the battle with falling asleep even after eating breakfast and having coffee..... sorry gang will try later today or we'll reschedule it for either tomorrow or Wednesday.
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
www.youtube.com/shorts/_bxXE...
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Is this what caffeine feels like? 👀 #coffee #funnyshorts #relatablecomedy #cuteanimation
YouTube video by DillybyDally
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
Still awake. Finally falling back asleep. Eating soon because i hunger. Going to try to do stream, doubt it's happening though ._. I may fall back asleep. If anything stream will be late or postponed again i'm sorry ;v; i was hoping i'd be able to sleep all night last night :|
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
Woke up at 1:30 am and have been trying to fall back asleep since x_x
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
Hi. We're still on for tomorrow, pretty sure. I feel okay. It'll more than likely be Star Wars Outlaws. As much as I wanna play ffxiv and do the mogtomes and pvp... I wanna take a break from it because I've been doing that and some other stuff non-stop and getting burnt out. I'm going to bed now
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
Had decent sleep last night at least. Crashed at around 7pm and didnt wake up until 5:30 am lol. The computer is fixed and I have my keyboard. Headache is still there but im thinking it could be allergies this time as I did accidently inhale dust yesterday -_- Overall doing better though ♡
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Mark Hamill @markhamillofficial.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
The Troll-Masters return Wednesday 9/16 🙏 🤣
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
Pc is supposedly fixed. On my way home to test it now. I got my keyboard too. Dealing with a headache from crying myself to sleep last night but....I will get through this too. Im glad it was only a simple fix and not something that needed to be taken apart to figure out.
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
My brand new computer no longer fucking works Refuses to turn on :/ Thankfully I have it all under warrenty but for fucks sake man THIS SHOULDNT BE HAPPENING TO A SYSTEM THATS LESS THAN A MONTH OLD!!!
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
aside from waking up in a cold sweat due to a power flicker that turned off my fan... I'm doing a bit better today :] my nose still hurts from the constant sneezing from the past 3ish days butttt that's fineeeeeeeeeeeeeee still feel drained and tired but i think that's just from the shit sleep lol
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 07/09/2026
Guess whose back.... The fucking headache AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Laying in bed and hoping tomorrow is better. If not im gonna take some fucking cold meds again because they helped.
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 07/09/2026
headache more or less broke, thankfully. I still can't breathe out my nose, though :') I really hope I'm feeling better tomorrow. I want to stream and I don't wanna fucking delay it again lol
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 07/09/2026
today with my sister was fun her engagement cake was very yummy. Black Forest Cherry Cake my allergies are kicking my ass today. fighting sinus headache and fighting to breathe out my nose. I hope I'm doing better tomorrow. The rain hasn't affected me until today lol... Bleh Here's the cake ♥
A home made black forest cherry cake that my nephew made for my sister as an engagement cake with the help of my mom [his grandma].  It was one of the best desserts he has ever made to date so far.   Only problem is some of the chocolate bits were a bit too hard and felt teethbreaking / teethshattering BUTT the thinly sliced ones were good!  I wanted another slice but I had to force myself not to get it because I would overeat otherwise lol.  Man, I'm going to have some dreams about this cake, I think.  

I wish he would make this again so I can eat it again lol.  I'm going to try to conscript him into making me a birthday cake next year for my birthday :> 


He is one talented baker.  I hope one day he can teach me a few tricks.
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
idk if i wanna laugh, cry or a bit of both, bit of both, tbh. my sister's coming over a day early >:C she was supposed to be here monday but she's coming tomorrow instead D:< so, now the stream is pushed to monday so I can spend time with my sister and her future husband [she got engaged!! :D] ♥
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
hi tomorrow i'm going to the movies with family. I will do my best to stream after though, if not then Sunday. Sorry for keeping it short. Tired today. Fought panic attack. Ended in a draw. I'll be okay. I fucking hate choking on mini white chocolate pretzels. That shit sucked lol.
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
My nephew and nieces grandmother died today... :/ Im going to miss her. She was a very nice person.
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 02/09/2026
Finally in bed...at 3am.... :| Im going to try for this Saturday.
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Chikn Nuggit: 'I'm sorry I'm like this...'
Alt: Chikn Nuggit looking distraught: "I'm sorry I'm like this..."
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 02/09/2026
Stream will probably be late or rescheduled...Again. I'm not tired and mentally not all there right this second. I wish I could say I was in a better place, but, I'm not. I'm working on it, though. One day at a time.
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 02/09/2026
I had a bit of a breakdown thinking about my dog that got forcefully rehomed behind my back a few years ago...Again. The one that if he got up and walked with me... I wouldn't be still in this house, but at least I'd be free with him. The tears mostly, thankfully stopped. I miss you, Bear. :/
My puppy, an tri-colored Australian Shepherd with piercing blue eyes, laying his little head on my lap while we hung out on the floor and watched TV together.  His name was Bear.  He and I were attached to the hip.

Every single day I think of you.  I miss you more than I can ever put into words.Bear, curled up around my leg.. As if he knew I would try to run away with him.  He wouldn't get up no matter how hard I tried.  I even tried to carry him and he wouldn't let me.  This was my last moment with him.

I gave him an old shirt of mine I used to wear constantly... I'm pretty sure his "new family" threw it away, though.  :/

I wasn't even allowed to stay in contact with him.  I hope he is still living life and is happy.  I hope one day me and him can meet again, one day.
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Shmesh Squishington @lordshmesh.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
dentists went about as okay as possible. Very little panic and Aside from them xraying my face and wanting me to spend a copious amount of money on implants ._. I'm exhausted and feeling bleh. Probably going to sleep soon. I still want to try to stream for at least a few hours tomorrow.
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