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marie

@lookingatmay.bsky.social
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your faithless love's the only hoax i believe in 。✧* ⋆˚⊹ * ⋆。✧ ⋆ ⊹ ⋆。* ⋆˚⊹ 。*✧⋆ ˚⊹ ⋆。✧ ⋆ *⊹˚ ✧⋆ she/her - 28 - libra - gaylor - yap yearn yawn

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laken ⏾⋆˙⟡࿐࿔ @lakenspiraling.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
performanceartlors are always right and always winning but at what cost and will it ever end
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KP @kpinreallife.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
“You never knew it was Babylon til it was gone” being the final lyric that will lead us into TS13 is so loud to me.
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Sabrina Rose @sabrinarosee21.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
People really heard “you only need to find one person in the whole world who doesn’t find you completely insufferable and I have an important announcement to make….I FOUND MINEEEEEE” and thought she was SERIOUS? Let the woman make a joke shes so funny my god
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Chaoslor✨❤️‍🔥 @chaoslor.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
So…karma really is the guy on the chiefs
static.klipy.com
Smoking Duck Swiftie
ALT: Smoking Duck Swiftie
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jen✨ 🥨 @gopissgirl96.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
this should have been the final straw
google of Taylor Swift on the day of her alleged engagement, with news articles of the engagement and the burning heart with "And, baby, that's show business for you" in front
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witchlor @witchlor.bsky.social · 15/08/2026
deep existential sigh
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 23/07/2026
you and me both girl
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MC🥨 @mcpants.bsky.social · 07/07/2026
The wedding and the reaction
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kristen🪩🍜 @karmathecatlor.bsky.social · 06/07/2026
For the record, I think many of us are currently holding multiple sentiments regarding this whole story/stunt and I just want to let you all know that that is super valid. 🫶
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WeNeedtoCalmDwn @weneededtocalmdwn.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
Yeah, they’re gonna break the blender.
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laken ⏾⋆˙⟡࿐࿔ @lakenspiraling.bsky.social · 04/07/2026
it’s like she hates us
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bella❤️‍🔥✨ @dreamscapes.swifties.social · 04/07/2026
Do you know what's fucking funny? We still have 0 idea whether she was even there 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 04/07/2026
actually speechless rn didn’t think they’d go through with it but i still got some popcorn left keep going i guess
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the7wivesofRebekahHarkness⸆⸉ 🥨 @the7wivesofrh.bsky.social · 04/07/2026
Currently 💜🎆🪻🌸🦄
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the7wivesofRebekahHarkness⸆⸉ 🥨 @the7wivesofrh.bsky.social · 04/07/2026
🎬🎭🍿🎥🎞️
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elviralor13 @elviralor13.bsky.social · 04/07/2026
CALL ME WHEN YOU BREAK UP!!!!!!!!
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Audrey 𖹭 ๋࣭⭑ @hairpinraindrop.bsky.social · 04/07/2026
I truly can't even process anything rn I'm just here repeating Adam Sandler over and over in my head and laughing harder each time
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Melissa Stewart @lissajostewart.bsky.social · 01/07/2026
Fascinating. www.dailymail.com/tvshowbiz/ar...
So, it is certainly safe to say that a major operation is underway – which makes it understandable that Swift is said to have been hit by last-minute jitters, struggling to sleep and feeling overwhelmed as the big day approaches.

An insider told the Daily Mail: 'Taylor can perform in front of tens of thousands of fans in a stadium and feel confident and not at all nervous. It's her stage and she owns it. But I've never seen her like she is now. She has pre-wedding jitters.

'She's going through a totally new experience in her life and it's got her ruffled.'

Like many brides, the usually unflappable pop superstar is said to be finding the prospect of walking down the aisle daunting.

'She's having trouble sleeping, feels very emotional about the little things that don't usually even matter,' the insider said.

'She knows the world will be looking at her on her big day. It's unnerving. She feels people will criticize her for almost everything from the way she dresses to the way she carries herself. She's anxious, excited and vulnerable all at the same time.

'To say she's shaken up in the days leading up to her wedding is a good way to put it.' Thankfully for Swift, her groom appears to be taking the countdown to 'I do' in his stride.

The Kansas City Chiefs tight end, who is just as accustomed to performing in front of packed stadiums as his fiancée, is said to be keeping a cool head while doing everything he can to calm Swift during these final days.

'In contrast, Trav is the complete opposite. In fact, he's been trying to calm Tay,' an insider said.

The Daily Mail first revealed in April that Swift and Kelce had required their wedding invitees to RSVP with a signed NDA before they could secure their place on the exclusive guest list.

Despite the intense secrecy surrounding the event, the legal agreements reportedly contain no financial penalty – or any punishment at all – for guests who choose to break the terms, according to TMZ.

Instead, the couple are said to have relied on a different safeguard, namely individually watermarking each invitation using guests' first and last names repeatedly across the design, making any leaked invite instantly traceable.Even then, guests are still said to know remarkably little.

Another insider told the Daily Mail that invitees have been instructed simply to be in New York between July 3 and July 5, with no further specifics given.

'Guests still do not know anything other than be in NYC July 3-5 and available then. That is all. Everyone is still being kept very in the dark,' the insider said.

'Yes, everyone going and associated with [the wedding] cannot get in without their NDA being signed.'

Even the guest list itself has become something of a spectacle.

Swift's invitees stretch far beyond her famous inner circle that includes the likes of Selena Gomez, Gigi Hadid and the Haim sisters.

Instead, the vast reception is said to have evolved into something closer to an entertainment industry summit – a move that has reportedly raised eyebrows among some of Swift's longtime friends.

'Taylor's wedding reception has turned into a massive networking event and it has some of her friends doing eye rolls,' another insider told the Daily Mail.A lot of celebrities will be there including Stevie Nicks and Selena Gomez. But there will also be a ton of industry players at the big event, almost like a who's who of bigwigs.'

Among those expected to attend are Eras Tour executive John Ross and his wife Nancy, Republic Records chairman Monte Lipman, Universal Music Group CEO Lucian Grainge and his son Elliot Grainge, who will surely attend with his wife Sofia Richie.

'Some friends are complaining the wedding concert is a vanity move to advance her career, to prove she is a super big fish in the music world,' the insider added.

'She is really showing off with this wedding.'

The insider claimed the blockbuster celebration already bears little resemblance to the intimate affair some friends had envisioned.

'She could have had a small wedding with friends and family only, but this is a whole new level, it is a massive event with business friends and big time performers. I would be surprised if it turned into a movie for Disney+,' the insider said.
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nell @handle.invalid · 29/06/2026
DIVORCÉE FALL
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 10/06/2026
i thought i lost the great war (getting phoebe tickets) after trying to buy on the wrong website but with persistence (refreshing the correct site and reentering the presale code well over 20 times) I ACTUALLY GOT IN OMG OOOMMMGGGGG
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bella❤️‍🔥✨ @dreamscapes.swifties.social · 05/06/2026
NGKROWPAPLBLTP THIS IS JUST SO INNER CHILD HEALING AND ALL ABOUT COMING HOME TO THAT LITTLE KID INSIDE OF YOU AND WHO YOU REALLY ARE 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 REMEMBERING WHO YOU ARE WHEN YOU GET LOST
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bella❤️‍🔥✨ @dreamscapes.swifties.social · 05/06/2026
The circus life made Taylor mean and become someone she wasn't. She turned into the showgirl and had to abandon her true self, so she split herself into parts so that she was always able to come home to herself. She would just have to look herself in the eye and she'd remember who she really was🥹🥹
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
yeah absolutely valid haha love them too!!
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
ohhh the curls!! i was so focused on her switching from left to right/mirroring/backing herself up, i completely missed the curls
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
to infinity and beyond omg
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
i looove the way she says 'i knew it‘ first time i heard it was honestly life changing big fan of her work as always
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
happy bday!!✨
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 29/01/2026
sky ferreira what in the tumblr
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 19/01/2026
idk about you, but i feel like none of it was accidental 😵‍💫
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 19/01/2026
that’s so sweet, thank you! 🫂🫶 i actually called in sick and stayed in bed all day, definitely needed a break
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 19/01/2026
riiiiight
the bell jar by sylvia plath paperbackThe movie was very poor. It starred a nice blonde girl who looked like June Allyson but was really somebody else, and a sexy black-haired girl who looked like Elizabeth Taylor but was also somebody else, and two big, broad-shouldered boneheads with names like Rick and Gil.
It was a football romance and it was in technicolour.
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 13/01/2026
not only is it normal, it is also necessary
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 13/01/2026
i wanted to go to bed an hour and a half ago but kept myself awake by having a big ol’ ugly cry over the state of everything rn also i have unpleasant bowel movements which is just the cherry on top of all the snot
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spooky w˖.🍂.ೃ࿔🦇:・ @hotcheetoyo.bsky.social · 13/01/2026
TRYING! NOT! TO! LOSE! IT!!!!!!!!!!!!
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foolish al 🎀 @yeehawdemifemme.bsky.social · 13/01/2026
the last 20 minutes of the docuseries are sooo fascinating on my first rewatch. the happiness montage. the chiefs x last show new romantics mashup. her saying she “had to use all the tools and mechanisms available to her at the time”… there’s so much there
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 13/01/2026
i used syoss with keratin oh no!! i was so scared to stain everything red, but gladly only two towels, a cushion cover and the tshirt i slept in got stained lol
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 10/01/2026
guys i finally did it after talking about it for literal years now, i finally dyed my hair red!!!! it didn’t turn out as cherry-like as i wanted it to but that’s fine. you buy box dye, you get box dye (also i might’ve missed a couple of tiny strands oops
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 09/01/2026
i promise i’m still v much a gaylor/performanceartlor/nr-believer, i just don’t have the mental capacity to engage with it other than surface level eg liking posts/tiktoks from time to time and i want to be more involved i really want it to be my escape, but i can’t force that i guess😶
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 09/01/2026
just logged onto tumblr and i got a notif saying that my blog turned 13 in october oof she wasn’t my first one but she’ll probably be my forever one
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mb 🦋 @handle.invalid · 09/01/2026
it’s feeling very very difficult to exist in the world right now. it’s so dark and sad and every day fifty new terrible things happen. 😭 my heart hurts so much for the earth and its people.
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 09/01/2026
erin lecount mention !!!!
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 09/01/2026
sometimes i really wanna go back to being 15, just me and my laptop, and my friends laughter through shitty earphones on hour 5 of our daily skype call, scrolling down my own tumblr, admiring it, being excited over hitting 200 followers, idk i’m definitely romanticising bc i was depressed af but yk
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 09/01/2026
i met a famous vampire on campus and after greeting him he died of hunger
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 09/01/2026
guess im going back to the sims 3 i can’t handle the youngest sibling and their antics rn
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 09/01/2026
whats up with that ea?????
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 09/01/2026
the last couple of days. btw i don’t exactly remember which packs i bought years ago and i started a new save file so i wouldn’t need to go through everything and replace items. so today, all of a sudden, a bunch of packs are marked as not owned even tho i was able to play with them just yesterday +
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 09/01/2026
sooo ea is really confusing me rn since anadius unlocker doesn’t work anymore, i decided to just play with the packs that i actually did buy back when they were released and maybe get a couple packs one by one when they’re on sale on some dodgy third party site. so that’s what i’ve been doing for +
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marie @lookingatmay.bsky.social · 09/01/2026
just saw someone say josh hutcherson is famous because of the fnaf movies 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 we are losing the ancient scrolls (the bridge to terabithia movie or the hunger games movies i guess lmao)
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Emma 🦉 @alltheblueroses.bsky.social · 08/01/2026
moon window
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bella❤️‍🔥✨ @dreamscapes.swifties.social · 08/01/2026
I go through these periods of depression on and off and I'm so deep in the trenches of feeling so angry and miserable and terrified of the world. Nobody around me gets it. They don't even know what I'm talking about and I don't have the energy to explain. Everything is corrupt
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