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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 13h

I appreciate you saying that. I'm sorry I feel like I'm being too contratian I guess I just have a hard time believing that at the moment. Maybe one day I will tho!! Thank you for being sweet to me

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 13h

I appreciate that friend but we're not really around each other enough. Maybe if we were, you might think differently. Like people enjoy me more in smaller doses, yk? Im really glad you enjoy chatting with me though that's very sweet!! I enjoy hanging with you as well :)

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 14h

Friend told me that i was, in fact, correct and that i am just s really hard person to be around yesterday so

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

its so tiring. like just let me die. let me rest or something. damn!!!!

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

idk my brain is soooo goofy, making me feel anxious and making me feel like a shit person for being anxious. idk. maybe i am a shit person and everyone is too kind to tell me and everyone who talks to me just tolerates me or doesnt know me enough.

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

and im still at the net amount of friends. idk what i need to do. idk. it makes me feel bad because what if im just a shit person and everyone's too nice to tell me. what if everyone just feels this amount of anxiety and anger and grief and im just spoiled and can't suck it up like everyone else

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

im bad at making friends, im sooo anxious about it all the time, even commenting on acquaintances' posts make me literally physically shake. its so shitty. i still make the effort to reach out to people bc i have to face it and it hasnt gotten any better but i do.

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

its like. i hear so many people complain that theyre lonely and have partners or friends they see once a month. i have a single irl i still talk to who has been ghosting me bc she has one million other friends. and i hate feeling like fishing too so i never talk about this shit.

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

today has been fucked. exam was fine. existence is a plague. I MISS COMPANIONSHIP!!! i dont know anyone!!!! i will be alone and die alone i literally do not know what to do!!!!

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

Aaaand my sister picked a place specifically where two people couldn't sit :/ whatever. Days just worse one after another and thats fine

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

The buses have AC 😭 u can wait bud

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

Bus driver almost left while watching me and multiple other people walk up to the bus. Little did he know, im in the headspace to shoot my shit clean off in front of him if i could Its 90 fucking degrees and we had to walk thru construction we're NOT running when he could wait 10 secs instead

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

actually im prolly never gonna post it lolol, it'll be on toyhouse tho w all my other art i never post

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

you can tell when my suicidal ideation goes from passive to active by how i draw Max anyway new art soon!! yay!!!

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

i need to make a video on how all my ocs are connected LOL

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

while on the topic, Ethan and Brody's dad have gotten into a fight btw LMAOOO Ethan actually named his daughter Ava AFTER Brody's older sister, Ava J, who died when Ethan and Ava J (and Rubie, Max's older sister) were around 18. Brody was 12 when i say my OCs are all connected, i mean it

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

// domestic abuse technically Brody did it first but I can't draw him. Also Brody's feelings are a lot more negative bc his dad is literally an abuser. Josh's dad, Ethan, is NOT an abuser, he is a dad who tries his best and Josh loves him very much

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

when u look like ur dad and have really complicated feelings about it <3333 Josh actually puts his hair back and wears glasses specifically BECAUSE he keeps getting told he looks like his dad and he tries to negate it

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

"wait this is bad, i cant tell the difference between Josh and Ethan!!!" well you seeee when a guy has a son, they sometimes look alike

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

day 8 - marking perfect for lesbian day!!! shoutout!!! technically #ranchtober BUT nothing is happening soooo no label!! i hope you guys enjoy since this is my last planned piece this month LOL we shall see where the wind takes me from here #oc #ocart #kinktober

a sort of kind of comic starring my OCs, Caelia/Astraea and Ava. At the top is a before and after of Ava, the before is her having messy hair, her bra strap falling off, and her right eye closed as if she was just waking up. There is a heart shaped smudged kiss mark on her cheek and a few hickies and a bite mark on her body. The after image is her all cleaned up, all of the marks gone, dark lipstick and dark eyeshadow on, and her hair and bra strap fixed. Yellow sparkles come off of her and she's looking straight forward, her eyes wide and smiling.

Under that is a drawing of her in front of a door, going to open it but facing away from it, waving at Astraea. You can see the back of her head as she says "Bye" with a little heart next to it. Ava is grinning with her eyes closed.

Underneath that is a drawing of Ava walking out of the open door into the outside. Her back reveals many scratch marks. Astraea has a cartoony sweat mark on her head and she says "...Maybe wear a jacket."

Ava has dark hair with a white streak in her bangs. She has olive toned skin and in the last two panels, she wears a bra, a necklace with a guitar pick on it, a choker, and black jeans with a brown belt and silver buckle.

Astraea has deep brown skin and short, blue, curly hair. You can only see the back of her head.

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I hope that when you guys read my comments, you imagine smirking chibi Max saying these things

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

They're too gay i actually need them to die

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･ﾟ✧ ZiePan-P ✧･ﾟ @ziepan.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Shout out transgenders

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Omg hiii Luja!!! Thank you!!! 🫶✨️

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I did it but tbh I think art regression is upon me

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𝐕𝐀𝐋. @valliuhm.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

LOUDER FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK!

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

i've been staring at this for so long MAN they love each other!!!! 🥺💕i love their faces here so so so much

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kris 🔞😼 @notkriinium.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

oc-smut-tober day 5: marius and aurel… again the events that took place before the last post :)c #oc #ocnsfw (for realsies this time) #kinktober

3 panel nsfw comic sketch of my ocs marius and aurel (he/him for both); the first panel shows aurels pleasurable face as he pants and moans, riding marius; second panel is a close up of The Penetration that’s going on, with marius (off screen) saying “fuck—“ and then quieter “i love you so much…” aurel then replies “hm?” ; the last panel shows marius’ face as hes laying on the bed, squinting and biting his lip, saying louder “mmph… i love you. gods, i love you so much” — then in smaller text it says “i’m so close…”

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

LMAO he is, in fact, having the time of his life 🔥🔥🔥

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

i feel like andrew should just remain faceless forever bc his vibe is so accurate every time i DONT draw his face,,, idk i feel like i dont fully know what he looks like yet maybe

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

RIIIIGHT YOU GET ME 🤝🤝🤝🤝 Andrew is always the type of guy to do that kind of thing and unfortunately i do eat it up every time im so glad you like the art!!!!

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Max has ☝️ gotten with two people at once but I liked this idea a bit better because its them <3

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

cw // vibrator , blow job Day 6, double penetration I had a lot of fun shading/coloring this one! a little Andrew and Max moment #oc #ocnsfw #nsfwart #ocart #ranchtober #kinktober

Day #6 Double Penetration

A mostly grayscale drawing of my OC, Max, laying on a mattress, his head away from us and his legs towards us. He has a vibrator inside him and cum around it. His eyes are closed as he's giving a blowjob to a guy who is wearing black pants that are unzipped, a white shirt with rolled up sleeves, and a watch. He's holding a pink remote in his hand that says "click!" next to it, referring to the pink vibrator that is currently inside of Max. Max's hair is also colored pink.

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kris 🔞😼 @notkriinium.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

oc-smut-tober day 4 (shhh): marius and aurel giggling 🤭 they are just husbands ur honor #oc #ocnsfw (not rlly) #kinktober

digital sketch of my ocs marius and aurel (he/him for both); they are cuddling together in bed, both of them naked (although nothing is showing). aurel lays on top of marius with his arm around him and marius similarly has his arm around aurel. they both have their eyes closed, marius has some bite marks scattered on his body.

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Mads 👽🔞 @afterdarkghoul.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Oct. 5th Pinup Marco is a little embarrassed wearing his costume >///< #oc ✰ #ocsky ✰ #artist ✰ #originalcharacter ✰ #pinup

Image depicts original character Marco Peréz from Halcyon in a black bunny suit with blue ears, a fluffy blue tail and blue tie.
His hands forming a heart over his chest while wearing an embarrassed expression

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Today has been such a weird day for my mental health lol its so surreal hearing people talk and trying to help them while actively upset Someone ask me about my ocs to remedy this NOW /silly

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

no post today!! next one will be on the 6th also, slightly unrelated, the embarrassment has caught up to me but its fine, the way to combat it is it fucking. just feel it i guess LOL it also helps that i've been getting a lot of love on those pieces so thank you <3

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

SHES SO PRETTY :0000 and im reading over the lore, soooo curious to see where her story goes from here 👀

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kris 🔞😼 @notkriinium.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

oc-smut-tober day 3: side character (this is elara!) as the great granddaughter of a very (in)famous noble, she is always told she should be more careful about how she presents herself.. however that’s not nearly as fun as frequenting brothels and such 👀 #oc #ocnsfw #kinktober

explicit pinup (?) sketch of my oc elara (she/her); she sits with her legs spread open, looking flirtatious while touching herself and supporting herself with her other arm. cum is dripping out of her and onto the surface she sits on

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

THANK YOU!!!! their dialogue makes me giggle a lot, they're really just some guys <3 and max got himself a towel afterwards 🙄but its fine LOL

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Sent this to a friend when I finished it LOL

A discord DM from me that says "he (max) is asking aleks/"guy" to hand him a wipe or towel or tissue or smth and he's like "hold still" and max is like 🙄"

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Skipped day 2, but I have a day 3, cum untouched! This is Max and his, uh, situationship, "Guy" (his real name is Aleks, but Max doesn't know this until later). But dw, they're suuuper healthy, trust 🤞🤞 #ranchtober #kinktober #ocnsfw #oc #ocart CW // penis , post - blowjob

Day #3 --cum untouched

A procreate screenshot of a grayscale drawing of my OC, Max. His head is between two legs, and he's looking up at the "camera." In this case, it's a POV where his boyfriend at the time is taking a picture on his phone of him with cum on his face and mouth after just sucking him off. He says "Hold still..." while Max says "Dude."

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Pretty much all of my closest friends and mutuals 🫶✨️ but that's ok lol I have other friends and i appreciate yall a lot, i can explode and be a freak on here

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I wonder how many of my friends who followed this acc like a year ago have me muted lmao

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

also thought about josh getting out of the shower and grabbing stuff with a towel tied around his waist and maverick whistling and walking past him and tugging the towel so it falls down lol

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thanatos 🔞 @look4fterdark.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

aaand thats how i turned jesus into a trans gay qpr thank you for coming to my ted talk (asra is a trans guy btw)

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