iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 06/07/2025

got another one today from twitter but i DIDNT POST ANYTGING, for anyone curious my twitter is @livviy7 or @rotten_nights

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 05/07/2025

imn deunk and hornty rn aany ideas how to tell them i need them rnvvb

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marley 🫈 @sunbleach.bsky.social · 28/06/2025

gosh i love being a lesbian

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 29/06/2025

sorry for not posting for a while been kinda busy cuz of school ending and found a so!! =(^.^)= also healed scars (kinda cuz i picked scabs on some.) i luvvv my so U・x・U #shtwt #shsky #shbsky #slit meow

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 21/05/2025

kinda got raided by police cuz of scide attempt and almost ended up in a mental hospital, from good news got my gender dysphoria diagnosis that allows me to change my documents and get hrt, also more antidepressants from psychiatrist epic.

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 11/05/2025

i hate bidy hair. so drunkkbw and high cane even cut #shrwt #slit #shsky #shtwt

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 10/05/2025

im kinda glad i didn’t go tbh, i wouldn’t be able to handle seeing her irl. anyways for those past 3-4 days ive been constantly thinking abt relapsing but i rlly dont want to. the only thing keeping me distracted is pressing on bruises my best friend left on my neck after biting me

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 10/05/2025

and then there’s like a trans ppl march today that i was supposed to go to with my friend, we made that plan like months ago but we kinda broke contact, i mean i did cuz she still tries reaching out to me which just makes me feel guilty and it doesn’t help she had feelings for me

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 10/05/2025

i feel like such a piece of shitttt. i haven’t eaten for like 3 days now and i kinda feel guilty abt it. my mom doesn’t know but she like suspects it?? one time she thought im purging cuz i went to the toilet during dinner idk.

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 09/05/2025

thought it looked pretty cool so might post it here as well :P

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 25/04/2025

what even is this 💔💔😭

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 20/04/2025

me when i take antidepressants and they work 🙀🙀🙀🙀

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 20/04/2025

didnt take my meds for like 3 days, took 5 pills today and im feeling so well i dont even wanna cut anymore im just scared and sad that im like actually dependant on this shit now.

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 19/04/2025

immm high as fuck but i still have half of the pipe left

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 19/04/2025

should i drink get high and maybe cut, yes or no

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 19/04/2025

how come i’ve been depressed because i was lonely but now that i have friends im still depressed i fucking hate this

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

wtf happened to me.. when i eat something im like immediately on the verge of throwing up and i have to force myself to eat something by drinking. this has been like a thing for a week but this weekend it got so insanely worse i can barely eat anything

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

is this deep enough for stitches. a friend that found me said i’d need them but if i do im fucked

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 13/04/2025

if i’d be able to see the aftermath of my suicide and people’s reaction to it i would’ve killed myself years ago

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 13/04/2025

this one cut is so deep i’m completely fucked. there’s like a 75% chance my mom will send me to a mental hospital if she sees it and i have to see the schools counselor on wednesday because school got to know i have clinical depression

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 13/04/2025

they fucking managed to open the door and took my phone away for a couple hours i’m so retarded i just wanna die

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 13/04/2025

there goes the month free

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 13/04/2025

and this one guy is like constantly hitting on me and biting me wtf is happening just kill me

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 13/04/2025

i want to kill myself so badly and i can’t tell anyone wtf

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 13/04/2025

i’m like abt to relapse cuz wdym the girl i tried asking out multiple times is closer to a guy she met today.

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 11/04/2025

i need to update my intro i think.

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 11/04/2025

this is what i do in my free time 🙏

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 09/04/2025

do i reset the counter when i accidentally slit my finger with a razor cuz i was reaching in my pocket cuz idk.

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 08/04/2025

talk about relapsing i lied to my sexologist that i didn’t sh for months so i can get the diagnosis faster, now i feel guilty. not to mention the one i want to be with went through my saved posts on my tiktok on my phone and one of them was me planning to kill myself on new years last year🤣🤣

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 08/04/2025

she really didn’t deserve her at all. and i hate how she can’t move from the good memories they had, call me fucking jealous or something. i just wish this shit wasn’t so complicated. idk i’ll probably delete this cuz im scared someone j know irl will find these

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 08/04/2025

and i love her sm, she likes me back but sometimes when i tell her i want to try something more i feel like im begging her for love. i was planning on trying to ask her out face to face but im too scared. and i also fucking despise her ex she was so irrational towards and careless towards her

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 08/04/2025

i want to relapse so badly but i’m almost at 30 days and im wearing a sleeveless dress on saturday 🤣🤣🤣

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 06/04/2025

no longer a miner 💔💔💔

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 05/04/2025

18 in 3 hours 😞😞😞😞

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 03/04/2025

i’m getting my diagnosis in a month or less that allows me to get hrt and change gender legally!!! =(^.^)=

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 02/04/2025

i’m sooooo bored and i think i failed my math test 😝😝

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acey wacey @ac3y-wac3y.bsky.social · 27/03/2025

"im gonna fast today" *binges* "im gonna fast today" *binges* "im gonna fast today" *binges* "im gonna fast today" *binges* "im gonna fast today" *binges* "im gonna fast today" *binges*

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 23/03/2025

i want to relapse so badly

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livia @livviy9.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

this school is crazy cuz how is my dried blood still on the toilet 😭

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