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lifeliftman on Instagram: "There’s a difference between having people in your life and believing someone actually has your back.A man can have a woman beside …"
There’s a difference between having people in your life and believing someone actually has your back.A man can have a woman beside him, mates he speaks to, people who rely on him every day, and still feel like if everything went bad, he’d be standing there by himself.That feeling gets into you.You stop reaching out because you already assume nobody will understand. You start reading disrespect into small things. You keep part of yourself ready for the moment somebody proves you right.After a while, you don’t really have friends. You have people you trust in certain situations.One bloke you can work with.One you can have a beer with.One you might call when the car breaks down.But the shit that keeps you awake?Well that stays with you.And when you’ve lived like that since you were young, being cared for can feel more uncomfortable than being alone. At least alone is familiar."You don’t only feel like you have nobody.You feel like nobody has you." @theovon
