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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 26/11/2025

i love my brother and his wife but god they have some weird superiority complex about breastfeeding their child. i honestly think my SIL thinks formula is evil or something (btw me and my siblings are formula babies)

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Rayleearts @ Realta @rayleearts.bsky.social · 21/11/2025

Just got the Realta return date confirmed and I’ll get to announce it soon!!!!!!

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 21/11/2025

i’m 🤏 this close to reading the bible through a somewhat analytical lens and becoming an agnostic catholic. i’m tired of christian using the bible for hate let me see what this is about

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

haven't heard back from my interview so i sent an email im shitting myself (on the bed /j)

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

i hate tattoo artists that straight up copy other tattoos. i also hate creeps in the smash community. it is so hard to be a good normal person?

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 14/11/2025

my partner and i pulled a mega lopunny yesterday and im so happy. they might get into the card game too

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 13/11/2025

u r mr gay is such a prevalent mario meme that i refuse to believe this was done on accident. he mr gay.

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 13/11/2025

either today or tomorrow i’ll hear back from the place i interviewed at and im terrified

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 11/11/2025

some positive content because i’m angry with the world. my partner and i are donating some of our old plushies to a local charity! it’s only about 10 (going to dig for more) but that’s 10 foster kids who will have new plushies!!!

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 05/11/2025

ROUND 2 I THINK THEY LIKE ME OH IM SO GETTING THE JOB

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 05/11/2025

feeling a little hope w/ these democrat wins. little less doomerism

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 04/11/2025

been thinking about how right wing conservative christian are for the cutting of snap benefits as if the bible didn’t tell us to help the less fortunate

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 04/11/2025

i’ve been struggling with my winter time symptoms (mental fatigue/physical exhaustion, no motivation, etc) but i should be hearing back from the company i interviewed at! hoping for that in person interview

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 29/10/2025

i CANNOT lose weight i just gain it straight back. can’t wait for my physical in like 4 months. my doctor is gonna be like “huh your cholesterol is almost in a normal range but you gained 15lbs”

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 28/10/2025

i’m gonna sound a little horrible for a second but i literally can’t wait to get a job again so i don’t have to keep taking my aunt and grandma to appointments. theres not like big family drama but my mother with cancer has been taking care of these two disabled women throughout her treatment

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 26/10/2025

recently i had to purchase cheaper shampoo than what i normally use (yay unemployment + inflation)… and omg my hair’s never been wavier… aussie i didn’t know your game

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 25/10/2025

woke up in excruciating stomach pain and the cure was… drinking water

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 16/10/2025

most of my partner’s friends are a bit younger than him so i’m just the weird 24 yr old hanging out w/ 18/19 year olds (my partner is 21)

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 13/10/2025

ordered pizza online and it decided the closest location isn’t the one 5 mins from my house feeling good (it’s like a 10 mins drive to the other location)

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 13/10/2025

my blood sugar DROPS around 4:30 every day now and i turn into a monster. thank you metformin

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 12/10/2025

out of all the shampoos/conditioners i’ve tried why is it the aussie miracle curls that makes my hair the waviest

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 11/10/2025

i will never understand why some ppl w/ PCOS are so anti bc. my gyno told me why i should stay on birth control. if unregulated, i could develop uterine cancer. you seriously want to risk cancer?

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 11/10/2025

i’ve been so desperately trying to produce a healthy bowel movement for over a week. pray for my ass

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 10/10/2025

i don’t think my psychiatrist ever sent the bloodwork form to the place 😭😭

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dani ♡ @moocaron.bsky.social · 09/10/2025

ann takamaki lgbtq rights donation prompt #persona5 #anntakamaki

Ann with different accessories that each have different pride flags designs on them.

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 09/10/2025

officially a PCOS baddie! hahaha i hope metformin works for me

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 09/10/2025

i wonder if i’ll get to see pics of my ultrasound

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 08/10/2025

i think i’m gonna try keto since i may have insulin resistance + it’ll probably help me lose weight

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 08/10/2025

i hate that even on birth control my periods feel awful. i would skip my periods but then i get paranoid on if im pregnant. grrrrr

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 07/10/2025

thursday is when i learn if i have pcos or endo 😬

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 05/10/2025

my partner: gets up from my office to use the bathroom me, sleeping in the bedroom:

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 05/10/2025

i got my covid and my flu shot yesterday. i’ve been sleeping all day because i feel like crap

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 03/10/2025

my heart rate is normal and doesn’t spike crazy. it’s literally just my anxiety and probably the cbd i took 😭😭😭 (it is a little on the high end but i am…. not healthy)

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 03/10/2025

i’m genuinely so nervous for my gyno appointment next week… like i know i either have endo or pcos (most likely endo) but actually being told that scares me 😭. also if i do have pcos im scared to go on metformin because my insulin is high but my blood sugar is normal 😭😭 don’t stick me on metformin!

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 30/09/2025

i’ve been concerned with my heart rate for a while now… it’s been especially worse. i’m a hypochondriac and think it could be POTS so i’m going to track my heart rate for around a month. i already run high (still within a healthy range) and i need to rule out supplements and medication

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 30/09/2025

my enemy moved back to my hometown this is awful

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 28/09/2025

been reducing screen time and doing a pokemon puzzle. i am going crazy trying to find the remaining corner pieces

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 27/09/2025

first big-ish tournament i’ve been to w/ my partner! there’s like 100 people entered and there’s a top 10 player here…… silently fangirling but i’ll keep it cool

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 25/09/2025

saw the inside of my uterus today. it was empty

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 25/09/2025

had another lovely experience at my gynecologist’s office! the tech that did the ultrasound was very nice. i was able to see the ultrasound as it was happening and seeing my own uterus was so weird. i go back in 2 weeks to discuss my bloodwork and ultrasound with my gynecologist

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eric pointcrow @pointcrow.com · 25/09/2025

Combined with leaded gasoline and a bit of pixie dust, DougDoug and I created...this

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 24/09/2025

i get overly paranoid over like anything and my current worry is that when i get the transvaginal ultrasound there will somehow be a baby inside me (had my period 2 weeks ago btw)

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 23/09/2025

STD tests came back clean 🎉 no one is surprised

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Ryan ✰ @livedieresound.bsky.social · 23/09/2025

they have to do a transvaginal ultrasound on me to test for PCOS 😭 i’m sure i’ll be fine but im nervous

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blizz (professional hater) @blizzb3ar.bsky.social · 23/09/2025

Happy Bi Visibility Day and also Survived the Rapture Day!

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