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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 3h

@deadbydaylight.com It'd be so cool if the game stopped crashing every 30-60 minutes. Been like this since the 10.2.2 update and it's frustrating as hell. It just CTD most of the time so there's no crash log to report either

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 23h

(Throne auto message) It's my birthday month! I've updated my Throne with birthday wishes, if you're feeling generous today! ♥ throne.com/lilygoat/wishlist

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 24/10/2026

After much thought, what if I wore my horns up, instead of down? 🥰 #LilyGoatArt

A scuffed as hell drawing I did of my goatdemonsona, Lily. Her ram-style bisexual gradient-colored horns are now pointing upwards instead of at her face.

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 22/10/2026

Normally my crafting glam is just all white with pink highlights, but I realized I could just....cheekily dye a few of the pieces and my Halloween Cheryl Mason hair would still work with it 🎃 So behold, sexy Cheryl Mason I guess

I made my sexy crafting glam into a sexy Cheryl Mason cosplay just by adding the "sweatbands" and dyeing all the other pieces to match.

She's wearing long stiletto heels that are brown, a dark green mini skirt, and a white low-cut form fitting top, as well as the orange sweat bands.

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 21/10/2026

Posing the victim of sexual abuse as a "scary monster" that roams around and screams scary things and begs to know where Bear is is just...really not it, y'all

Nikki from Obsession as she appears via a scare actor in a theme park. She is wearing Sara's clothing and is covered in blood. She is also holding a brick in her hand when she playfully strokes.

Thankfully, this particular scare actor has at least two park attendees visibly with her protecting her.

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 21/10/2026

Some screenshots I snagged off a website that shows it, since my ass does not play Fortnite:

Nikki from Obsession as she is depicted in Fortnite. She is wearing her party scene outfit, and has black "blood" splatter on her face and chest to reenact the scene in the film at the party.

Nikki's melee weapon in Fortnite is a broken glass bottle; the same bottle she self harms with at the party.

Her backpack item is an unboxed One Wish Willow strapped to the opened One Wish Willow box across her back

Nikki 'comically' reenacts the "No No No!" scene with flashcards that become increasingly more scratchy as they go. Here she is holding the final card that says, "Don't do THAT!" while smiling very excitedly.

It's also worth noting these flashcards are so large they completely obscure her torso and somewhat ironically can make her seem like all she is wearing are her knee-high boots.

When she tosses each card aside, sparkly magic effects accompany it.

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 18/10/2026

(Throne auto message) It's my birthday month! I've updated my Throne with birthday wishes, if you're feeling generous today! ♥ throne.com/lilygoat/wishlist

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 17/10/2026

Post office lost the new battery I was looking forward to all day. I drew this yesterday but I guess it's fitting. #LilyGoatArt

Lily Goatdemon holding her vape pen looking super done with everything. A black chat bubble with bright pink letters says, "Really? right in front of my vape?"

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 11/10/2026

(Throne auto message) It's my birthday month! I've updated my Throne with birthday wishes, if you're feeling generous today! ♥ throne.com/lilygoat/wishlist

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 10/10/2026

I love how the timer on the left is just a running indicator of how long you've been in the current lobby, not actually how long you've been in the actual queue for

Dead by Daylight screenshot showing the "ready" button (currently in use, so instead of "Ready" is says "Cancel" to turn off your matchmaking search). The time passed is 43 minutes and 33 seconds, with the Estimated time until a match being 1 minute and 28 seconds.

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 10/10/2026

A nice visual representation for why your game shouldn't include gen-AI at any point in the process:

Poll that asks, "Does AI-Generated Content Bother You In Games?"
The answers are: Yes, 78.3% and No, 21.7% out of 5,173 votes cast.

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 05/10/2026

In no particular order, the others: (And Cheryl again for good measure cause she has a special portrait)

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 05/10/2026

🅿️1️⃣0️⃣0️⃣ ✨ Cheryl is now my seventh P100 character

Dead by Daylight screenshot showing Prestige level 100 Cheryl (max level). This compliments the matching Prestige 100 Pyramid Head badge I am wearing in the upper right corner, as well.

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 05/10/2026

Too early to tell if it'll help long term with my hips, but it definitely made bedtime WAY more cozy. I got a super soft cover for it that glows in the dark (I LOVE glow in the dark stuff SO much!!!!) 🌟

My glow in the dark pillow case. It's gray with bright green glow in the dark stars and moons all over it, which are all bright green cause I just charged them before I took the pic

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 04/10/2026

(Throne auto message) It's my birthday month! I've updated my Throne with birthday wishes, if you're feeling generous today! ♥ throne.com/lilygoat/wishlist

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 02/10/2026

I don't think I ever shared this pic, but he was on my mind since it's his birthday month, and I remembered I found this. This is Dexter when he was just a lil bab. 🥹 The pic was taken originally 19 years ago; Dexter would've turned 20 this year. 🐈‍⬛🖤

A small fully black kitten is crouched on my kitchen tile floor.

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 28/09/2026

My 9 movies thingy that folks are doing. There's themes here. my9movies.net/en if you wanna do it!

My 9 movies:
The Addams Family, The Crow, The Matrix, Heavy Metal, The Last Unicorn, Perfect Blue, Alien, Scream, and The Blair Witch Project

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 27/09/2026

(Throne auto message) Do you want to generate some serotonin for me while I think fondly of you because you did something nice for me? Check out my Throne where I have a list of my wants and needs! throne.com/lilygoat/wishlist

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 20/09/2026

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 19/09/2026

I forget that FFXIV Lily is tall as fuck until people do stuff like send me first-person mode screenshots while we're doing raids:

FFXIV screenshot taken from a friend's first person perspective, so Lily looks really huge. Lily is a very pale lavender Viera wearing a glowing futuristic dress while holding a little container of bubbles, as she is blowing bubbles and smiling.

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 13/09/2026

I feel really fucking bad for the people who's art styles got so aggressively co-opted by genAI that now it's synonymous with genAI slop. I saw a pic someone was asking "is this AI?" and just...you can just tell because of the style alone. Let alone the weird shit that makes no sense. CW: gen AI

generative ai slop comic titled "You can't buy happiness..." where a confused woman goes to a rabbit-exclusive pet store in her socks angrily buying gifts while proclaiming, ".. YES YOU CAN" before it seems like she's about to just drop the heavy wooden castle on the unsuspecting brown and white rabbit just randomly laying on a rug in the middle of the rabbit pet store

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 13/09/2026

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 06/09/2026

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 05/09/2026

I saw a lil guy today! CW: Praying mantis (for the folks who don't like seeing any insects!)

A common brown form European Mantis hanging out on some flowering plant in my yard. She is quite large, and hanging somewhat upside-down.

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 05/09/2026

I dub this air fryer science experiment "carnival rolls"! They are inside-out cinnamon rolls, but 15 minutes in the air fryer caramelizes the sugar and gives it a distinct "carnival food" vibe that I really like! I had a lil leftover cream cheese filling so I made it into a dip, too.

Two "carnival rolls" on a white plate with a container of cream cheese icing in between them. The rolls are relatively small, and a golden brown color with toasted creamy filling leaking out the sides.

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 04/09/2026

An item on my Throne wishlist just got fully funded: HOMLAND Shower Chair for Inside Shower, 400 lbs Adjustable Shower Stool with Suction Feet, Shower Seat for Inside Tub Bathroom Bench Bath Chair for Elderly and Disabled - Light Blue - Light Blue. Thank you! throne.com/lilygoat #throne

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 31/08/2026

Alright, that's the rest of them! All my Killers are Adepted now! Survivors too, excluding removed Chapter characters who no longer have Adept achievements.

Steam screenshot of the Dead by Daylight achievements page for Lily. It shows Adept Dark Lord, Adept Animatronic, Adept Lich, and Adept Houndmaster all being unlocked in the span of just over an hour tonight.

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 30/08/2026

I only have four Killers left to Adept now This was all in the last couple of days

Steam screenshot showing Lily's achievements as follows: Adept Artist, Adept Plague. Adept Slasher, Adept Nemesis, Adept First, Adept Judgment

Adept Lara, Adept Oni, "Witness to Heresy", Adept Blight, Adept Trickster, and the achievement "One Thousand Cuts".

Adept Xenomorph, Adept Skull Merchant, Adept Knight, Adept Executioner, Adept Twins, Adept Mastermind, Adept Good Guy, Adept Unknown, Adept Deathslinger, Adept Ghostface

(the word adept is starting to sound weird the more I type it)

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 30/08/2026

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 29/08/2026

I've been doing that around my house My lil guy comes to keep me company when I do my dishes, so I stick him on my microwave

A Lil Gumdrop Guy, politely sitting on the edge of a white microwave. He is a solid black cat with yellow eyes.

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 29/08/2026

Between screw worms, mystery meat he refuses to disclose the source of, and this, I think I'm gonna avoid beef for awhile...

Ranchers and Farmers have always been a number one priority for me. They work very hard, are smart, efficient, and immaculately CLEAN, but for years I have heard that they have had a tremendous problem with the Big Processors, who many say are a nasty Monopoly. There are, essentially, 4 of them, a very non competitive number, and they make life miserable for our wonderful Farmers and Ranchers, and I can't let that happen, can I? So, in order to break this powerful monopoly, with much of its ownership based outside of the U.S., I am authorizing legal documents to be drawn in order to allow Farmers and Ranchers to be given the right to PROCESS THEIR OWN FOOD. This should move quickly. Thank you for your attention to this matter!
President DONALD J. TRUMP (yes in caps)

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 28/08/2026

Update, got more stuff in there! I can't float stuff onto those bottom "shelves", it resets and puts it on the floor no matter what I do so I guess those just stay empty for the time being.

Screenshot showing newly stocked cold cases, there are now lots of sandwiches, puddings, and drinks of various colors and sizes in the cold cases.

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 28/08/2026

Restock day at the ol' convenience store (I am rearranging the FC house)

Final Fantasy XIV screenshot showing Lily's viera (rabbit person) in front of what seems to be a large display refrigerator case. Inside are several milk cartons, bottles, and soup dishes on display of various colors. Part of the housing menu is visible and you can see Lily has several more drinks and sandwich items in her inventory.

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 27/08/2026

Literally the first one. I've played almost all of them at some point!

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 27/08/2026

I actually am curious how long it will take me to collect all of these messages if they are going to send one for each Killer 🤔

"You have faced The Dredge more than once." in-game mail.

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 26/08/2026

Without downloading any new pics, what's it like dating you?

Caution

God cannot help you beyond this point

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 25/08/2026

Implemented a rarity-based dye system so I can more easily see what level each sub part is at a glance: 🤎 lv1 common, Shark Class 💚 lv15 uncommon, Unkiu Class 🩵 lv25 rare, Whale Class 💜 lv35 very rare, Coelacanth Class ❤️ lv45 visceral, Syldra Class 🧡 lv50+ legendary, Modified Class parts

Lily's questionably-dyed submarine, the Pilk Fetcher. It is dyed purple, bright red, and blue in this example. The front looks like a purple fish, the middle is a red 4-finned dinosaur vibe situation, and the back looks like a blue whale fin. It's a mess, lol.

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 25/08/2026

I'm disabled and finally just recently got on disability after 2 and a half years of trying. I have fibro, arthritis, autism, adhd, epilepsy, anxiety, PTSD, depression, dyscalculia, Tourettes and some other stuff I'm probably forgetting! 😅 It's a lot, but I do my best! 💜 Here's my most recent art

My most recent artwork, Lily Goatdemon 2.0. Lily is a she/her succubus who is unnaturally pastel purple-toned in complexion. She has bright neon pink eyes with neon teal square-shaped pupils. She has a human-like face, but long floppy goat ears, as well as large ram's horns that are bisexual gradient in their coloration.

She has very long and thick wavy silvery hair that is depicted as being pale pale lavender with a slight ombre to a darker purple. The hair lines are rendered in bright white to reflect the "silver" nature of her hair.

She has "void magic" wings that are sparkling specifically in the
pansexual colors, but neon. She is wearing a gray-blue crop top/sports bra under a ripped up white t-shirt with a crudely drawn purple pentagram on it.

She has large heart-shaped pink glasses on, and a necklace with a tiny golden moon on it. She is also holding a neon pink vape pen. It's got a wisp of smoke visible off camera in the uncropped version.

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 23/08/2026

Slowly chipping away at the Convenium store in FFXIV 🥰

FFXIV screenshot of the inside Lily's Free Company House, which has been designed to look like a type of convenience store. This pic shows off the "cooler cases" that mostly have food items in them. This is still a work in progress so some of the items aren't relevant though.

The other wall behind Lily shows several vending machines that feature "Gimme Kittens" and energy drinks. A lot of posters adorn the wall immediately behind them. A magazine rack can be seen to the left, next to the cash register and some shiny rocks on display.

The cash register area, with a large neon Yan sign, more posters, a black board, and a television set. All the counter tops are either neon pink or neon yellow-green.

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Lily GoatDemon and The Infinite Sadness @lilygoatdemon.vtubers.social · 23/08/2026

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