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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 27/08/2026

An announcement for the indefinite future.

lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 27/08/2026

At 1:30pm ET, 11:30 pm PT (bit delayed due to health stuff) trying out Star Wars Zero Company! I know very little about the clone wars besides the movie and that one tartakovsky cartoon but that's not going to stop me from sending vtubers into the meat grinder On the Youtubes

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 22/08/2026

1pm et, (re)starting the msq in ff14!! i last played this game in 2021. i have over 400 hours and never made it to heavensward. im not a rper or anything I genuinely don't know what happened here, but I barely remember any of the story so let's start again from the beginning

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 20/08/2026

I actually didn't end up yapping much, the game was too engrossing lol. thank you to everyone who came!! funny little bite size game for under five bucks. a bit too repetitive for me to want to go back to but what's there is really fun, check it out if you can ff14 tomorrow!

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 20/08/2026

in a bit over half an hour, 130 pm et, slayblade! beyblade roguelike beyblade roguelike beyblade roguelike also prob a bit of yapping about the current health situation and my upcoming move and the star wars comic franchise because been reading a lot of star wars comics fsr

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 18/08/2026

I am ill to say the least but I'm going a little stir crazy hours so gorilla week!!! streaming ff14 whenever I'm alive enough to do so (I last did 2.x like 5 years ago so we're starting over) and slayblade!!! no watchalongs bc i uh have no glasses and im waiting on a new pair

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 15/07/2026

pain is much better than yesterday so gonna do a stream in an hour at 2pm et! star wars: jedi fallen order! that game where i am constantly getting lost and fighting with the controls and modern game design. but the droids are really cute even if cal kestis is insanely chopped

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 15/07/2026

schedule! health is not good so we're gonna play it by ear this week! probably gonna try jedi fallen order again and see if i can figure out modern game design. maybe some minit??? but this sunday we're doing another watchalong, 1pm et! empire strikes back, the bset star war

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 11/07/2026

BIRTHDAY STREAM!! in an hour 1pm et lego star wars the complete saga with my dearly beloved ex-girlfriend/bestie/landlord/mane-san, smalldog, who despite what pomu rainpuff might think is not literally a small dog, just kinda short she only plays the sims so she is nervous

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 08/07/2026

in about an hour at 1pm et!! star wars knights of the old republic 2 where, having finally finished the tutorial, we investigate the evils of capitalism and the local branch of the mafia in order to find our beloved droid, t3-m4. also we keep hearing the dark side stinger

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 08/07/2026

it's my birthday week i guess??? schedule wed: kotor 2 but we're past the tutorial for real and trying to find my droid son/dog sat: birthday stream!!! playing lego star wars with smalldog, my roommate/exgf/landlord/bff sun: star wars iv: a new hope watchalong!! in the discord

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 03/07/2026

in an hour, 1pm et!! KOTOR 2!!! after like 6 hours of tutorial we can play the game proper maybe (everyone just installs a mod to skip this part apparently) also we we were rude to someone who kept trying to get in our pants and i guess we're evil now. also droids or smth

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 02/07/2026

in a bit over an hour, 1pm et on the yt! my first time trying out star wars: dark forces!! all i know is it's basically the star wars franchise's answer to doom but people seem to really like it so im excited! also it's 100f out so locking myself in the basement sounds appealing

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 30/06/2026

in about 40 minutes!! 1pm est. star wars jedi: fallen order on yt i know nothing about this game besides it's like a soulslike or something but the droid is cute and that's enough for me pain is really bad so might be a lil subdued but i wanna play star wars damnit

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 30/06/2026

pushing back Tuesday's Dark Forces stream to Wednesday for no reason in particular

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 30/06/2026

less sick so star wars week!!! schedule for 6/29 star wars but dark souls star wars but doom star wars but it's a text-heavy rpg which is really hard for me to stream but im doing my best and hopefully it'll be enjoyable!!! star wars but lego on yt as always!

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 13/06/2026

in an hour! 1pmish et continuing to tank my channel with SHMUPs!! this one is a mechamusume bullet hell rail shooter with yuri i think youtube.com/live/TNBHqJS...

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 11/06/2026

ikaruga at 2pm et!! this one is apparently kamige or something pushing back by an hour because I've been on the phone getting Medicaid figured out since 9 a.m. 🫠

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 09/06/2026

SCHEDULE TAKE TWO!!!! i mightve gotten sick and it mightve been bad but. this time!!! kotor II and then some shmups that look neat!! on yt as always

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 03/06/2026

in 15!!! 3pm et there's a ouse i love ouse youtube.com/live/2jLaN30...

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 03/06/2026

"im back! im no longer sick and can stream again" take two. this time for real i hope mina the hollower, and first time ever playing KOTOR 2!! people said I can start with the 2nd one and i'm kinda in a star wars mood after grogu

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 23/05/2026

so i had never bothered getting my name legally changed and have actually been going by a THIRD name different from Lily and my deadname until now. but my mom almost named me Lily when I was born and told me that's what I should use, so hi. im Lily now i guess

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 08/05/2026

there are more trans girls here than at a gender clinic

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 07/05/2026

but what if we gave a giant animated skeletal squirrel a physical form and gave it to my sister as a gift stream in an hour (1pm et)!! preparing osrs models for 3d printing

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 07/05/2026

5/4 stream schedule! trying to catch up on things that ended up by the wayside because of health (while trying to keep afloat in school) so a bit of a shorter week 3d modelling stream where we're making osrs assets 3d printable, and a coworking stream for a chat overlay

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 02/05/2026

thank you everyone who came and everyone who stuck around even with all my ranting!!!! im sorry about that it will not happen again unless I decide to play metal gear or something here's the new wip model preview though!! credit to @lophouse.kawaii.social (she chose the expressions)

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 01/05/2026

im finally back and can stop this awful vtweeter arc!! gonna be talking about my trip to the hospital and my trip to the hospital and my trip to the hospital and my trip to the hospital and my trip to the hospital and also some fun stuff maybe stream tomorrow (fri) 1pm et on yt

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 15/04/2026

official diagnosis of tummy hort... nothing scary im just probably having an unusually rough recovery 🥹 I'll take it over the alternatives any day at least

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 14/04/2026

nevermind we cant keep down fluids 🥲

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 10/04/2026

WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE SOLD OUT WHO ELSE IS BUYING DOMO-KUN POSTERS IN 2026

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 04/04/2026

bad pain days so she kept me company 🥹

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 02/04/2026

i promise you dont want to go to the hospital with us...

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 31/03/2026

this week's schedule (3/30 - 4/5) still recovering from surgery so taking it easy, but going to do a post-hospital zatsu and our first membership stream! (i dont know how i haven't done one yet im sorry!) also gonna be having my roommate/exgf stream silent hill bc why not :)

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 30/03/2026

my sweet beautiful baby girl I love you but why do you fucking rest your head on my incision every damn time

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 29/03/2026

A Positive Announcement Regarding the Continued Activity of Lilybwees

As you’re probably aware if you’ve looked at any of my social media or watched any of my streams, I have been a mess the past few years. I’ve lacked reliable access to medication and hormones, I’ve been in debilitating pain for over a year due to gallbladder disease, and I’ve been dealing with familial issues so severe they escalated into legal proceedings. My mental health issues were completely untreated for much of it, and, in full disclosure, I’ve narrowly avoided taking my life on multiple occasions.

In December I was informed it was my 2 year streaming anniversary. Some people might have noticed I didn’t celebrate. Privately, I broke down. It felt like nearly every week I’ve had to cancel streams due to health. Every time I made plans or signed up to an event, it seemed that without fail my health would interfere. Every project I was excited about ended up cancelled or unfinished. I might have started streaming 2 years ago, but I certainly didn’t have 2 years to show for it.

Unfortunately for everyone, I’m better now. My medications are in order, my mental health has stabilized, my brother has been disowned, and my gallbladder was finally removed without issue. My Vtweeter arc is finally over. Streams will resume at increased intensity, and two years of unfinished projects will finally be ready to show on stream.

Please look forward to the following over these upcoming months:

An updated model.
A free OSC app for Vtube Studio
A IRIAM Debut
A proper chat overlay
A mascot redesign
Regular membership streams
Regular GameDev stream
Edited video content
Lewdtubing Debut (yes. sorry.)
ASMR Content
GameBoy Camera Chekis
A book club in the Discord
at least one Zine.

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 26/03/2026

it was negative. sorry to disappoint 😔

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 13/03/2026

so because a lot of this 'political' posting is probably going to become more prominent: im transgender. my younger sister is a lesbian. ive been living in debilitating pain for the past 6 months because of the US medical system. my younger sister lived in pain for years and

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 05/03/2026

live in an hour!!! i really thought this thumbnail was a good idea and im sorry for what ive done

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 04/03/2026

will be playing pokopia tomorrow at 11am eastern for a couple hours until my roommate gets home and we head over to the ER!! was hoping to be able to stream a few more days of it but the pain has gotten so bad I can't sleep so maybe not 😔

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 23/02/2026

tfw you have the autism where you've spent the past 8 months refreshing eBay looking for a specific teapot because it's used as a reference model for computer graphics for a split second I thought I got lucky today but it's an earlier product 🥲

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 22/02/2026

Feeling a bit better so: starting Armored Core VI's New Game+ route! AKA the point at which the game starts getting kinda spicy. In about an hour at 130pm ET or so!

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 20/02/2026

yeah I don't think I need the ports

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lilybwees 🐝🪫 @lilybwees.moe · 18/02/2026

armored core vi, the otome game that's taking jp twitter by storm!! do you think love can bloom, even on a battlefield? 1pm et on the yt! youtube.com/live/8MZAaPg...

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