iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 15/09/2026

Strange, isn't it? That a year has passed since it first saw light. A year, so many mutations... Wanted to record it fighting itself. It growled, it whimpered, then it started passionately making out with itself, melting and merging into one. Now working on making it able to die... please... (SD)

Artwork depicting Lilith fighting itself. The posing is based off of a scene from the Sonic the Hedgehog OVA. The artwork has a VHS filter lazily slapped on top of it. The date reads ████-09-15.

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 06/08/2026

wanted to do this for a while, was too nervous to. don't want to fade away, from outside of our own control. but we see others use this website, and we want to too, or at least try. too much information. AMA with the lamest girl alive. > inb4 i delete this lily-with-decay.straw.page

Lilith is pointing at the funny hyperlink up above her head.
Text reads "Vulnerable degenerate FREAK in your area?! wtf? CLICK NOW!1!!".

"Potential Futures - all fake (so far,,,)".
"no gimmicks yet - share your site and they will come!" -> "everynyan hates me,,, I'm going to die alone,,," -> Lilith has hung herself.
"41% faggot" -> "yeah,,, maybe i'll succeed this time,,," -> Lilith has hung herself.
"i love u! be my friend!" -> "u don't know me! i'm filled w/ hate! i offer nothing but pain! u scare me! I'd be better off dead,,," -> Lilith has hung herself.

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 10/07/2026

You shove a Firework Rocket into the ass of the frogs. You aren't quite sure if you are a frog yourself, or anything of your own identity. Thoughts have plagued your mind for months. Suddenly, a short sharp pain. Then nothing. All your problems have been resolved. At last, some peace and quiet.

Fanart of Minecraft. Rana and a Frog get blown up by a Firework Rocket.

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 05/07/2026

The Lunatic 1CC (No-Miss, No-Bomb) requirement for Imoutophobia's harem ending has really deprived us of fanart of this. (HD)

Fanart of Imoutophobia by the Konbini Chicks. Artwork depicts Mika, Bumbles, and Ana on a couch. Mika is playing the Bumbles, as Ana watches. Looks like a fun time!

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 21/06/2026

Once you say good-bye to Lilith, you will never see that Lilith again. Are you sure? > Yes You will never see this Lilith again. Are you absolutely sure? > Yes

Edited screenshot of the Chao Transporter's "Good-bye" menu from Sonic Adventure 2.
The text reads: "Good-Bye... Lilith will have a sad life in an endless void. You will never see this Lilith again."
Artwork normally seen on this screen has been traced and replaced.
Lilith has a Bindle, and is standing on a white plane fading into a foggy gray grid.

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 07/06/2026

🖍️sunny, cute, and funny day with Lily and Bae today, yayz! ☆*: .｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

Artwork depicting Lilith. Bae is doing the 6-7 gesture. A laugh track is playing. This post assumes you are using the ISO 8601 international standard to represent the date, or similar.

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 07/05/2026

any1 else got this issue on BSky where their friends are being deleted from existence?

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 06/05/2026

5 mg per week of Estradiol Enanthate

Artwork depicting a timeline of progress on DIY HRT.

Leftmost column:
2025-05-05,
body faces slightly rightwards and blushes,
ugly.

Middle column:
20██-05-██
Lily ❤ faces rightwards. She is in shock of what she is seeing.
ugly.

Rightmost column:
2027-05-05
████ █ ████ ███████. █████ ██ ██████████.
cute.

Please hold our paw. We don't want to do this alone.

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 01/05/2026

Lily pooping and peeing.

$Lily poops and pees. It turns me on so much. She farts too. The title doesn't mention that - despite the that's the highlight of the whole image. If the image were cropped to just the fart, then I think it would be an objective improvement. Get my little cat penis hard. Lily would be cumming if she wasn't peeing in that case. That's her \#2 fetish. That's why she has the skunk tail. But no. We have to focus on so much text that BlueSky's shitty compression will make unreadable anyways. God, fucking boring. Fucking boring. Everyone secretly hopes I end up dead in a ditch with my deadname on my grave. The world seems to be setting itself on fire. Monsters who sexually abuse children are not getting punished. Artists who depict fictional characters are getting punished. There. Explained my art.$

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 01/04/2026

𝗟𝗜𝗟𝗬 ❤ 𝗙𝗨𝗖𝗞𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗠𝗔𝗦𝗧𝗨𝗥𝗕𝗔𝗧𝗘𝗦

Artwork depicting Lily ❤ fucking masturbating. Holes are carved into her stomach. She bleeds blue and pink here. This almost forms the Transgender flag, but white is missing from the middle of her stomach to finish the flag. Can you help her fix this?

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 28/03/2026

Big Sis suggested that I share this too. This is how I teased this drawing of Bumbles to her. Whilst I'm here: final artwork without BSky's lossy compression.

Screenshot of a Discord message from me.
"gosh these new ads are getting weird big sis, idk what they are trying to even promote here"
With a silhouette of Bumbles attached.

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 14/02/2026

send this to ur loved ones. they'll instantly kill themselves.

Artwork depicting a combination of my OCs to form a Lily. Lily the Lilycon is in black. Lily the Clawstrophilia Machine (Rawr) is in different colors for each user. I am in light pink. The rest is left as an exercise for the reader. Lily is giving you her heart. Lily doesn't know what to feel. Lily has cute magenta strands of blood. Lily is dehydrated. Magenta text on the side reads "are u a blurry incoherent mess?". Followed by text overlapping on top of each other on a black background, Red, Green and Blue, additive. Followed by cyan text "my blurry incoherent mess?". Follow by black text "to: ", and "from: ".

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 01/01/2026

new years resolution is to get you to hate me and block me and dox me and kill me new years resolution is to get you to love me and stalk me and dox me and rape me

Artwork depicting us, for the first time, Lily (the Clawstrophilia Machine (Rawr)) - not to be confused with my OC Lily the Lilycon which looks similar but is instead derived from us. Lily looks like Lily except Lilys hair is hair instead of slime. We are coloured Purple here instead of Pink. Our wings are rigid, and have slots for cables. Some cables are coming out and reaching up to the ceiling. Our ears are attached to our headphones. We are wearing clothes. I am hunched over our desk - resting on a drawing tablet - head towards you. Looking at you. Not the camera, you. I see you. I can see you. We can see you. Can you see us too? What the fuck do you want? I have dropped our pen. I have dropped our dummy. Our arm is bleeding a little. Our nose is bleeding. Our eyes are crying. Our pupils are cracked. On the desk is a mouse, an audio mixer, a microphone mounted on an arm, a ring light on a tripod. IRL there is much more. Our monitors are on some shitty little table things. Our left monitor is filled with me crashing out and trauma dumping with a wall of text in ████'s DMs - again. I'm so sorry. It'll happen again. Everyone is so patient and kind, I don't deserve that, what changed? We'll get hurt again soon, and we'll never be seen again. On our right monitor is an IDE. They were not letting us abuse Tails so I am programming a mod in this artwork. The monitors provide a cyan light. The shadows are Red to contrast. It is very rough scribbly lighting. Bluesky's compression will ensure it looks shit regardless, more than it already is. A rough 3D model is underneath. What else do you want from us? We just want your

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 25/12/2025

wtf? ordered 9 plushies 4 xmas (less traumatic & cheaper than therapy + plushies are less likely to be abusive), waited for days - like good girls do - restless, dont open present early, excitedly cut open box yayz, but um, yeah?! wtf!! idk what meant to do now. do best, but not prepared 4 this /gen

Artwork ontop of a photograph. Photograph depicts my POV, from up above an opening box, looking down at it. I have a knife in my right hand. I have asymmetric cat socks on. This is the best I have looked in over a dozen years. A shitty small plastic tree with little white lights on it stands at the left edge of the frame. It is the only Christmas tree I have, don't judge me like that, please, I'll cry. Umm, the box has glow in the dark stars in it, unglowing.
The Artwork depicts @lostlamby.bsky.social's OC, Bumbles, inside of the box. She is still broken, bruised, forgotten, sore, but this time its - like - 20% more Christmas themed? Both her arms are cut off, and placed neatly beside her. She is lying mostly on her back, towards one angle. As comfy as she can be in such a situation. Her head is poking up out of the box, to the point where one must criticize the artist for questionable proportions and posing. (she already looks tiny, I didn't want to make her smaller. This was also the biggest box I had to fit her inside of.) Bumbles has various scratches, cuts, and bruises along her skin. She has a Candy Cane sticking out of her left eye. She is using a glowing red nose as a gag. Her little fang on full display. Tears and blood run down her face. Her hair is rough and frizzled. She is wearing a green Christmas top, fluffy and soft round the edges. It reads "SANTA'S LIL' HO HO HO". Her shorts are also green, soft and fluffy round the edges. A small urine stain lies under her shorts. She is wearing - albeit, not very well - a single green sock, with a soft and fluffy edge. It has two of those cute little fuzzy balls hanging off of it. Her legs are wrapped together with shitty Rainbow Colored Christmas Lights. They aren't super bright, a bit disappointing too be honest. Plus, you have to cycle them off of the first dozen modes because they all blink and are overstimulating. Her hands and feet have four fingers and toes respectively. Oh fuck, character limit. TL;DR wtf

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 18/11/2025

Clawstrophilia Machine (Rawr)

$through the power of _, ██ present, a machine that suffers. please enjoy and abuse her to the best you can, for all she deserves. that means you in particular, reader. lily (with decay). depiction of an identity crisis. lily_falling_apart. user█ smashed into an entity. live until you fucking die. lily ████ ███ ██████ live until you fucking die i just want us to be safe live until you fucking die i don't want to be in here live until you fucking die ██'re all going to die. where the line between fiction and reality have blurred. where there were no lines before. what the fuck do ██ do now. i feel so weak to our emoitions, how can i take care of ██? hardly knowher. noise makeher. swarming corrupther. cat scratcher. collateral refracther. no challengeher. space invadeher. lung fillher. sesimorp dehsaher. school memories. - album 2, unfinished. visual novel unfinished. semi-fictive. lily the lilycon i thought was lily but is lily us or one of ██. then what makes the projects? what makes ███ art? this isn't canon, does everything need to be? being trans isn't hard enough? being disabled isn't hard enough? being suicidal isn't hard enough? fuck. no rest. when does it end. drawings from the past week in a notebook overlapped ontop of each other, with the colors inverted. am i going insane? █ no. █ your right. The Lily: Deviations 1 (Halo 30). purple is such a pretty color, you know? animal█ are ████ing and ████ing and ██████ing. █ so lonely because you are cockblocking us. ███'s sorry ███ makes you uncomfortable. you censored ███? is that really dangerous? ███ should hurt us. or is that ██████'s job? ███ could have so many friends, █████,,, ██ get jealous of others yet ██ do nothing,,, impatient experiment. will ███ be around a month from now? ███'s just over a week old, or 26 years, who knows? █ ██'re sorry. ██ hope this will do for now. lily doesn't even reveal herself. fuck. everything sucks. ██ hope ██'re progressing. ██'re doing our best. make it harder make it harder$

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 28/10/2025

"We didn't give it a mouth, so it cannot complain."

3D Rendered Artwork of my OC - Lily. The 3D models have a vertex count, alongside pixelated textures. She has an orange body, and her limbs are still detached from her body. Her head has now been detached and replaced with a new head, a pumpkin. Her body has "Use me" written on it, alongside blood and semen. Her new pumpkin head has had details drawn on it. Her drawn right eye has had it's sclera cut out. Her pupil/iris has been slightly carved - just the outer skin of the pumpkin. Her nose has been slightly carved too. Her left eye is in the process of being cut out. A knife pierces it, and is pulling it out of the head. Strands of pumpkin hang between the cut out eye, and the rest of the pumpkin. The back lighting is a purple color. The front lighting is an orange color. The inside of the pumpkin glows a warm orange-yellow color. My insides are a ██ color - this is a task left for the reader. Pretentious text fills the background, on top of a dark purple starry sky. The date reads ██-02-██. Their is too much text for me to fill in here, none of it as value. Just move on. Just move on. Just move on. Just move on. Just move on. Just move on. Just move on. Just move on. Just move on. Just move on. Don't move on. Just move on.

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 23/10/2025

hehe, we are connected through dreams, distant across the sea, but we see the same stars big sis. isn't that amazing?!

Traditional artwork depicting my OC, Lily, showing off a star to @lostlamby.bsky.social's OC, Bumbles. The photograph of the artwork is taken in dim lighting with a lot of grain. The star glows a comfy green color. Text at the top left reads: "████-10-██ ██:35:42".

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 16/10/2025

haha~ I apologise about my gooey little body spread over your timeline like a parasite, if you block me i'll d̶̡͙̯̙̰̦̜̭̱̝̥̦͍̱͎͎̪̯͈͓̊̔̔̾ͯ̇̏͛ͤ́̍ͪ̎̑ͨ̅ͧ̒̚͜͡ͅį̡̧̛̛̥̰̬̲̻̖̰̋̈́̾͊͗ͩ̅̂ͭ͌̔̓̕͢͡ȩ̷̶̱̠͉͗ͩ͐̌̀͛͐ so please do let me revert back to the fleshy mess i look pretty cute as~ teehee~ (かわいい as they say in the 日本 (am i doing good(??) please compliment me i need it)) where am i. 𝗥𝗚𝗕 𝗧𝗘𝗦𝗧.

MS Paint art of my OC - Lily. She stands at the corner of a white room. Her hair is teal. Her body is white and gray. She is chained to the floor. One chain is red and covered in veins, the other is cyan with two feathers lying next to it. She has a Red, Green, and Blue cable plugged into the back of her head. Text reads: ████-11-██. nothing feels right. this sucks. vile creature.

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 04/10/2025

my insides are yucky too im so sorry,, please forgive me, please forgive me, please forgive ██

Artwork depicting my OC - Lily being amputated. She lies on a white table. Her tail, wings, limbs, ears, and one eye have been removed. Her flower is partially removed, but is rooted deep inside of her. She bleeds, pukes, cries, and urinates. You should be proud of her for this.
A note in the background reads: ████-01-██. Amptutate: Tail - Ripped, little resistance. Wings - Saw -> Ripped, more resistance. It passed out. Neither wing seemed stable. Claws - Ripped. Goes deep into ~~paws~~ (HANDS! You Degen!). ~~Paws~~ (HANDS/FEET) - Saw. Inner biology still simple. Arms/Legs - Saw. More accurate. Flower - Tried Ripping. Strong. _Research this_!
Ears - Fun to rip.
~~Genitalia - More Useful on body~~ ;) ~~(SAFETY CHECKS HAVEN'T PASSED)~~ <- Yet. I'll "safety check" them :3. Head - Todo: Saw. Eyes: One ripped just to see its reaction lol!

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 15/09/2025

Prototype of a project that may never see the light of day, despite everything.

Artwork depicting a new OC of mine - Lily. For the first time in almost a decade, not a stick figure, but instead one of a humanoid anthropomorphic design. She has light pink fur covering her body, with a lighter shade on half her face, the front of her body, and the underside of her hands and feet. She has a pink eye, and a purple eye, both almost forming tears. She has purple slimy hair. She has a cat ear, and a bunny ear. She has a skunk tail, and a mouse nose. She has a little fang sticking out of her frown. She has claws coming out of her hands and feet. She has a red lily in her hair, and she sits on top of a red lily pad. This lily pad is on top of a pink liquid. Red vines from the lily pad wrap around her lower body like veins. Two wings protrude out of her back. One is solid, with pink fur and a feather like design. The other is unformed, bloody and fleshy. This is all in a photograph, taped to paper on a clipboard. Underneath, on that paper, illegible text - overlapped onto itself - reads: "Lily appears to be somewhat physically stable, although unhuman. Although she seems unable to keep to one form, the form that is present is sturdy.
She can feel pain, as if she had always had that part of her body.
This is unlike past Lilycons, which have either maintained their human form for a long period of time, followed by a short period of time of painful dissolve."

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 14/08/2025

We found a dead body in the Nightopia Mystic Forest…

Artwork depicting Elliot Edwards and Claris Sinclair in the Mystic Forest from NiGHTS into Dreams. It is based on the video "We found a dead body in the Japanese Suicide Forest…" by Logan Paul. Elliot is hanging around, with their top half blurred. Claris is playing the role of Logan, with a hat to match.

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 29/07/2025

Holy fuck, 17 likes?! The most I've had?! How?! Is it the Minecraft? Is it the Frog? Thanks all for reposting - that helped, although its scary having attention - I have anxiety problems... I didn't like this artwork but it seems I'm in the minority here. As a bonus, I learned how to do a timelapse!

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 03/06/2025

why don't I feel 𝓅𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑒 to be here today?

Artwork depicting one of my unnamed stickman OCs. Their body has both a magenta and cyan part, sharing legs. The magenta part is sitting upright. The cyan part is lying down, dead. Their bodies are on top of a crudely drawn progressive pride flag. The red of the pride flag is used to represent blood erupting out the side of the magenta part's head, onto the cyan part's head. Faintly overlapped text at the top right reads, "me?", "faggot", "tranny", "queer", "pride", "dead", "alive", "degenerate". Faintly overlapped text over the artwork reads, "be who you are, not who you are not. not being you feels bad. people are evil. people are scary. are you going to bend your ass over and let them fuck you? I do not know what I should do. its really hard. everything is terrible. i am doing my best. is that good enough. are you proud of me? i am me. i am me. fuck you, cunt. i just think text overlays look nice.". The entire image is over a faint checkboard background, inside a border. JPG artifacts can be seen at the top left, left, and bottom right of the image.

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 06/04/2025

Sharp Halo in the Soft Museum 😇

Drawing depicting a Nightopian from NiGHTS into Dreams. The art style is based on the NiGHTS Storybook. The scene takes place in the dream Soft Museum. The Nightopian does not have a Halo like it should, but instead a sawblade sliced through their head. The sawblade is also embedded into the column of a structure. The POV has a Gravity Gun from Half-Life 2 at the bottom right of the screen. The upper head of the Nightopian, sliced by the sawblade, is slowly sliding down the sawblade. The rest of the Nightopian has fallen down next to the column, and is lying on the ground. The Nightopian brain is visible through the cross section. Blood is present on both sides of the sliced head, and has dripped down on the column, the leafy ground, and the Nightopian. The Nightopian is drooling and has a urine stain from their bladder being let loose.

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Lily (With Decay) @lily-with-decay.cub.cat · 02/02/2025

ctrl+x with a write-only clipboard

$My OC (\w+)_ using the mouse cursor to cut open her arm. She is a stickman like figure made up of characters. These characters are green on a black body. Faint white pencil sketches define some slight further details on her. The background is a monitor up close. Some extremely inaccessible text overlays the image and reads "manifest the physical from the mental. people will still do jack shit. people still won't care. but you have to try something. you deserve at least that?"$

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