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@lesghosts.bsky.social

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he/they | 32 | arab lesbian | AR/EN tumblr: lesghosts.tumblr.com letterboxd: boxd.it/xF1r lastfm: last.fm/user/loosegarment

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 10h

I've had constant headache for a week now, I gotta sort this out

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 10h

nothing gives me a headache and makes me stop watching like bad subtitles

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 10h

trying to watch an australian film but the captions seem to be translated from german and it's wrong

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 11h

last time I made it was in april :(((

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 12h

craving cinnamon buns so bad but this means I have to make them

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 18h

tho I seem to face an issue with baking powder because it keeps on living a weird aftertaste

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 18h

made pancakes for breakfast and they were the fluffiest pancakes I've ever had

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 23h

my lower body hurts and this heating pad isn't doing anything

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

aside from using spotify on web (thank god for ad blockers) I’m downloading my music and transferring it to my phone

roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

almost 60 riyals for a single month? yeah no thanks

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I’m not subscribed to any music service but like when did almost all of them become this expensive?

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I’m back to listening to Rent musical nonstop

Screenshot of the album “Rent: Original Broadway Cast Recording” on Apple Music

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B @judi-hench.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Meme from Peaky Blinders. Cillian Murphy is instructing his men, "No hate-watching! No! Fucking! Hate! Watching!"

roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

sometimes jdramas feel educational when they take on a controversial subject but nope this doesn't even do that

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

those 19 minutes feel like an hour, horrible music, horrible story, bad acting from most of the cast... it's bleak

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

my sleep hasn't been so good lately so I feel very disoriented

roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Pieces - Carly Rae Jepsen (Unreleased Track)

YouTube video by Unreleased Carly

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I'll be downloading them all and organize them with covers to copy to my phone <3 I feel like I discovered a treasure

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I just found the unreleased songs and man crj’s fans are serious, they got all the unreleased songs from years ago as well as a while google doc filled with info about every unreleased song

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

CRJ releasing the japan exclusive songs and 6 more <3 I love this

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

been wanting to try making this for ages but I was afraid of not liking it, but it’s so tasty so I’m very happy

roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

creamy fettuccine made with silken tofu 😋

Creamy Fettuccine in a deep dish, photo taken over my desk near the window

roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I was listening to the musical nonstop when I first watched it this year think it'll happen again

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

made the mistake of playing RENT (2008) now I'm crying

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

ugh I can't find a good reference to work with

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I drew this in 2017 and now that I'm in my shoot feels I wanna redraw it

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

@thevoidisloud.bsky.social couldn't stop thinking about it

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

wrap yourself in petals 🌺

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I need to meal prep for real

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

made horrible coffee :< one good thing about this is bad coffee usually makes me less sleepy

roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

my headache keeps getting worse

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I know it's time to stop playing DE when I just start picking whatever choices without thinking

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

from the book: Bareed Mista3jil

The common misconception in Lebanon is that lesbian relationships don't last. Here's the insider's guide to a stereotypical Lebanese lesbian relationship. Two women meet (probably online), fall in love within a week (if not faster), vow eternal love and devotion to each other (forever and ever), meet in person (probably at Dunkin Donuts), announce that they are girlfriends (zayeti inti'), tell all their friends (including lesbians on their MSN they have never met) that they are now in love, go dancing In Acid a month later (where one of them will throw a jealousy fit because the other looked at someone else), start fighting about everything (and nothing), break up (over the course of six months), and finally decide to become good friends (lesbian ex's never leave). Repeat as necessary.
Ok, so maybe that really does happen a lot. But it's not because there's something inherently wrong with lesbians in this country. It's because these are the patterns that social pressure and ostracism lead to.
Imagine growing up for years thinking there is something seriously wrong with you, being rejected by your parents and friends, believing you're the only lesbian in the world, observing and envying all the heterosexual relationships around you. Of course you're going to jump into a relationship with the nicest lesbian you can meet. Of course you're going to carry into that relationship years of insecurity, low self-esteem. and hopelessness, in addition to all the external battles with society that you have to fight. Remember all those romantic comedies with a woman searching many years for Mr. Right (among all the men in the universe)? Imagine being in the same situation, only you barely know 10 other lesbians from which you're supposed to find Miss Right.

roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

also my loud alarm was going off next to my head and I was hearing it in my dream and trying so hard to find the source and turn it off but I couldn't, so I woke up with a very horrible headache

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I don't even remember what she was saying or what happened after but only this part, it's weird

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

had a weird dream where I was sitting with my mom and aunt and my dead grandma was there too (she was looking much better than when I last saw her) but apparently only I could see her, and she was talking to me but I kept looking around trying to see if anyone else sees her and hears her

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💤 @starryniights.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

someone edited the trailer to burnin' up by the jonas brothers and it is absolutely perfect 😭

roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

honorable mentions for tv shows (hacks, the leftovers, new girl) for jdrama (oyaji!, mondai no aru restaurant, quartet)

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

my top 9 tv shows/jdramas

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I remember it was so good that's why it feels worth a revisit

roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

"be all the beautiful things you are, and be them without apology"

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

maybe after I finish you're the worst

roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

kinda wanna rewatch crazy ex-girlfriend

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𓆦 @ziwzih.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

"uplifting tinashe" is such a cute and wholesome trend🥹

roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

old gay jdramas were bad so I'm not expecting anything amazing

roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

wanted to watch another yuri jdrama and picked transit girls for ito sayuri but man it's not good and I'm only 1 episode in

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

thinking about the best show ever that is six feet under

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roy @lesghosts.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

open.spotify.com

Rachel Chinouriri · Broken chair · Song · 2026

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