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the nightshift system

@lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social
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20, it/bun/pup they if you're lame ΘΔ 🔞🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ therian, plural, transfem, ace lesbian // diary account

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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 15/04/2026
it really feels bleak. like. really does
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 15/04/2026
lets play the try not to kill yourself challenge! lets play the not be jealous of everyones more stable and good situations challenge! lets play the not lash out at fucking everyone challenge!
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 15/04/2026
im so angry
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 14/04/2026
wish i could lvoe people less hard sometimes. its so like painful
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 13/04/2026
its hard for me to enjoy certain pieces of indie media because i know for a fact the people behind it got capitalism on their mind and being rich as their goal
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 07/04/2026
wwantmy mama -puppy
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 07/04/2026
fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 07/04/2026
i just want to be wanted. i want to be needed and i dont want everyone i love to replace me i dont want to become nothing to people agian please dont go
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 03/04/2026
lowkey writing the grossest thing ive ever written lyrically but i think i need to get this out of my system
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 03/04/2026
maybe if i couldve given you what you needed you would have loved me more
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 29/03/2026
i dont wanna think about this stuff right now but it just wont stop
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 29/03/2026
i hate when we get overly exhausted because we get really sad and anxious and feel like things are bad again
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 26/03/2026
im five
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 25/03/2026
ill scream into a void because its the only thing that hears me if i have to
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 25/03/2026
i think im doing the worst i ever have been but i just dont have the energy to care anymore
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 24/03/2026
i kinda hate how everything thats affordable is only affordable for the middle class 500 dollars isnt affordable you asshole
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 22/03/2026
i wish someone would just hold me for a while and tell me that i am special to them
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 13/03/2026
i feel so alone and isolated and im so tired of it i want to go home
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 13/03/2026
would anyone care if i disappeared . would it be easier with me gone somewhere else
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 12/03/2026
i wanna cry this off
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 12/03/2026
i dont know who i am but i dont want to be here . i dont want to be in front . i dont want to do any of this .
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 12/03/2026
nothing feels good and nobody cares about you just give up while youre ahead
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 11/03/2026
blows u up w my mind
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 06/03/2026
bba bbabbabbba
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 05/03/2026
oh my fucking god can somebody care please can somebody fucking care htis isnt even at anyone in specific im just splitting and i literally cant hold it in anymore can someone fucking care about us PLEASE IM sick and tired of holding all the weight i fucking hate socializing and people sometimes
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 04/03/2026
im getting more radical about being fat
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 04/03/2026
i really want more friends i can be musical with . but without the ties to the scene that i am no longer a part of , its super frustrating . and like i wanna go up to people and ask hey do u wanna be my friend :3 but like it makes me feel like im 5 on the playground autistically navigating a world
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 04/03/2026
vst guitars cant stop you if you dont listen to anyone else on how to use them , not everyone is trying to make metal
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 01/03/2026
really wish more people would reach out to us first
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 01/03/2026
guys dont let the system littles think theyre going to start trauma-ing out like crazy and then we will be stuck in a loop of blaming ourselves for abuse we experienced
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 01/03/2026
ittsmmy ffault mms orryiddid ttoo much iwwish ihhad anoownner bbutt thats nnot gooddfor mme and iccant stopffeling sad and iccant
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 20/02/2026
fuck you
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 19/02/2026
i really shouldnt be feeling the way i do but i do and it breaks me everytime i think about it . im okay and everythings fine but somethings hurting and knowing what it is but knowing theres nothing that can be done about it really fucks with me
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
ooouuuhhh relationship trauma got hands Fuck
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 15/02/2026
one day ill be someones person and one day ill matter the way i want to to somebody and i will hold on to that till the day i die
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 15/02/2026
i just wanna be coddled
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 15/02/2026
surprisingly this isnt being triggered due to valentines day rather its been building for like a week
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 15/02/2026
i wish i could be someones again
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 15/02/2026
rovers been sort of just like . not being a host for a bit. its just been me (bonnie) and i think thats been good for us . i think theyve needed a step back for a while
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 15/02/2026
yeah im entering a down period fuck dude
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 05/02/2026
man my ex really left these deep scars about me as a person and its just hard to proccess . like fuck you mean i feel like a burden for saying hi to my friends too much now
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 04/02/2026
i think we might be sex repulsed
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 03/02/2026
iwant ppupp y time :(
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 27/01/2026
yeah im the type of age regressor that lowkey wants chew toys and a binky sorry i am the stereotype
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
i want special treatment sometimes too you know ugh
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 23/01/2026
lowkey feeling like doing harmful stuff and i have to literally numb myself to not do any of it this is hell
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 23/01/2026
all i ever wanted was the bare minimum , all i ever wanted was my needs met , im tired of meeting everybody elses
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 22/01/2026
i really wish i was better for everyone . im sorry im sad all the time
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 22/01/2026
gives me a huge ick whenever ppl use like 'fat' as even a JOKE insult . "im so fat and lazy" like i know what u are . i know what ur saying .
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the nightshift system @lesbianbonniefnaf.bsky.social · 22/01/2026
i know where finns personality comes from hint its fern from adventure time . the nightmare fredbear (appearing) alter took its personality from fern adventure time what the fuck
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