iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

I love my husband and my dog 🥹🫶🏼💞

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

It was a good day amongst a month of darker ones. And it still makes me smile 🫶🏼

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 30/08/2025

It was Twinkle Twinkle boy’s last day at the shop on Wednesday.

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 27/08/2025

I am going to miss doing this everyday. Never thought I’d find a passion in making fucking donuts, but here we are. Life is so funny like that.

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 08/07/2025

Once, I left my Floridian childhood home and knew I would never return to it. Another once, I pulled out of the driveway of a life I built for myself in New Jersey. A horrible man who’s emotional savagery I was blind to cried and begged me to stay on the freshly paved black asphalt. Then once,

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 29/06/2025

really touched since placing them in their spots when we first moved in back in 2019. This is the longest I’ve ever lived in a place since moving from my childhood home. I write this, all to say, I loved living here on Pawtucket Ave with my bestest friend and husband. 🫶🏼

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 29/06/2025

Moving has been confrontational for me. There was a long time in my life where I couldn’t let things go. By “things” I mean the “things” we can’t see. “Things-things” I could drop off a cliff, dust my hands off and whistle a tune. I’ve left everything behind twice in my life. I could do it again.

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 30/05/2025

Never have I ever trusted a hooman as much as I do this one. My gooberest of goobs. My bestest Big G fanatic. I am you and you are me 🥰

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 24/05/2025

I haven’t even finished yet and this is already taking my number one spot. If you know me, you know how MASSIVE of a deal that is. I’ve cried at work listening to this.

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 12/05/2025

This was incredible to see this in a theater that opened a year after the film’s setting! @thecoolidge.bsky.social

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 04/05/2025

Entropy sows reality. It is in fighting that chaos in which consciousness is birthed. I believe there is a balance to most things, if not all, in life. Mine has been chaotic. Broken from homes and of the heart, I opened many doors for the first and last time. Soon, I will have to say another goodbye

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 30/04/2025

I finally have one of my most beloved films in the glorious 4K it deserves!

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

I got my lips pierced yesterday. I’ve wanted to do this since high school. I’m now 30. I’m a baker/writer so why tf not?

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 08/04/2025

-why do you stand there? Sol craned his neck and closed his eyes. His arms spread and the wind played him like a reed whistle. -because I feel so still here. The meadow circle in the clearing has ancient guardians, tall and green, surrounding it. -dont you miss home? -yes. I do. .cont

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 21/03/2025

Hungarian beef and mushroom soup

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 21/03/2025

Over the years, my passions have shifted and become more concentrated. My passion for film making was sculpted into novel writing. My love of video games branched out to board games. What will the next 10 bring?! 🥰

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

Fiction- a short story When I first made it part of my week to board the M to meet you in Brooklyn, the cars were pulled from a 70’s fever dream. The same unhoused man would greet me with his eyes and only the eyes. I learned more about you each time, each laugh. You told me your dad died from

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 18/03/2025

One year of sobriety. I never thought I would be one to celebrate an achievement such as this. Grief, sorrow, it all comes crashing upon us eventually. It’s like walking barefoot in a blizzard. You just want to sit by a fire or wrap yourself in fur. Some people turn to alcohol, I did.

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 17/03/2025

Today’s additions to my library! Atticus Books in New Haven! Lovely!

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 08/03/2025

New Septum. I want my lips pierced so fkking bad but being unable to makeout for months stops me.

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 26/02/2025

Today’s gym fit 🖖🏼🤘🏼

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 14/02/2025

Hernan Diaz wrote one of the BEST BOOKS i have ever had the pleasure of reading. I didn’t even read the blurb for this release! Just saw his name and insta bought!

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 11/02/2025

Every time it snows, I think of her. She would text me the morning after and ask, - did you get a lot of snow? Be careful driving in it. Send me pictures! I think she loved seeing me live my life up here. She saw how happy I’ve become. The snow was a small way in which she could share in this.

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 10/02/2025

There once was a time in my life I never saw a sunrise. I couldn’t sleep and would lay in bed for hours into the night and through the morning, grieving the loss of dreams. My work had to shift to closing only and there were no windows for me to see even the sunset. Now, everytime I see the sky

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 09/02/2025

Doin my thang and looking out the window to witness a ‘good morning’ from the sky.

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 08/02/2025

Another night, another round/square table of board gaming 🤘🏽

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 07/02/2025

Punk rock muther fuckers. The first Pride was a riot.

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 03/02/2025

I’ve had those who didn’t love me back. I’ve not loved back. Being in love is so beautiful, falling in love feels strange each time because you never fall the same. You never love the same either. Exploring polyamory has been eye opening and heart shattering in many ways. Yet I still have so much

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 29/01/2025

I dreamt I died. I was driving along the coast, my hometown, highway 98. The car’s body was open and reminded me of a go-cart; it was blue. I stood in the seat going 121 mph and turned backward. Time slowed, my body flew and I felt it crumple and break. I did not wake, from the dream at least.

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 27/01/2025

I miss it all. I miss my mom and her fire red hair. Fuck, I hate how cold it is. I miss the summers we took to the coast. All my brothers and sisters piled beyond the car’s capacity with mom singing Shania Twain against the engine wind. Fuck man, it’s cold and soaking now, I’m gonna be late for work

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 24/01/2025

Just some lovely friends who came and hung out with me for my 30th! 🫶🏼

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 23/01/2025

Happy 2 years of marriage love. You are the warm bed I crawl into when my toes numb in winter. You are the cold rain in summer’s swelt. I would know the feel of your hand in mine if I could not see. You bring me safety and that is the greatest gift one can give. I love you. 愛してるよ

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 21/01/2025

NYC 30th birthday bash pt. 2 New York is exhausting. It was exhausting when I would train it in to drink and stumble to my friend’s house only to realize we hadn’t eaten. We’d order pizza and more booze, not wanting that part of the night to end. He hoped I would kiss him, I never would. I think

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 21/01/2025

NYC 30th Birthday Trip pt. 1 I used to travel to this city monthly. I lived an hour away off of a lake in New Jersey. I would go alone and meet people here. Today, some special people came and spent some time walking the salted, brown side walks. They indulged my book addiction and shared in my

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 18/01/2025

2025’s TBR. I will have every book currently in this photo DONE by January 1st, 2026 🫶🏼

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 18/01/2025

First portrait on the new Camera. Fujifilm XT50

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 17/01/2025

This is 30 years. 30 years of gasping for breath, sometimes out of despair and others out of joy and even more so out of desperation for it all to keep going. We most fear change yet ironically flux is wherein life exists. In year 30, I’m glad things change and I’m glad nothing, and I mean nothing

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 13/01/2025

Feeling my mother’s absence heavily today. I felt my father’s when I bought my new car for he was with me when I bought my very first one. But today, I put my new camera in MY camera bag. I realized it wouldn’t fit. A memory within my closet called and I dug out her camera bag.

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 11/01/2025

I love my little home. 10 years ago, I was isolated in a snowy house on a mountain in New Jersey. My house has light shining in and passion thrown about it. The house echoes with laughter instead of tense whispers. 10 years… wow 🫶🏼

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 08/01/2025

I feel more like myself than ever before. Stepping into that existence has been refreshing and exhilarating. I’m fully someone alive without that pesky childhood queer trauma holding me from becoming. It’s still there, but has little to no power. I love being alive 🥰

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 06/01/2025

Find friends who go to a used bookstore and tell you to buy “more more more books!” 🫶🏼

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Rikki @lechugacansada.bsky.social · 03/10/2024

Bluesky now has over 10 million users, and I was #1,804,940!

A virtual certificate with text "Celebrating 10M users on Bluesky, #1,804,940, Rikki ‪@lechugacansada.bsky.social‬, joined on Nov 2, 2023"

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