iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

I didn't really get to do much fem stuff for a while, so getting to wear a skirt again is hitting me hard. Both in a good and bad way. But it's 8 months worth of body dysmorphia hitting me all at once…

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 23h

I haven’t wear a skirt for like 6 months… I'm on HRT but I’m scared and embarrassed to do so when I live with my parents. They have no problem with it yet I’m scared anyway. Now I’m wearing it. Even though it’s just when I’m going to sleep alone I feel… nice And I need to get new cute skirts >:3

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

It doesn’t take a lot to make me cry. But then again I don’t have to hold it in “like a man” anymore. I can be a little crybaby puppy girl as much as I want! Don’t know how to feel about that…

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Good night… sweet prince…

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Chiitan🌈ちぃたん☆ @chiitan.love · 02/10/2026

Chiitan loves transgender people 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ Even a plain statement like this now brings slander and insults, but I think a society where people can live happily as themselves matters more than silence, so I will keep saying it until the account is gone. love everyone🤍

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Haven't worn my maid outfit in a while. I'm surprised that it’s still fit even after I got off my uni’s diet plan for this long. In another note wearing the outfit does make it easier to tell that my hrt is starting to work so I'm happy about that at least

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I'm sad in bed but then I remember that Freddy Fazbear is coming to Fortnite. I don't play that game at all but it does make me feel a little better.

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

After going through 5 stages of grief like 3 times from trying to follow the worst instruction pages of all time. I built a Stompa! Imma call him Grimgor cuz I love totalwar warhammer Ere we go! Ere we go! ERE WE GO!!!

An Ork Stompa. Big ass mech model from 2009.

Technically he’s my 17 years old chud son

Oy! Stop aura farming and fix the bit you git!

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Man they were kidding when people say the stomps are annoying to build. This is page 1 instruction. It took me an hour and a half…

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Guess who got 100$ lighter and came home with a box of stompa? This gal!!!

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

First time fighting a sister of battle army. Having a hard time bringing down Saint Celestine so I just pile my entire Orkz army on her “emperor protect” and all but just DIE ALREADY girl god damn lol

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

A set of grimey Orkz that I paint today. Was trying to do the slap chop method. Went better than I thought cuz it was my first time using a speed paint. Less detail than I’d like but hey I get 5 of them done instead of the usual 1. 14 down 22 boyz to go!

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Remember the big store I was talking about? Legendary Wargame! Cool place. Too many people for my introvert ass but they are nice

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I'm going to the central Warhammer store in thailand today but I'm unemployed so it's like a crack addict going directly to Heisenberg’s house

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Look at my nobz… bosses

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Nothing make me wanna throw up more than looking at the job application website. Nothing I do seems to work. Am I just not sending them enough? I do like 10 resumes weekly. which is probably low but than again it's like 200+ now since I started 4 months ago. God idk how long I can keep going...

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

I build this guy today! First time building a non-push-fit model. Having to kinda race with the plastic glue wreak my nerve so I did mess up in some place. But hey the guy still look nice!

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Started my hormones blocker this week! Hormones imbalance here I come… You will get along great with my already sad mood…

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Get to fight against the umies army last weekend. They were led by this “Kom-ma-za yarick” git Puny zogger, blast our warboss ‘ead clean off with just ‘iz eye tho. Anyway, nothing enough dakkas kan’t fix. Ghazghkull iz gonna be zo angry when ‘e found out.

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

My two chud Orks that I paint today. Mess it up tho cuz idk how layer paint work

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

Worst decision of my life rn is getting into Warhammer while unemployed. Should’ve just become an alcoholic like a proper unemployed. If nothing else it would have been cheaper.

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

Play my first 40k game last weekend!!! Behold my army of gray orkz and the one well painted guy lol

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

I don’t plan on the future because I don’t think I have one…

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

I’m gonna go to my nearest tabletop store tomorrow to play my first warhammer game! Wish me luck strangers on my phone :3

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

I’m an unemployed shit head but I still have some self control… Which is why I only buy HALF of the Armageddon set of warhammer. The Orks half aka The BETTER half Zog those stinkin beaky boys… or whatever the Ork language is.

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

The boyz (and an empty can of fried shallots)

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

Was crying in my bed so now I have to sit up cuz my nose is too clogged ;(

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

I fuck up my one paint brush and now it’s flayed… Can’t even do the one thing that I thought I could anymore… Fuck my fat useless chud life…

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

Third Ork! Idk what fucking doohickey he’s supposed to be holding but he look cool as shit. I try doing something more this time. With the lil patterns on the armor and even a bit of badly done dry brushing. I’m so happy rn, I made a cool lil guy today :)

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

I paint like two more guys and I gotta say… This might be the first time in a long time if someone ask “so what have you done lately?” and I will have something to actually show for it… They are nothing big but they’re real, I can fidget them in my hands, I can feel the plastic on my fingers…

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

Not bad for the very first attempt at painting space marine right?

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

Finally caved and brought the warhammer 40k introductory set! …and also got more estrogen too I guess…

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

I play a lot of totalwar warhammer and that got me interested in collecting the physical model but god they weren’t kidding about the prices

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

I was browsing Deltarune subs and imma be real… The whole trans Ralsei talk there really show me a lot. Sure the game still have 2 more chapters so Ralsei could go either way. But seeing more than one people being so against even a CHANCE of being trans or even disgusted by the idea make me sad

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

I wonder how I would turn out if I get to own any game console when I was a kid.

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

“Man I wish there is a fun way to open my cool secret hidden door behind my bookshelf” the ever iconic fake book mechanism:

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pseudonym jones @pseudonymjones.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

wanna see some photographs of a beautiful transgender woman?

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

Happy “4 days after pride month” day!!! Leave out burger and cola for the Freedom Clause idk Im not American

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

I feel sad and wanna cry in bed again, but at least it’s raining outside…

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

Not sure how people make friends online honestly. Do I just show up in an active chat and be like “hai hai people” ?

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

Pride month is almost over… I can feel the gay being sucked away from my body

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

(tadc spoiler) (Deltarune chapter 5 spoiler) Trans people are eating well this pride month at least online . . . . . . . -Trans Jax confirmed -Mad Mew Mew is back! -(kinda?) Blue and Pink drink for the Princess ;3 -also the rest of the flower gang but that’s for all gay people than trans

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

I ended up playing Deltarune all day cuz I forgot "1 Chapter" by Toby Fox mean like 7+ hours

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Bell @lazypuppybell.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

DELTARUNE CHAPTER 5 NOWWWWWW!!!!!!

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