iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

I’m my tax preparer’s worst nightmare because I prefer to file my taxes in October.

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

oh acupuncture? tiny sword stabbing session? ⚔️🌬️ big fan

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

foraged wild horse trail at the river on my birthday—it was grounding to process & trim 🌿

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

blessings on blessings on blessings in blessings through blessings on blessings #abundancemantra

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

I’ve been working on a burlesque outfit project with someone & it makes me so happy. 💜 By the time it’s complete I’ll have spent around $1000 on all the materials & work, and it won’t be done for at least a few more months. 🥹🌹

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

the dogs kicked me off the couch (did not respect the spot back rules) so I told them I’m gonna eat all the treats

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

if you want to get to know me better, here’s a snippet of my range

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

the more I mention my own rough winter, the more people I find who felt the same way. 💔 lol remember in the cold of winter and you thought you were alone in your depression and disconnection? HAHAHAHAHHA

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

ugh I’m so glad we’re finally in my birth month—this last winter was so ROUGH. so grateful for the dang sun & flowers ☀️ 🌸

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

just smoked all three of the halfies I’ve collected in the last week and I feel like I deserve a treat #nowaste

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

I hate how long it takes me to realized that I’m depressed, but anxiety is so fucking loud.

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

was bored today at work and I enjoyed it

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

people clapping in the club but not tipping < strawberry pop rocks

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 06/03/2026

I’ve been expanding in my capacity for close friends, family and even community at inconvenient times—parts of those muscles I haven’t flexed since I left my home town in ‘20. but DAMN IT FEELS GOOD TO MAMA HEN MY PEEPS & take care of myself 🥲

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 06/03/2026

been working hard at improving my relationship with my phone behaviors because I think about alllllllll the creativity and boredom art my screen time has taken from me since I was a kid and it makes me fucking sick #breakupwithyourphone

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 09/12/2025

people are not projects, people are not projects, people are not personal precious projects to protect do your own damn projects, is you’re project #peoplepleasing #mantras

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 09/12/2025

one of my favorite parts of the Puff documentary is that 50 Cent produced it & it talks about Biggie & Tupac’s murders

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 30/11/2025

what they don’t tell you about grief is how heartbreaking it is to come to the years where no one wants to come together to share memories of them around the holidays anymore

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 29/11/2025

first craft—finished croqueting a cute little strap for my dab pens because I lose way too many

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 29/11/2025

see you @dv8pdx.bsky.social for a rare sighting Saturday night (11/29) 6p to 10:30p. I’ll be celebrating beloved friend & artist @z-becos.bsky.social 30th birthday! 🖤

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 28/11/2025

btw I took today off to eat poke and craft 🎨

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 28/11/2025

needed to get my bangs out of my face so I could craft for the first time in the new home (I haven’t had berets like this since I was a kid I am so happy)

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 25/11/2025

I’m so sick of little Internet fuck boys who talk about buying you supportive gifts, don’t really respect that you’re a sworker (even though they’ve purchased dances in the past?), but think you’re available to pursue dating outside of work so they keep vying for your private time.

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 25/11/2025

will you come play with me soon? ❤️ TUES (11/25): DV8 12p-6p 🖤 FRI (11/28): DV8 12p-6:30p 💜 SAT (11/29): DV8 6p-10:30p @dv8pdx.bsky.social

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 13/11/2025

reorganized the graveyard of unfinished projects so some of them get doneeeeeee 🪦

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 13/11/2025

moving and being neurodivergent is simultaneously fun & a time sucking hellscape lol my closets are so fucking organized and the storage is allll labeled and deeply organized yayyyy

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 13/11/2025

Hi I need a card that says “thanks for all the orgasms cutie”

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 26/09/2025

I G3T TO SEE REZZ TOMORROW 🌹🌀♥️🌀🌹

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 26/09/2025

dude life in this eclipse season has been fucking wiiiiild

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 26/09/2025

Breathe Deeper by Tame Impala is apart of the #goat club.

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 26/09/2025

eeeeeeee my mama got me the new iPhone 🍊 (I’ve been rocking the 11 since 2020)

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 21/08/2025

got a poem from this guy with @energyisdancing.bsky.social and it was a precious way to spend Saturday 🌸

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 21/08/2025

(for my bashful, vulnerable neurodivergent ass) there’s just something about watching porn you professionally filmed that’s akin to watching a dog look at itself in the mirror— like THATS me from an angle I can’t physically see of myself at any point in my life and now I’m confused and looking away

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 21/08/2025

so if anyone has any brain cells they wanna share and send my way for the rest of forever so I can keep creating cool shit, I would be forever grateful because wrangling this meat bag of a brain is proving to be too difficult

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 21/08/2025

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ : orgasmic, tantric sex may lead to sudden soup brain that lasts for hours

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 21/08/2025

it’s a brain soup fucking conundrum because I DESERVE to be a brain souped squishy baby who never has to use executive functioning ever again but thats just not the world we live in

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 21/08/2025

falling in love is cool and all until you realize you’ve had brain soup for a conservative 7 week period. and you also realize your shitty audhd executive functioning skills get even shittier because why do anything when you already have all the dopamine and serotonin, ya know?

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 21/08/2025

(naturally derived) oxytocin + dopamine + serotonin = brain souped babe

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 13/08/2025

ya’ll these energetic portals are rebirthing me brb

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 01/08/2025

oh no I’ve gone nonverbal at the strip club (it’s so safe and I actually love it)

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 30/07/2025

it feels so good to enjoy creating again guysssssss

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 30/07/2025

*sneak peek* from shoot day with @z-becos.bsky.social and Daisy, their wonderful wife! ♥️🌲 I am damn grateful she was down to join in on the creation festivities! the supportive team collaboration made me feel held and able to truly relax into myself with the divine art we created.

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 30/07/2025

Weeks ago I did a film project with @z-becos.bsky.social on some logged land, and I left many offerings of gratitude. ☔️🖤 I’ll be viewing the footage for the first time later. You’ll get a chance to see it soon, on Fansly. (find me as lavenderxlou but I haven’t built the page out fully yet.) 🤭

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 30/07/2025

That may have been the first time but it most certainly won’t be the last.

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Lavender Lou 🌹 @lavenderxxlou.bsky.social · 30/07/2025

I got fucked on the hood of my car in the forest. I came all over the ground as an offering of gratitude to the land. I saw god everywhere and it was magical af. #newkink

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