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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

truthfully my brain is so fucked because this looks like a normal day of food to me

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

anywho, here’s a 1300 day of meals for my day off after a stressful as hell week

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

tell me why I just tried to post and I got a bot like and quote within a second of posting

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

having chronic depression is so crazy bc i can literally be fine for months and then out of nowhere im basically catatonic over the slightest inconvenience needless to say i am not doing fantastic

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 07/02/2026

being a woman is so dumb, what do you mean there’s only like one week out of every month where my weight is accurate and I have to guess which week it is

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 07/02/2026

i just want ONE measly cigarette is that so much to ask for

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 05/02/2026

if u see me slacking on my accountability posts no u didn’t

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 31/01/2026

it has officially been 2 weeks of this shit and I’ve lost over 5lbs and my ass is already fatter 🫶🏻 could cry

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 27/01/2026

things I have learned about wl over the last 2 weeks of training that have changed my brain chemistry: > when fat cells die off, they retain a bunch of water before they fully die > because of this you can maintain and even gain weight before it finally falls off 1/2

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 25/01/2026

today was a rest day and im mad that i feel guilty about it because its been over a week of like 60+ minutes of exercise a day and hitting 8k+ steps, but im SO TIRED and my body is tired, still under on cals but like im worried about losing progress 🥲

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 25/01/2026

not to brag or anything but I’ve lowkey been killing it for like the past week and i actually feel motivated for once 😭

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 21/01/2026

scale somehow dropped 3lbs overnight so that’s pretty dope

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 20/01/2026

rip husband walked out behind me while i was on bsky and saw me posting to my stats thread 💔

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 18/01/2026

i need to quit vaping so bad but i love her so much 💔

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 18/01/2026

i’ve been trying to focus on lowering my intake based on my tdee rather than just jumping straight to super low res because historically that always leads to failure for me, and it’s been going well so I thought I’d share what my diet looks like currently 🫶🏻

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 01/01/2026

happy new year, I got to spend it alone because my husband decided to go out to the bar last minute and didn’t get home until 20 minutes before midnight 🫶🏻

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 01/01/2026

nye in the US being presented by a weight loss company pushing oz3mpic is crazy

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 29/12/2025

loving to cook and bake when you have an ED is a curse. but here’s a thread of food I’ve made recently anyway, because even if im not comfortable eating it, i love making food for other people anniversary dinner i made for my husband

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 29/11/2025

man i cannot wait to not feel physically fat anymore

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 29/11/2025

brekky, dinner, and a snicky snack choc Chex & milk: 209 (not pictured) homemade dinner roll: 72 rice, egg, ponzu marinate cucumber, avocado, furikake: 342 like half of an orange: 31

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 28/11/2025

upsides to parents being fad dieters: only having diet soda at thanksgiving

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 26/11/2025

how i did this entirely on accident I’ll never know

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 26/11/2025

i am not going to lie the rise in €D culture becoming the norm is what is triggering this most recent relapse, and it makes me sad, but also unfortunately not sad enough to not relapse

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 26/11/2025

this just in, benign heart condition confirmed, let’s gooooo

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 20/11/2025

saw a girl run a mile in her bathroom, i got no excuse fr

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 20/11/2025

i genuinely do not know what i actually look like anymore

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 12/09/2025

ibs is bad when i do eat, ibs is bad when i don’t eat. i would simply like to know the rules

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

current mood: silver springs and pictures of me at my lw

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 30/08/2025

give me y'all's safe foods, i've been trying to do some shopping but i have been coming up blank because ✨nothing✨ feels like a safe food #caterpillarsky

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 27/08/2025

i wish i was not built like a blimp so i could show y’all my leg tattoo 💔

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 03/08/2025

just realized im down 10lbs and i could cry i thought i plateaued and stopped weighing bc i was pissed 😭

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 29/07/2025

honestly someone tell me how I can be eating less than 1k cals a day and fasting until 6pm most days and still not losing any weight bc it genuinely just seems not possible

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 29/07/2025

give me ur best arm toning tips y’all 😭 if i have to spend one more day in a y-shirt this summer i might actually 💀

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 30/06/2025

i am so tired of hating myself but alas i fear i am going to be this way indefinitely

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 27/06/2025

one of my coworkers will NOT stop talking ab their (clearly disordered) weight loss and I’m triggered so here I am again sorry y’all

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 29/05/2025

every day I’m terrified I’m gonna get caught by one of my coworkers on this app bc I’m convinced they exist on the ed side of the internet 💀

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 16/05/2025

i never realized how much easier working would be having a job that doesn’t make you want to ✨pass away

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 12/05/2025

with absolutely zero context — this did not age well

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 12/05/2025

food aversion tips and tricks: work 40 hrs a week and have a sinus infection

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 12/05/2025

just kidding i passed all of my classes 🥴

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 12/05/2025

at this rate I’ll be a 00 again by the holidays (manifesting)

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 03/05/2025

we out here never amounting to anything ✨

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 03/05/2025

gonna be honest i never understood why people 💀 themselves over school but high key im starting to get it

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 25/04/2025

sometimes i imagine my ex calling my fat but then i remember he’s in prison and im married with a full time job and a college degree and then i laugh

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cherry 🍒 [MDNI] @lavenderoats.bsky.social · 08/04/2025

y’all i ordered a variety of candy online bc i use it to help my blood sugar and im lowkey appalled at the amount i saw when i opened the box today 😭 it’s literally SO MUCH

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