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haven’t had hypomania symptoms like this for a long time so it really caught me off guard. but i guess now i get to explain to my therapist that my boyfriend is a trigger sometimes. oh joy. it’d be great if i could just get a good sleep soon! hypomania is pretty rough… 7/end

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my partner sending me angry texts for “disappearing” and being “completely inconsiderate” (no matter he’d been ignoring me anyway), and me not just wasting time getting somewhere that was closed, but wasting like 100 bucks on taxis… impulsivity and poor decision making…. ☑️☑️ 6/

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the taxi, walk the rest of the way to the club…. it was fucking closed… because it was just a Wednesday. so in all my intelligence, I went to a convenience store and got a tea, then found myself another taxi and came home…. the end result of this completely useless excursion was 5/

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I think he was probably out walking the dog or something, I don’t even know, but I was gone. Just jumped into the taxi for the half hour drive to the one club in Tokyo I remembered… talked nonstop to the driver, in Japanese even, just blabbing about whatever…. made it all the way there, out of … 4/

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had an impulsive urge of poor decision making (reflecting on it now) … anyway, I saw my opportunity and decided to just flee… And I quickly changed my clothes and grabbed my purse and out I went. I decided to go to a dance club, so I walked down the street until I found a taxi and off I went…. 3/

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Any time I tried to reply, it was irrelevant… anything I was reminded of and wanted to show him… barely gave me control of the remote and then 30 seconds in was taking it back and saying that what I wanted to watch didn’t matter because he had to show me this next thing…. at some point, I just…. 2/

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So, I don’t talk about this much, which I’m trying to break the habit of… but, I’m bipolar2 and the other day I was drinking with my partner and all of a sudden I just had to go out… He’s a bit Aspergers (his words) and had spent hours so busy “showing me” he forgot I was there and a person…. 1/

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Omg, my baby girl did that the other day. 💙😂😂

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tick tock! definitely just gonna die soon !

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i always just check you bigger accounts to see if anyone is being a bitch… then i block them. thanks for being a sacrificial lamb!

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make sure it’s hot pink. otherwise they’ll make it basic and pastel. must continue to fuck with people whilst you can!

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Jojo. Seriously. No one here is disagreeing with you. Please try a different approach.

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Jojo… I’m going to need you to realize that they aren’t following you here and just fucking let us be!! You don’t need to antagonize to get views…. like… please fucking understand already!

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BrooklynDad_Defiant! @mmpadellan.bsky.social · 19/11/2024

Let him just wake up one day and go… hey! i’ve got immunity!

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No matter what happens, he's STILL a convicted felon. FOREVER.

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Hey, sinfulskin, I’m gonna need you to make a starter pack! That way we can follow everyone right away!

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Dr. Kristopher Wells @drkristopherwells.bsky.social · 19/11/2024

ohhhh boy…. I am so worried for you guys. 💙

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It’s all connected. Human rights are indivisible.

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Faith 🌊🥷🏌️‍♀️ @faith54.bsky.social · 19/11/2024

Seems from your posts that you’re making shit up to farm engagement. We don’t do that here. Go back to the badlands. *blocked*

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An oldie but a goodie!😂😂🌊

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Bon Hanson @bonhanson.bsky.social · 18/11/2024

I've been retired for years, and I still hate Mondays. Ugh.

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Hmm… I dunno… have you seen pandas? 🐼 🤔

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I think that’s kind of an optimistic take…

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Hmm… I see love bug… or cute ghost face. 😂 Tres cute 🥰

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I found this helpful. You can search for things that you like and follow groups of people. Most follow back. 👍 bsky.app/profile/jjl....

a man sitting in a chair with his hands on his head

I still feel cautious about replying to bigger accounts… but other than that I think I’ve overcome most of the trauma…. 😂

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Alt: a man sitting in a chair with his hands on his head stressed

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Third on from personal experience I gather? 😂😂

Carrot is an absolutely amazing name for a cat! 😂❤️

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ugh… 😑 dipped a toe back into the bad place…so much ignorance and stupidity and just increasingly pathetic and vile behavior…. going to have to go through and just mass-block everyone or something. Japanese people I follow are still there… maybe I’ll have to give myself a “scroll to nihongo” policy😂

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Kinda looks more like “And where the f*ck have you been?!?!”… but sure… “happy” 😂

Ohh! Look at that pretty baby!! ❤️ Welcome home!!

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I’d elevate that to an International Security issue… like in a World way… possibly with some numbers after it…

Where’s Zeus when you need him… ⚡️

Knew exactly what it was before reading! 😂 Great job!

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