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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓

@lananoire.bsky.social
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more here than there, in a sense she/her

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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
speaking of months its a bit sad discord mobile will tell you how many days old a dm is, like yeah maybe i would not like to see double digit days/1mo show up on alot of dms. let the ocean's waves stay crashing and not quiet like a pond
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
dont ask about the other 80% i dont know if thats empty or filled with something unspeakable yet
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
anyways crazy that in 3 days it'll be a month since we had to rush and move and i still dont feel completely like a person, or like the normal 20% of one i guess
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
in my words is such a good song.... been in my brain since thursday theres alot in there thats 100% has me like "yeah.... real" over and over
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
wish i could talk but i already feel pretty alien i would rather not say something that can make me even moreso....
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La @labebebelee.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
キヌ
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Zatsu @zatsuhimura.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
The Scarlet Mansion is making trouble again 😠
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risumi @risumi.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
カグヤ✨ #ゼノブレイド3
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Qian_ko @qianko.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
Trailstember Day 12 - Elie 💖 #trails #falcom #kiseki #TrailsFromZero #零の軌跡
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チムニー @chimney1022.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
🗡️🎧🔫🏹
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かしわ 京都秘封 秘-16 @sorrow-orgel.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
マエリベリー・ハーン
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Karin 🤍 Vtuber | retro ♡ mantique @karinchannel.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
I've known her for a day and I love her already #xenoblade
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YaizaBerry⭐️comms open @yaizaberry.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
Shimmer ✨ #XenobladeChronicles3
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㍝ @5p5point.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
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ceroro @ceroro.com · 11/09/2026
somethings different...
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⭐Kotta⭐ @hoshinokotta.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
Shimmer drawings for tonight 🌟 #xenoblade
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ToBeFrank - Comms Open! @frankiedfkun.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
Finished the Shimmer Sketch
A fanart portrait of Shimmer from Xenoblade 3
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⭐Kotta⭐ @hoshinokotta.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
Shimmer 🌟 Drawing Before sleep ^^ #xenoblade
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
easiest solution is streaming i guess but thats inherently a 75%/25% gamble on actually having a dialogue and often its the 75% loss that wins out...
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
worst is just being flat out ignored but im kinda used to that still even when not talking about smth im passionate about
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
it just feels like theres not much reason to be excited about things anymore if theres no one to really share that excitement with bc theres always an "ehhh" or "but"
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makaroll @makaroll.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
Akebono from Jikkyou Powerful Pro Yakyuu Thank you for the Pixiv request!
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皐月 @satsuki-cm.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
エリィ(とロイド)おめでと~~~!
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
even listening to or thinking about stuff gets me so energized and passionate!!! i wanna talk!!! i wanna yap about things i love without having to worry about someone not fucking with anything at all or having the 3 cents input required bc the internet is just about being super pretentious now...
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
i wanna talk about the things i love so much more than i get to its awful never feeling like im able to with anyone outside of 1 person forever
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兔猫锚 @tumaomao.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
爱音生日倒计时3——在专属于你的黄金时分 #千早愛音 #MyGO
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
trying to take steps to feel better physically is the only avenue i have to maybe remedy the mental path of things but still its very hard to make sure its consistent bc that also requires support somewhat as well... consistent support at that
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
which is saying something bc my normal felt already empty and pretty broken but after being filled something broke even more when it was drained out again. i have no means to really fix it either bc im aware the support i need doesnt really exist anymore nor is accessible to me...just how things are
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
feels really bad noticing im somewhat mentally weaker than before after everything, easier to scare and cry and stuff which i guess would make someone feel more human but it moreso makes me feel like something broke and needs to be fixed bc i dont think its "my" normal
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 27/08/2026
social media asks the brave question, what if everything everyone says just sucked forever
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ぽむち @pompmchika.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
どっちがいいかな?
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
always when i need people they vanish,fate is repetitive and cruel as always
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
i guess it doesn't help that after moving roughly i havent felt like doing much bc i feel uncomfortable still but at the same time i havent heard from anyone who'd really talk to me since then either so i just feel extra alone and uncomfortable
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
like genuinely what do you do aside from just wilt moderately every day and feel exhausted most of the time without excessive praise/reassurance
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
no one talks to me really and those who do seemingly cant hold a convo or i cant share things with them bc it'll get ignored. people interested in me lose interest quickly the second i start yapping about things i like to get them to talk about stuff they like too, the ppl who dont just have bad MOs
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
sucks being built with the "i need to talk to people or i'll die" disorder bc if you dont know the right people You Do Die
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 16/08/2026
cant be upset cant be mad cant be stressed cant be sad cant be disappointed I just have to lock in forever
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 16/08/2026
genuinely can't let myself up for even a moment
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 16/08/2026
love that I have to be in charge of everything but also in charge of nothing but also if i dont say anything everything falls apart asap
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 15/08/2026
getting to the point where i wish id blow up and be replaced by someone who dont gaf about anything but thats no fun
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 15/08/2026
becoming miserable by proxy is a real phenomena, unless thats somehow a turbo empathy thing
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
i can be very like, verbose i guess about why i both like and may really not like something but alot of people lack the ability (seemingly?) to do the former and for the latter its always like "oh yeah this thing is so dogshit and bland and who could even like this, etc." and it sucks this is normal
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
i rlly hate complaining abt stuff I don't like but when i don't like smth enough to actually talk about it i feel insane bc its always something like 90% of people like alot. but at the same time the way ppl shit on smth they dont like hardcore makes it hard to talk abt the things i actually like...
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
i just wanna talk so much about the things i like to someone else who can listen and engage in the conversation instead of either just nodding along quietly or ignoring me outright...but the lack of that is somewhat hitting me again and making everything else that's bad hurt somewhat worse...
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
constantly have to keep tackling things head on bc i dont really have another choice, i just wish the results were favorable instead of painful
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
i just wish i had more control of the situations im put in or at least had the understanding of myself from people id hope understand me, but it definitely seems like everyone has a pretty incorrect conception of what i am despite how open i try to be about myself...
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
glad feeling awful can be cancelled out by just locking in and playing xc2
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
literally cant make this shit up!!!! keeps happening !!!
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
of course after this i have a dream that leaves me feeling bad and then said dream is an omen of things to come that morning
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Endless Everyday 🍑🍓 @lananoire.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
everyone has those nights where you stab an open wound again out of curiosity
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