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My name is Oliver and I’m a little orange jerk. I regularly stress my mom out because I’m temperamental and refuse to eat because I’m afraid of the garbage truck. I also ate some kitten food and got constipated. Mom tried to help me and all I did was hiss at her.

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Glad you’re back home and sorry you had to deal with that horrible treatment.

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Oliver is still acting weird. Gave him some MiraLAX to see if it helps. If not, I have to take him to the vet. 😵‍💫

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I feel like an afterthought most of the time, like the kid who always gets chosen last for a sports team. Oliver is still acting weird. He didn’t eat and kept hissing at me. I know the stress is messing with my head, but I can’t shake it.

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Is there some kind of patient advocate at the hospital you can ask to speak to?

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I’m glad you’re not alone even if he can’t be up there all the time. I know most doctors/nurses are nice, but some of them are such bullies. Don’t be afraid to advocate for yourself.

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I’m sorry. Are you all alone? Please tell me you have family or someone else there who can advocate for you.

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Three AM, horrible nightmares wake me up and all I want to do is end my miserable existence again. Talking does nothing to help. I’m so tired of this roller coaster bullshit. It’s exhausting.

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Thank you to everyone that stopped by the stream. 🙏

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Praying everything goes well and I hope they are giving you some good pain meds.

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Next stream will be Sunday. 2PM EST.

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Official name change to: Lady Grumpy

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Yeah, I get it. My brain just really sucks.

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I don’t know why I even bother with social media. It’s pointless. I’m pretty much invisible. I don’t want to do any of this anymore.

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Sos "Buy Lazy Kickers" Sosowski @sosowski.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

My friend made a cool game on a game jam and within a month a slopclone of it is on Steam. This is happening every day for indie devs and I hate it.

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gamera obscura october edition @ohrobin.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

incredibly well-done resident evil teaser from a movie theater

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Streams will be Sat/Sun 2PM EST instead of today. I managed to get an emergency therapy appointment at 3 today and I really need to talk to my therapist.

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

It's been a tough week. The depression and hopelessness have been really bad. It's really hard, but I can't keep sitting around feeling sorry for myself. A week off was enough so I'll be streaming Fri. 2 PM EST. Sorry I was gone so long.

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I spent most of last night thinking about ways to end my miserable existence. I can’t support myself and I feel like I’ve got nothing to live for. It’s like I’m trapped in a never ending cycle and things don’t get better. I need to fix myself. Taking a break for now. I’m sorry.

Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

I’m keeping to myself mostly because I don’t want to bring anybody else down with me. I wish I could control the depressive episodes and mood swings, but I can’t. I also can’t fake positivity. I know it happens way too often and I’m sorry for that.

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Sorry Shou, wish I could do more than repost. I don't always make enough to cover my own.

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ShouraiLive ♿🎮 Disabled/Text-To-Speech VTuber @shourailive.com · 10/09/2026

I'm going to need help for October. I have a lot of bills, more than I expected, totaling $224 USD. Any and all help is greatly appreciated. ko-fi.com/shouraicreat... #MutualAid #MABoost

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Moving stream to Friday or Saturday. My mental health isn’t any better. Had to keep myself from crying on stream yesterday. I know it’s pathetic, but I’m really struggling right now. I’m sorry.

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ToonHive @toonhive.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

The official trailer for ‘The Saga of Rex’ has been released. The indie hand-drawn feature was solo-animated by Michel Gagné over the course of 14 years. Releasing in 2027.

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Thank you to everyone that stopped by the stream. I’m sorry I was so sad today. I can’t always control the mood swings, but I’ll do my best to cheer up for tomorrow. I just get so down on myself. Next stream Weds 2PM EST.

Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Considering how much it costs to attend one, there is absolutely no excuse not to have this as a requirement. 😔

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Something came up and I need to delay the stream to 3 instead of 2. I will still be streaming.

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Streams will be Tues/Weds 2PM EST since Lady doesn't feel very well still.

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Thank you to everyone that stopped by the stream. Always grateful for that. Sorry I didn’t go longer; couldn’t take the headache anymore. Will try to stream tomorrow at 2PM EST.

Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Sorry, I had a really rough night, but I'm still streaming at 2PM EST. Gonna finish up Zelda: OoT and then maybe, play some Zelda: MM!

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

How my poor head has felt all day because of this stupid headache...

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

I’m extremely dizzy today and cannot ditch this awful headache so I don’t know if I’ll be able to get anything done. 😔 Here’s hoping it’s gone by tomorrow.

Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

The YouTube algorithm is a mean, fickle mistress. Maybe, one day, she will see fit to bless me with views. Stream will be Saturday, 2 PM EST.

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

I wish there was an off button for pain.

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

I’ve been trying so hard not to swear as much because it kinda ruins clips. TikTok, Instagram and YT don’t take very kindly to naughty words in shorts. 😅

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

I know I'm not always entertaining, but I do at least try my best. Also, trying not to beat myself up right now because my brain is being bad. Next stream will be Friday or Saturday. It's going to depend on how I feel.

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Trying to be positive… I really am… but everything is falling apart and life is not going well.

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Stream Tues 2PM EST (as long as I'm not dying from pain.) Come watch me do derpy things! Oh boy! I bet everybody is so excited!

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

This is how Lady feels both mentally and physically so no stream today. 😢 Will try to stream Tuesday at 2PM EST! Thank you for continuing to support me even though I don't really deserve it. 😭🙏

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

Pain is bad and is making me extremely nauseous -it’s worse than it was a couple days ago. There isn’t much I can do about it that I’m not already doing. I don’t know if I can stream tomorrow. I will try if I’m feeling better. 😞

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Lady Random @ladyrandomvt.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Stream will be Saturday. I haven’t slept all night because of pain. It’s bad enough to the point I’m nauseous.